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Saturday, July 31, 2010, 10:47 PM
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last day at ikoma on friday.
many things done, homework to be handed in, photos to be taken. things to be said. :)
learnt alot of new things, ponder on new vocab, struggling with reading, getting bored over class, buying snacks, spacing out.
everything is done. i'm not feeling very good about the reactions i gotten, but not feeling sad too. { really } maybe because i'm half expecting it. :)
anyway, i just found out from the counter lady that if i want a japanese class once a week, the lessons will only starts NEXT YEAR JAN! {omg. gosh} twice a week will be like october. but i am just considering about the twice a week japanese lesson. i really reaally want to continue jap lesson till advance level heh! tempted to take JLPT {japanese language proficieny test} this year, 5th dec, but i didn't because i scared i wouldn't have the mood to prepare for it. :S anyway. i am just feeling sad that i am not about to attend japanese lesson for now. :(



there's work tml. aw.. i just realise that i have to work with a new guy called alan. -.- but it's good that he noe japanese. i can practise with him. i think i should grab any chance that i can speak japanese with ppl, especially to japanese. i always feel so lost and helpless when i speak to japanese in japanese. it seemed like all the stuffs that i learnt in class is just a tiny little bit of their language. this is sooooooooooo depressing. HAHHA. lol!


that's all ! bye poeopl! will load more pictures up here, like soon! :DDDDD

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Thursday, July 29, 2010, 8:31 AM
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okay! i really have a hard tme concentratiing in japanese class now. this is so tiring. i think cause i am too tired. so i would like stone whenever i got to do it in class. the lady from ikoma just asked us if we want to continue with japanese immediate 2. & then i have to wait till sep before a new part time class starts. :( sad. i think i'll finish immediate 2 at ikoma and then switch to bunka for advance lvl. but at the same time, i'm pretty scared tat i couldn''t cope.... but well. :D this is one of my favourite picture. he's one of the closer guy that i talked crap with! :D
okay that's all.! bye !
work & japanese class later! :(
just chance upon soon jjc student blog and saw Miss Tiong comments. and i still rmb how great miss tiong is! i'm having a hard time struggling with econs back then! supber supber duper thanks mss tiong! really.

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Wednesday, July 28, 2010, 8:54 AM
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{amazing race!} heh, , sorry for posting my camp pictures. i bet i will post it for a week or o, cause my fb is flooded with camp photos and i am so tempted to post on my blog! :) anyway, work was okay, but i was forced to buy a $15 dollar voucher because i am a cashier. -.- more and more ppl around my booth started chitchating with me { this is a good thing! }
and i'm quiting on 15august! YES YES YES!
this is my sp! our sp goes by height. he's 165cm tall! HHAHAH.
he's from fuhua se, jjc, and live like 3 bustop in front of me! OMG. :)
when both of us noe that, we are like OMG OMG. then we start complaining about how the bus 99 &$#^#&$^*#$,disrupting our timetable.

&&& i'm planning outing stuffs with tanyy! anyy, quit ealier la! i'm going to do crazy stuff with her. come to think of that, i realise that i haven't go for my medical check up. very scared heh. :/
anyway, i think i'm stalking the cute guy at fb, cause i won't see him after friday. :/ :/ :/ :/ :/

okay, bye! :)

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Tuesday, July 27, 2010, 8:53 AM
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hello! i am back. i am supber duper supber duper happy because sunshine is going back to her hometown && is taking leave for like 2 weeks. when she 's back, i'll be gone. HAHAHAHHAHA. and i won't see her asap. lol! she don't like working with me, i don't like working with her too. and she still continue to smile to me -.- & of course, i smile to her too! anyway, i told masa san about the date i'm quiting. HAHHAH. new people coming, a guy, called alan! :) :) :) :) :) { i looked retarded in front of the com} but well. HAHAHAHAHA.


anywya, there will be lotsa separation this time. && the cute guy told me that he's not continuing at all. OMG. not even part time. i totally sian-ed when he tell me heh. then i was like -.- -.- -.- -.-i think he need rest before going into army. i am going to change to part time. :) did i mention that i have this gl , who also took pre-advance level in ikoma! okay, i think i'm too happy now. shall calm myself down.
bye! :)



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Sunday, July 25, 2010, 11:33 PM
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SPSM FOC orientation was fun! well, even though along the way i do grumble and complain over some programmes and games, but, i still enjoy it, especially the cheering part { which i did in jj! } going to camp, wearing fbt, running shoes, carrying sleeping bags, camp bags really made me think back of my college life, being a student. :)



in summary, for the past 6 days of camps, there's amazing race{we were last though}, ice-breakers, initation, fright night { whereby i scream until my parnter scared! HAHAHAH } , sp night, dirty mud games, beach games, fake freshies && cheering of corsue! but i think the cheering part isn't as good as what i did in jc. met alot of new friends, nice gls, crapping together with ppl , talking nonesense when i am tired, hearng ntu funny & supber lame stories from gls. but, whatever it is, i enjoy the camp! :) seriously, i feel like being back to a student again! &&& my og won the "BEST CHEERING GROUP" of the camp! HAHHAAH





to think that i'm grumbling and worring about going to the cap one week before! HAHAHA. making me feel like staying in halls as a freshie. &&&* i survived through the camp with only 3 to 4 hours of sleep per day &&&& only 1 hour the last day! :)
{ for photos up , waiting for the camera man to upload! }
hear alot ppl about " why they want to choose ntu?! " and a few of them sited the same reason as me! HAHHAA.

anyway, at work today, i was talking japanese to a japanese. { am i correct?! } but well, i feel so contented. to think of quiting the job now, after going through the camp & i seriously realise that i should enjoy another kind of life! :)



and lastly, i'm going to meet the cute guy tml in japanese class again! this is so great! HAHHAAH
in conclusion, i enjoyed the camp. { i cant believe it} rest assure ppl! and thanks for allll those ppl who hear me grumbling and whinning before i went to camp!



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Thursday, July 15, 2010, 8:31 AM
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the society is so dirty.
so dirty that i couldn't imagined.
i swear, i am disappointed with people, but now all i do is to close one two { i guess} eyes,
and continue to work for another 1 month.
but i swear tat day tat i'll still have my own morals to follow.

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Monday, July 12, 2010, 9:42 PM
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decisions to be made in life, & then i won't change, not to think, not to regret.
{ but maybe grumble and whine to yL & tanyy }
anyway, i love to go out for dinner randomly with tanyy. i always msg tanyy & sometimes like 1hour before meeting time! :)
anyway, i was grumbling to Yuko during work on sunday & i can see that she is sick of it. & i decided not to whine a single word to her. but i am seriously fed up working on sundays. too tired to put on a smile infront of my collegues. everytime i smiled, i feel so fake.
Oh! && i am hooked to baking life in fb! HAHHA. i didn't noe that i am leveling very fast. this remind me of baking cookies for josephine { my japanese class parnter } and i didn't have a chance to talk to the cute guy who used to sit in front of me nowadays. -.- -.- -.- -.- -.- -.- -.- -.- && i have many homework to do! because i had been lazy for quite sometime and neglect my japanese homework. doing japanese homework require alot of brain juice.
lastly, blogger doesn't allow me to uplaod pictures.

i chose ntu.
i am going to orientation camp.
i am going to change my japanese class from full to part time after immediate 1.
{ which means i won't see the cute guy anymore. :[ :[ }
i am going to work till 23 aug, morning shift & maybe also night.
i am going to be brave && then to tell someone something very important
lotsa decisions made & set.
i need to be prepare myself, mentally & physically. no doubt, i fear to made a wrong step & now i won't think more.
i am always like tat . always.

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Friday, July 09, 2010, 8:21 PM
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i totally feel sian-ed when i open my mailbox and saw the letter about :
"i am ur gl, ...... u will be having ur orientation camp from... "
hope everything turns out well. :(

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Thursday, July 08, 2010, 10:54 PM
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i hope i'm not sensitive.
i hope things are what i'm been thinking.
i hope that i'm on the right track,
i hope i hope, i hope i hope.
i pray pray pray pray.
but i am scared scared scared scared scared scared.
all because, i lack of confidence.

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Wednesday, July 07, 2010, 10:19 PM
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i'm going to orientation camp. i am sooooo damn unwilling to go because my opportunity cost is very high. but well, people tell me to go play those games so that i will adpat better in sch life.
but, what if i cannot even find friends in the camp. -.-

japanese classes are fine.
work isn't fine at all.
the cute guy that used to sit in front of me still looked cute.
hahaha. that's all. :)
twlight is so-so. better than the 2nd one,
but not better than the book. there isn't much of the content.
there's more funny elements added into it though.

for those who are concerned. i am very happy & contented with my life. even though i don't earn much $$$ & get tired. but i am really really really contented & satisfied about the stuffs. i worked hard, play hard, study hard.
i didn't waste my hoilday.

i'll try to update everyday!



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Monday, July 05, 2010, 9:10 AM
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{ more pictures on facebook . }
hello! my weekends isn't great. this week was hectic, with masa san going to isetan to sell fishcake. shop was so busy, i hate to saay, but things become more worse when i still have to work with lousy partners. being scolded by unreasonable customers that didn't even allow u to explain, and the " you better watch out" phrase from another customer in a day really made me feel upset, washing a big pile of endless dishes totally turn me off. &&&my samsung handphone drop into the toilet bowl & my heart nearly jumped out. but , samsung phones are strong! { MY PREVIOUS SAMSUNG PHONES TOO } but i was really very afraid then.
&&& i am just saying all these because my sunday isn't good.
saturday i got exploited by melvin. i start work at 7am & he only paid me from 8am onwards. this is riduclous, & i was doing like mad for the next 5 hours. i seriously feel cheated & underpaid then. to take mrt to redhill early in the morning &&& to go home myself.


sometimes, i really wonder, is $$$$ more important than finding a job that interest u?!
again, my parents told me that a job that is well-paid is preferred. { strongly. }
some of my friends might have the same thinking too.

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Thursday, July 01, 2010, 8:39 AM
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dumb.
As i search the stuffs, i feeling so dumb. lol!
why would i reduce myself to a stage like that.
this is so ridiculous