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dear diary.

things are getting worst nowadays. got stress. paper 1 was okie. paper 2. the whole page down i dunno how to do. first time i do paper 2 until so cham. i spent too much time thinking on the answer for question two tat i did not hab time to do summary. i rush the summary which i think rushing dun produce good work. after english paper. i kept thinking of the paper. maybe. i just aim for fail by a little bit. but i really really really really really scared tat i fail by alot and i needa retain in secondary 3. then how? thinking of this. i hab no mood to study already. i just cannot understand y ppl would sae i just wana to pass but in the end the person got *******. it so fcuking fake.

and i hab to sae. i am really really really really scared of this paper. because i dunno how to do the questions. i spent a lot of time thinking about it. and i dunno the answer is still correct anot. god pls bless me fail by alittle bit.
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dear daiy.

WHO is the one who throw away my PRECIOUS water bottle. there are so many water bottle on the class table. and my water bottle is the one tat is BEING thrown. and i lost my water bottle.

i got 12/20 for e math. even tough it a pass. but sadly. it the lowest in the class. and seeing the level ranking. it also the lowest. =( i also dunno y i got 12/20. maybe i never work hard enough? or maybe i just not good at maths. i will not gib up. but i will feel very down.

my parcel may reach japan in these few days. hope it will send to the correct address.

i still miss saki alot. especailly nowadays. when i am suffering in singapore.

























i still love jay.
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dear diary.

i am super super super super supre super super super super super super super super super super super super super super super super super super super super super supoer super super super super super super super super super stress.

i am really scared of a math class test tml. i been copying other ppl homeworks. god, pls help me to pass my a math.

i will not comment anything about emath class test todae. all i wanna to do now. is to sit for the a math class test my oral and elective geography test. tat it.


i love jay.


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dear diary.

kies. i am getting busier and busier now. and things turn out not so smoothly nowadays. again. it pointless to point out here. ppl around me should noe. =)


tml i am habing physics test. and yet. i still dun understand physics. i dun bother to ask mr low. ahya. i will pay hard to god. because. i belive. onli god could help me. god. pls help me to pass tml.


i still really really going crazy over him.



















more photos for this post then.






































































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dear diary.

i will change my address of this blog. soon. because. i dun really wanna people to read my blog. tat a lame excuse right? but. it is really my reason. it like. y would u wanna so many ppl to read your blog. i noe blog is mean to share ur ideas and thoughts. but to me. i just wanna it to be a secret place la. i will offically change my address after end of year examination. if u are boring. u can go search through my blog. dun ask me wat add is my blog unless i tell u myself. anyway

i am using laptop now. it so hard doing the a math commonwealth paper. i start to worry about my end-of year examination already. god. let pass my math pls? i am sumone belive in the eixstence of god.

i am a super super super jay chou fan.

























i still going crazy over guy above. i dunno y.


SOME
japan photos.



































































LOOK at my face. i cried. tat y it look so super red.














my host family. the Hanasaka family













class 3B



























we ARE mickey. wearing the same crops.






























i love saki.

actaully. before going japan. i go for japan mostly because of disneyland. but now. think back. it mostly on my host family.
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dear diary

i really hab no mood now. i dun really really wish to type here. it pointless to let ppl noe wat happened. anyway. i went to send a parcel to saki todae. it cost me like 30 bucks. with thebox and all tat .it so expensive. but it k la. as LONG as saki can recived it. it take one week lo. is so long. one week 7 days. if there is a delay. then it will take 8 to 9 days. worst still. if it happened that the postman send to the wrong place. then my parcel will be gone. i miss saki and her family so much suddenly. looking at the photos i taken in japan. i miss them much more. i smell the nice nice shampoo they are using. and i wish to cry already.i dunno y.suddenly miss them. they are in Iwate japan. and i am in singapore. it so far. =(. thinkng back to the day we left. the crying face of her sister and saki. and i was crying too. everyone was crying. monday again. i really grew so tired over my life and i wish to leave this place.

i noe tat no one can save me from my world. i should keep myself in my world of candyland and stop anyone from distracting me.

i am still a jay chou SUPER fan now.

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dear diary.

it 9.30 now. pimples. i dun dare to look into the mirror already. all pimples poping out on my cheeks. kies. i going to complain to that soh again. i DUN care. tat it. i set the day to go visit him. i just broswed through japan trip ppl blog. alot ppl got keep in contract wif their buddy in school. y didn't saki send me mail? did she lost my address? or she dun wanna send me mail? or maybe busy. x( so sad. alot ppl got keep in touch wif their buddys. i hab not. sad sad sad. anyway. i going to send parcel to japan iwate tml. i going to the post office tml. when i get bac k my camera. i will post some pic here too. ruiyang is doing it. aileen too. xD i ALSO wanna. end of year is coming and i grew so stress. i dunno how to cope wif tat exam.

anyway. i goin crazy over JAY CHOU now. i brought the album. NO. i should sae i ORDER the ablum. blallals all this. i saw teenage cover story is JAY. i brought. i hearing his ablum everywhere i go. i dunno wat wrong wif me. but i certainly going crazy over jay. i myself also dunno y. i suddenly hab the feeling of liking jay. i mean as my idol. no. all along. he is my idol. is onli tat i didn't hab so crazy over tat. jay ablum is nice. i LOVE it.




















back to my hosto family. i sending alot of gift to them. everyone in the family got at least one gift. and i weight. it like. hmm . 800g. the charge is.

first 20g 50 cents
additional 10g 25 cents.

nahmind. i will still mail it though. i hab no mood now. all thanks to my pimples. my mum and sis went to KL. coming back tml. my brother my father and me is left at home.

i change my blogksin because i grew so tired over the blogskin. this skin. as you can see is simple. even the profile all this i keep it simple. because i suddenly wanan it to be simple.

can everything be simple?
i swear. from now on. i will be super super kasu and kasi.

i grew so tired of everything. gib me a break. tat it.
i dun usually be quiet if u noticed.


i LOVE JAY CHOU!
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i got so busy nowadyas. it seem tat i did not hab enough time. kies. end here. pimples grow on my cheeks. x(
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i typing my japan trip things. maybe able to finish by tml. hahhas. anyway. i reach singapore todae at 12.35am in the morning.


i miss miyano senshen.
i miss vincent.
i miss saki.
i miss her family
i miss japan.
i miss iwate.
i miss the japan group.
i miss every tiny little bit.
and
lastly.
i really wanna shout out tat i miss

saki

tat much.
just like how i miss
my family member and mL during the japan trip.