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Saturday, May 31, 2008, 7:27 PM
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okie, today i am sooooooooo tired by now.
things happened fast,had a trip back today morning!
but
i still went out today even though there was a big big big rain! :D
went to sinyee's house today again! so,
i need to take bus 242, change to MRT from boonlay, alight at Jurong east, take the middle train and alight at CCK , then take LRT and alight at ___ station.
LOL! it takes 1 hour or more.
replies to comments:
Peiting: okie, linked! HAHHAHA. :D
Huan: okie okie la, i can go one lo!

and dun think i'm dirty. but seriously, i was -.- in the MRT today.
when i was really very very very bored in the MRT, i looked up...
AND i saw condom adveritisement!
and i saw it twice la! different brands, different method of packaging.
but both are from Japan.
one even use a banana to illustrate how thin the condom is- i think is 0.03.
and still got lucky draw i think.
no offence though, i'm just feeling very very curious. ( because i seldom see this kind of advertisement.)

saw a person tat look like mrtan today.
and i just stare at him.
and when he stare back at me, i quickly turned away.

tat's all for today. :D


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Thursday, May 29, 2008, 7:28 PM
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okie! i am excited can! going to set off soon. :)
actually i didn't noe wat to update now.
i'm very working hard towards my goal.
hang on there, liling!

replies to comment:
xingying: i am NOT okie! how many times must i tell u tat you are the slacker? LOL! HAHA
Sinyee: hai hao la. cause my friends likes to take photo mah! and that one is not taken at school one can!
Stella: you are still typing ur propsal again izzit? LOL!
Huan: i see, i think i won't be free after that leh! i see how! LOL!
Tracy: yah i love you! -.- okie can! i think i will be free on 11th June la. :))))

and Miss heng is such a responsible teacher. She helped us to amend the survey form and send it back to me.
the moment when i opened the mail, my heart was........

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Monday, May 26, 2008, 3:51 PM
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irrating.
i am so irrated by myself.
yah, myself. :S
my friends can go to eat lunch after bio leture
and i cannot. -.- -.- -.- -.- -.-
yah, serve u right, liling.
who ask u to push everything to the last day,
u have 4 days to do, yet u onli start doing on the last day.
if u are thinking wat work i'm been doing, then the answer is i'm been calling suppliers, looking for products.
and and and, i have been mising bus today.
first is bus 99, then bus 198 then i end up taking th 502. next is the mrt. -.- -.- -.- and i wait for 99 for so long today.
went to jurong east and walk a lonnnng stretch of road to the supplier shop, checked the price of the toppings, the producer, the address, the phone number and watever tat is needed.
then went home because i was so hungry. i went home for a lunch.
then went to pioneer mall to check out giant.
i dun even wanna to get out of my house. it's very very very very very hot outside.
and i still have to walk 10 mintues to reach there.
back to home.
and now, i have to call up the suppliers.( not just one) -.- -.- -.- -.-
and then after tat i have to write down all my findings on a piece of paper.
oh, ya, i forget to go to the nearest market from JJ.
stupid stupid stupid. how stupid can u be, TOH LILING.
walau leh. -.-

blame it on yourself.
yah right.
it's better if u stop grumbling here and continue with ur work.
u still have lots of stuffs uncompleted yet.
($*(*$^&(*$^&.

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Sunday, May 25, 2008, 6:10 PM
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taken with respect from Ivy's blog. (:
i think this picture is funny. :D
LOL!
okie, anyway,
Good Luck for your o level chinese paper tml. :D
;DDDDDD

today i feel so so so so tired.
mentally tired.
my intial plan is to go out to check out prices for the goods.
BUT, i'm mentally+physically tired.
i didn't go out in the end.
so,i pushed all the worklaod to tml.

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Saturday, May 24, 2008, 9:08 PM
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yah. :S
somehow, i got a shocked when i view this.
so, today, i managed to reach commonwealth MRT station at 6.25am in the morning!
because i chase the bus 179 and also i managed to catch up with the MRT.
like, i got so panic when i woke up 10 mintues late. (i planned to wake up at 5.30am instead of 5.40am)
had cramp yesterday night. i guess it's because of the sit and reach.
i got like a 59cm for sit and reach leh!
my secondary school record is on 38/37. i got 37 for the first try last time.
i was staring at stephanie when i saw tat 59 number.
?!?!?!

so went bugis,
a fruitful day.
HAHHA,
got to talk to much more other CSL.
LOL! and also i was called the " Very lazy slacker"
because i was the one who sit on a chair for aloooooooong time.
and i dun wanan to get up! LOL! tired.
so joanne was suan-ing me the whole day.
Miss susan Lim also.
and
tracy and melissa were like taking pictures the whole day.
they took pictures on almost everything.
and we
saw cute / nice primary 3,4,5,6 students. they are so cute can!
real cute! VERY VERY VERY VERY CUTE.
and i realise that teachers can be great! as in, some teachers stay for the whole day. so, they are like joining both competition. ( i can imagine how tiring it is for them, somemore is on a saturday! SO, they scarified their whole saturday time. )
took pictures with that cute panda.
i thought the team can win, but in the end, they didn't.
shall post up those pictures i took today when i got them from tracy tan and melissa! :D
and male teachers are usually those that "dun look like teachers"
(if u dun understand, then nevermind. :) )

i guess miss heng was in a good mood just now.
i msged her, saying tat i'm going to malaysia.
and that's wat she reply:
Have fun in malaysia and eat more bak ku teh.
eh? bak ku teh? malaysia famous for that meh? HHAAHA.
but anyway,
thanks miss heng. :D i'm looking forward for the trip to her house.

i rejected the trip to yunan. :(
tired, but i still have to settle with a lot of school stuffs tml. :((((((((((
especially the new cafe stuffs

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Friday, May 23, 2008, 7:51 PM
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finally, it's hoilday!
even though this june hoildays dun really seems like a hoilday.
and i need to go back to school still.
for CSL, ECLUB and extra lessons.
yah, so had lesson till 5.30pm today.
SO SO SO SO SO tiring can!
so, i still have CSL stuffs tml from 7am to 5pm. ( i will be in bugis)
and i need to reach bugis like at 7am?!

and and and,
today is Mr Tan's last day in school.
yah, last day.
i dunno why, it's like there's so many teachers leaving JJC.
first is the math teacher
then is mr tan now.
teachers have been changing.
there's another new math teacher next term again.
those good teachers just leave the school like tat.

and my phone is offically dead.
i have to wait for Stella to help me revive my phone.
i love my phone. and i dun wish to switch (:

so interesting stuffs that i just realise from my brother.
I just realise one of the PE lesson in Hwachong is to go swimming in their pool!
SO COOL RIGHT!

okie, tat'all for today. (:
didn't crash for JJ night because i need to wake up early in the morning tml.
sorry TanYueYin.

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Wednesday, May 21, 2008, 9:03 PM
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like, there's still two more days.
just hang on there.
i'm been telling myself for the past two days.
especially when i'm studying for my tests this week
but, i guess, it doesn't help much
it's very common tat my mind just start thinking of other stuffs.
i end up getting so nervous over my biology test today because i didn't study much.
( and i failed my previous biology test. )
and, there's one BIG main aim during my hoilday! HAHAHHA, i won't say.

and today,
i finally solved my doubts.
all thanks to Winnie Choo. :D
as in,
i noe why i got a 5 not a 7 and why they got a 7 not 5!
LOL!
i made a big fuss over tat thing.

i'm thinking of the cafe.
as in, there's still lot of stuff to do for the cafe (especially during June Hoildays)
okie, there's westzone camp in school tml.
i didn't took part.
this reminds me of xingying again can!
she is always telling me i am a slacker and i told her she is more slack than me.
then she will say NO!
LOL! okie la,
both of us are just slackers , we only do work when we are forced to do so!
HAHHAHA.

okie, as u can feel, i'm already in a hoilday mood. :(
Mr Tan is going off to River Valley High to start their econs programme.
He's a great/responsible teacher, it's kind of sad for him to leave like tat.
plus, he didn't teach our class much. :(((((((((((
so, this is his last week in JJ,
when school reopens, we won't see him again. :((((((((((((((((((((

school till 4pm tml and 5.30 on friday. tiring tiring tiring.
off for now. :D
and Mr Yee showed us something- both the good and evil side of humans.
i feel kinda shocked after watching.
and writing GP eassy makes me more realistic.
LOL! so sinyee, dun blamed me for being too realistic!
HAHHAHA
( p.s. i'm always telling her how "realistic" the modern world is. )

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Tuesday, May 20, 2008, 4:19 PM
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ohya, :D
i start to change my view on that person.
yah, i feel kind of guilty over some stuffs after it.
and today, the whole day i was thinking
" WHY 7 NOT 5"
and i still cannot solve it out.
)($*%(&%
okie, some ppl will noe y, especially tanyueying!
i really still dun understand lo!
LIKE WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY?
there's so many question marks in my brain.
stella overslept today and reach school at like only 9am!
and,
i'm going to quit if there's really an election.
no offence though

miss susan lim was so angry and upset over saturday stuffs.
as in, alot ppl didn't turn up.
tracy is real mean.
LOL!
because i need to take 1hour of MRT + bus ride to town
and she only need to take 15-20 mins.
nevermind.
i still loves my home. (:
LOL!

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Monday, May 19, 2008, 3:17 PM
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yah, if u are wondering why did i put this sinyee's photo up,
because i think this three photos are well-taken.
taken with respect from Sinyee's blog
( i think she also dun mind. LOL! )
Replies to comments:
SINYEE: i'm looking forward to the SUPERTEEN stories! lol! tat one is considered as educational leh.
HUAN: dun wanan la. X: i prefer comment box. LOL! i comfirm chop will reply you one can!

went out for breakfast today.
finally, yah right
my whole family went for breakfast.
it's been long, long since we eat breakfast together.
when i was young, ...

get to know some stuff from my mum today.
and yah.
i got a big shock over tat. ( sinyee, u can ask me sometime when we meet up. )
-.-
and i start wondering what happened now/ what they are feeling/ what are they suppose to do next.
browse through pictures.
and then, i realise that i didn't meet the whole proper WHOLE OG 5 together.
i guess, everyone is like so busy.
lai-nette should be happy in biomedical in SP,
ShaoJun should be happy in CJ AJ ,
bryan should have taken a course in SP also,
that unfriendly should be happy in AC.
(and i rmb how she treat me the first day of Orientation camp! LOL! )
yah, it will be real difficult to meet up with those people together.
no offence though,
I think
there's always a special bond between those people u have met during PAE period.
where, everyone wear their OWN school uniform, different design,different colours, play together, get wet together, go lectures together.
and a few days later, u are bonded with those people from different schools.

and when i look through THAM kok keong 's blog,
i realise tat i did miss out lots of fun during my secondary school days.
rmb the days where i wish i can quickly get out of FHS.
rmb the days where i'm struck in the classroom during breaks.
rmb the days where i ran home once the school bell rings.
( it's not tat i didn't wanna to stay back, it's just that even if i stay back, no ppl will acc me. many of them will have different commitment, different stuffs to do. then end up i have nothing to do at school.)
rmb the days where i didn't have any sense of belonging to my sec( still applies now. LOL! )
at that moment of time, i didn't cherish a classroom.
i didn't cherish the water cooler,
i didn't cherish the toilet.
i didn't cherish the short school day.
now, there isn't any classroom, the toilet and the water cooler is so much far away , now u have to print every single notes yourself, now u have to walk around the school the whole day, now u have to study till 3.30 or even 5 pm.
yah, i miss the study environment.
no offence, no offence though.
ohya,
i saw the television,
Saw Fuhua secondary school dunno go participate in dunno wat game.
my first reaction was WOW!
lol!
i will comfirm see the show one!
so, the moral of the story is that :
i have to treasure every single person/ every single thing with me.
yah, and i need to try to rmb very single thing that happened now.

my mum still didn't wanna me to go indonesia.
i can't persuade her.
she is always worrying for me.
because she says i'm alway so burred and forgetful.
yah, it's not wrong to say that.
how can a mother not worry for her daughter? ( especially her daughter loses 22 bottles in school? and still counting. )
sometimes, i really feel very pissed off by myself for losing/ misplacing stuffs.
and looking through ken's blog can really make me feel so emo. :(
but sometimes, wat ken mentioned is logical.

tat's all for today.
shall meet up with sinyee soon.
i'm still wondering if i wanana buy newurbanmale bag.
my sis has the SP card( which will be due soon) and this will entitle to 10 percent off.
but, the bag is still expensive.
i'm like wondering.
sinyee says if she were me, she would have brought it long ago.
i'm still wondering.

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Sunday, May 18, 2008, 4:08 PM
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okie, as usual today is a hot hot hot day.
i am just sweating throughout.
i'm real hungry. :(
and i finally wash my shoes!
it's been like 1 month since i wash my shoes.
and it got too dirty.
and this time i put back the normal white school lace.
i guess, my shoes look more nerd already.
and i can imagine wat szeting will start saying. LOL!
i will put back the family colour shoe laces soon. (:

i wonder how's joanna soh doing.
zhixiang have not get any acceptance letter yet.
i can't help but to start worrying for him. :(((((((((

and sinyee got so emo over her superteen workshop!
and she like only paid 30bucks for it leh! she says her school subsides alot .
my sec school -.- .
i didn't get too emo last year.
yah, wat earnest said was touching.
i should say real touching.

my phone has broken down, at least this time is not Gary's msg 's fault! LOL!
it's been sometime agao since i talk to him already. :S
random.

shall go out tml already. ;D
i still have lots of tutorial yet to complete yet. :S :S

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Saturday, May 17, 2008, 2:48 PM
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The 08S25 picture is edited by Lynette Tang. Sorry -.-


Found this on Xingyong's blog.
and here it goes.

1) Do you wish to get married?
yeah, when i really found the right person.

2) What do you want the most now?
A newurbanmale bag! (LOL! i aim tat bag for two years already.)

3) Who is the person you trust most?
yL /Sinyee

4) Do you think you have enough confidence?
Not at all
5)what is the very one thing you want if you have the power to create miracle?
equal wealth among people

.6) Are you satisfied with yourself?
not really

7) What are you afraid to lose now?
those nice people around me. :D

8) Do you believe in eternity love?
not at all. unless it happened on me.

9) What would you do if He/She hugged you?
? i only noe that my face will turn red at that moment.

10) Who do you wanna see right now?
no one.

11) What kind of people do you hate?
? dunno

12) What feeling do you hate the most?
feeling unwanted ( same as xingyong)

13) Do you trust every friendship of yours?
some

14) Do you treasure your family?
definitely

15) Do you like carrots?
not really

16) What do you regret most in your life now?
not protecting my eyes ( i dun wanna wear specs ): )

17) Why are you doing this quiz?
i have a lot of time to spare

18) Have u love anyone before?
actually yeah, had a crush on someone for 5 years. -.-


19) Who are the people who have stood by you when you really were at the worst point of your life so far?
my mum and dad

20) how do u think of ur life?
so-so :)))

Instructions:Remove 1 question from above and add in ur personal question.Make it a total of 20 questions.Tag 8 people in ur list.List them out at the end of this post and Notify them in their chatbox that he/she have been tagged.Whoever gets the tag, would have a blessing from all.
1) Sinyee
2)Beesuan
3)Cynthia Chong
4)Cynthia Lim
5)Stella
6) pamela
7)Yiling
8) Tracy Tan (:

Replies to Comments :

YL:lol! i got buy something can! at least the mask. HAHHAHA.
Xingying: ohya, u didn't tag along today. Lingling AND pamela hor, they both loves shopping so well la! and i saw alot of cute cute stuffs at those pushcart.
HUAN: yah, i change already.
I stayed at home today.
because i dun feel like going out + i am just too tired + i'm having a slight fever.
so, i rejected Sinyee and zhixiang. -.-
lol! ps ps.
Zhixiang said he was rejected by one of the uni and have not yet recieve any of the acceptance letter.
i will definitely pray hard for u to get into a course successfully! :S
never go for CSL meeting today and i was wondering who got the president.
would it be her?
i hope she is!
i was bored.
so i went to youtube and watch goong again!
it was still so nice.
HAHHA.
tat's all for today.
today is another hot hot hot hot day.
and i'm going to buy another spec again!
because afterall, i still prefer to wear spec.
sinyee should noe wat difficulty i am facing!

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Friday, May 16, 2008, 9:00 PM
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random.
i am just wondering if Zhixiang got into the uni anot.
like,
did he get an acceptance or rejected letter?
i'm going to msg him.
ps, so random.
very random.
HAHHAHA
i was just being caring can!
or, he's now looking at the sea again?
lol! i dun think anyone understand. :S
ahya, i going to msg him now la.
how can i start the msg?-.- -.- -.- -.- -.- -.- -.- -.- -.- -.-
and suddenly so many ppl are like crapping with me on MSN.


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okie, credits to pamela's blog.
i browsed through hers.
and i realise it's edited. and so nice can! :DDD
this are the people that i'm going to stay with for my college day. ((((:

sport day today. HHAHAHA.
okie, fun i guess.
and exciting. (:
got owen house tee.
it's been so long since i have sport meet. so, something fresh but it can really get bored at times.
Miss Heng can run damn fast. dun see her like so weak, but she can really run!
i think i will try running for next year.
i didn't participate in sport day because i scared my reaction time too slow, when the race start already i still stone there.
or maybe, i run to the wrong track then malu. LOL!.
you know, this kind of stuffs can happened.
as usual, wat i expected she didn't do anything. ONLY TALK no ACTION one.
pissed off by her though.

ohya, talking about this,
Lihuan cheated my feeling today!
This is how the story goes:
Thursday night she told me to meet at 6.45am in the morning for a _____ session.
then, i ask her agian before logging off.
She reassure me.
SO, happily i wake up 30 mintues earlier on Friday night. so tired can!
reach school at 6.40am.
Stone at concourse a while, then came the xingyong.
then wait, wait wait,
stella came.
then Lihuan reached school at 7.30am on the dot. -.-
then the school bell rang.
HAHHAHAHA.
LOL!


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KK: lol! i put there not so long ago la. around 1 month onli! LOL! i dunno u still got read my blog one. HAHHA.
HUAN: i dun really wanna ppl to notice la. Comment box is better can! oh, dun cheat my feeling again hor. HAHHAHA
Sinyee: How's superteen? fun? u are always so free in school one! -.-
Xingyong: i love you also! ((((: dun get to upset over tat too!

and no offence to xingyong though,
i'm sorry that i didn't noe u feel tat way during the camp. even though till now i dunno why this happened. (so, please tell me next time. (: )
like, i have been with xingyong for almost the whole camp. yet, she dunno my feeling and i dunno how she feels. -.-
sorry sorry sorry xingying.

sport meet ends like 11 plus.
as expected, Bikila won for this year! ;D
i was so bored that no one ask me out for shopping.
SO, i asked yL. she can go in the end.
meet pamela and LingLing at the canteen.
OFF we go shopping together.
So, yL, me , pamela Lingling went shopping.
pamela and Ling Ling is so good at shopping can!
and Ling Ling really knows bugis street well! HAHHAHA
i SHALL shop with u guys more often though.
i wanted to buy a bag, but just can't find sumething that makes me have the urge to buy. -.-
tired.
i'm been thinking alot. like did i offence any ppl? like do he/she really hates me? -.-i noe there's ppl looking at this. but i can't help but to really wonder. and i realise that she is damn selfish. SHE.
went to shop for pushcarts.
brought breadpapa on the way home.
afterall, i have a great shopping day
and also a "catch up" day with yL. :D


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Thursday, May 15, 2008, 8:46 PM
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those days when i really miss.
and i wonder how they are now.
I promise, after my A levels, i will drag TOH SINYEE to go Japan with me.
and we will have free and easy
then i will go back to iwate AGAIN.


Replies to tags:
HUAN: no la, i didn't wanna to put any tagbox. i am happpy with comments box. HAHHAHA
Michelle: LOL! i didn't see u for such a loooooooong time too. oh, i got went to ur blog often to see your entries la. :)
Cynthia: CYNTHIA CHONG. dun need la, i will noe who is the cynthia who tag! long time no see. :D we can meet up at june hoildays. :D and i didn't see kenneth for such a long time already. :(((
Pamela: i'm not fiona can! HAHHAHA. yah lo! i feel so irrated tat particular moment! (#&$(*%



in school till late today.
had lesson till 5pm( it's so tiring can!)
then had CSL meeting.
then got upset over someone yet again.
or, maybe i am just jumping into conculsion and being too sensitive again.
sorry. i nagged in front of Lihuan and Garrick today. (yet AGAIN)
sometimes, i pity Lihuan. as in, she has to hear all my dismay. LOL!
sorry .


sport meet tml= sport day
it's been like 3 years since i have sport meets. :))))
and i feel very happy to be a student.
as in, wearing the school uniform, and sch shoe.
i will treasure the remaining 1 and a half year wearing school uniform.
i love wearing school uniform! :D

stop thinking. -.- i'm been thinking, if only... , i will agree. as long as she/he takes the first move, i will agree. sound weird, i'm sorry.


oh, and i realise tat i didn't see Cynthia CHONG, kenneth for such a long time. :S
the rest are in JJ where i meet them in the morning and yL was always cracking lame jokes.
lol!

i listening to sad song now, which makes me feel sadder over that matter
or, i guess, i 'm just too sensitive,like wat kokkeong always says.



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Monday, May 12, 2008, 6:16 PM
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i noe it's quite rare to see me blog on weekdays. especially on monday.
BUT, HAHHA, i just feel like blogging.
i realise that i took the things i have for granted.
like, suddenly, in the morning i saw one old man and i realise some stuffs.
then i started to wonder what kind of life do i want to lead?
like seriously?

and today, i feel so -.- -.- -.- -.- fiona and pamela should noe.
the more i want to hide the fact, the more it is leak out. :(
ohya, i'm now listening to Xingyong 's blog music.
JJ Lin & Jin Sha- Qi Dai Ai.

sorry, i didn't want to post up any pictures because i am just too lazy to do so. :(
ohya, i'm considering if i want to quit my CCA anot.
Miss heng says it's not complusory to have a CCA. either i quit or i will be the slack-est one. =X
i need to think, and think wisely.
for now, i'm not going to do any action
wait till, ..
i am sure i will get myself out from one of them*

i read through the whole post again.
and i feel so random. -.-
okie, sorry. HAHHAH :DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD

i dunno what i am expecting from her/him. it's like wth? i noe it's not possible yet, i am waiting for a miracle. how silly i am. i noe. :(
tat's all for today. (:

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Sunday, May 11, 2008, 10:20 PM
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sorry people, i;m been using old photos for the past two post.
actually i did prepare a photo for this post, but i'm too lazy to post them up. LOL!
oh, anyway, i am really really tempted to buy colour lenses! okie, i will buy

when i told my mother, as usual and expected she was pissed off. X=
sorry mum. :(

Happy mother's day.
went to my grandma house.
it's been like so long since i went.
when i was young, i would usually drop by her house.
but now, as day passes by, i have to admit, sometimes i was just getting too lazy to go.
as in, i would find excuses not going. :(

everyone blog went to have music.
Kokkoeng one is real sad,
lihuan one is always so pop. -.-
Cynthia one was too noisy.
LOL!

Liling: i really going to buy coloured contact lenses tml.
Yueyin: i also wanna buy, make my eyes bigger.
Liling: you are real crap.
LOL!
the msg was actually for sinyee, but it's just tat i sent wrong.
and yy give me this kind of reply. -.- -.- -.- -.- -.-
for more info, YY doesn't wear spec. she has prefect eyesight can!

i just realise that tanyueyin go talenttime. i should go too actually.
nevermind. next year then. :DDDD
off for now. (:
oh. good luck to zhixiang to get into an uni course.
u better get in. i will pray hard for u too. :DDDD

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Saturday, May 10, 2008, 6:20 PM
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this picture was taken like sometime back.
anyway, i went through xinyong and lihuan's blog and i found out that they both updated so quickly! so, i shall be next.


  • as usual, it's another fun camp! on friday afteroon i was telling lihuan tat i didn't have camp mood at all. then n saturday afternoon iwas telling grace that i wanted to stay for another night. -.- how fickled minded am i,
  • yah, friday was a very very bad day. as in, i got real upset over something because i dun understand the logic behind. SO, i didn't concentrate much on tutorials the whole day.
  • friday afternoon. that's when lihuan told me the answer i have been waiting for. and i am desperate to noe okie! i wonder if he/she* purposely leaked out to lihuan anot. it's getting more obvious about wat i am talking about.
  • but it's been a long time since i get so disappointed with someone. As in, the first thing / topic when i reach school, i start ppouring out to TYY and yL. like so -.- disappointed disppointed, upset, sad that time.
  • so ,people, it's best not to buy from western food store. i got so stress out on the first day of camp. because some real big problem happened on the food. (ohya, on Saturday, Jocelyn and meiting told me something tat i feel so ps about.) i feel real uneasy la! and i was like ____ in front of lihuan.
  • yah, i keep apologising and saying sorry sorry sorry. :((( and i went to look at the dish the first thing in the morning. HENG, everything went smoothly la!
  • i was repeating the word " tml the food cannot screw up" to Xingyong and Wenjun.
  • ohya, i missed the water bomb part today. SO SAD! i wanted to play la! i got bring my black shirt somemore.
  • went to the pe pouch toilet to bath at around 12 plus (nearing 1am) how brave! yah, three of us went there. me xinyong and lihuan and some* :(((((((((((((((((((( ( yah, i think only three of us noe)
  • debrief was so. My phone as usual, break down again. and i already claimed back my money. :DDD $$$$
  • i just realise that sport meet is like on next friday. like so fast?!
  • banner painting on Saturaday.
  • peiting trusted me a lot. As in, she gave me her house key to let me go into her house. and she tell me keep her house key.
  • and i didn't achieve my aim. :( i lost one water bottle. :( Gary was giving me a -.- face when he asked me.
  • lihuan was mad. she sleep for only 20 mintues yesterday night. she was chatting with Deyan and another guy.
  • so, expected, i saw her lying flat on the bench to sleep when his parnter was painting the banner! so bad of her la!
  • both xingyong and i managed to slack in the LN today. HAHHAHA. Meiting dun wann to do admin stuff yet xingyong and me feel like doing already. HAHHAHAHA.
  • LN is a nice place to stay though.
  • i suddenly wanted to take a green balloon. ( so random i noe.)
  • ohya, i was happily drawing/ expressing my love to stella, but stella rejected me. :( SO SAD CAN! " dun think you tall.... " that how i start my sentence when i decided to suan her.
  • and i'm going to "force" my clique to write their name on the stone tat is found outside LT2 or 3. this shows tat i left something behind!
  • everyone is now in NTU now. because JJ talentime is today. i didn't go. :(

i have like so many sorries to tell gary after debrief, but it's just that i dunno how to put the words across.
maybe, those words will be left unspoken.
but at least, i have to type here:
Sorry Gary for all those troubles that i had caused and thanks for tolerating me all this while.
i'm really really very sorry.
( at this particular moment, i really hope he can see this which i dun he will. :( )

oh, tat's all for today and hope you have a great day. :D i'm going to have dinner already.


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Wednesday, May 07, 2008, 9:33 PM
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my favourite picture. :DDD
okie! it's mickey mouse standing beside me.

i just came up to type, this sentence :
i am really really really very very touched by you. Thanks. :D
can't wait to tell Lihuan about that. :S i can predict her reaction already.
i shall tell her everything in the morning. she will be once again disturbed by me.
lol! no choice. HAHHAHA

oh, since i read from xing ying xingyong blog, yah,
i was so noob can! we walked to the further sengsiong. and gary said he was laughing when he heard that. -.-
yah right! :S
i noe xingyong is looking at this entry. AHHAHAHA

tat'all for today.

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Monday, May 05, 2008, 6:41 PM
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if i can rmb,
this picture was taken in the mickey mouse train- the one i took in HONGKONG!
nice right?
like hongkong had made a mickeymouse train. i hope singapore can make one too. :)
and i will be they usual customers. :DDDD

my phone was officially spoilt.
as in, it cannot even open. :( i feel like crying out.
my dad says wait till ur plan ends and buy a new one!
but i wanna back my old one!
i seriously like my current one can! i dunno wat wrong with the phone. i was opening a msg and then it switch off all of a sudden. :((((((((((((
and the warranty is already over. :(((((((((((((((

sitting through math lecture hall, listening to the lecture on function makes me really feel so...
it's like, in my mind, i was phew phew phew. i took a maths!
if i didn't take a maths, i will be really really lost. ( no offence )

"We no money we dun care,
we go steal girls' underwear,
if we catch,
we dun care,
we go steal another pair.
underwear, everywhere,
underwear, everywhere."
that's the tune that i kept thinking about. :D

Sorry gary, i'm been disturbing you and forgetting stuffs. ( i noe he won't see it. :DDDD )
i wonder if he thinks i am such a difficult person. D:
i was not listening to chem lecture today.
because i feel so uneasy lo!
li huan was sitting beside me, i think i said the same thing to her at least 3 times.
" Gary never reply my msg , Gary never reply my msg"
LOL! thinking back, i was like laughing. :DDD
ps lihuan though.

off for now. D:

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Sunday, May 04, 2008, 5:35 PM
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i seemed rude.
but i sometimes i dun think so.
or i am really rude.
i dunno. maybe, i think i have to keep quiet.
ohya, i think tat's the best way.
i dunno.
or should i not?

on the lighter tone, my phone almost spoilt.
i almost feel like crying.
but at the same time thinking of my mickey mouse handphone.
i am so tempted to buy can! it's like $400. i think i will have to pay the full cost if i wanted to buy. :( (which is why i'm thinking for such a long time)
because i was happily chatting with TAN YY for 1h 47 mintues last night
and went i put down the phone, i started msging ppl.
i think the batt was over exhuasted. and it suddenly switch off like tat.
and then it give a white blank screen.
and it cannot switch on later.
heng, when i charge the phone, the phone is back to it's orginal state. :))))))

busy week ahead.
the weather is hot.
okie, random.

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Saturday, May 03, 2008, 6:47 PM
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people. i dunno i am too outdated or wat.
i was so shocked and at the same time curious about this.
guess wat is this???
i stumbled upon this when i was browsing through online shopping blog.


enough.
IT's contact lens okie!
i cannot believe it la!
imgaine when u wear those contact lens, when ppl look striaght into ur eye,
they can see a smiley face!
LOL!
i'm not bluffing/ or making all these up.
and for more information, the designs i put up is only SOME of them.

i think i am really cut off from the society already.
http://empire-contact.blogspot.com/
(PS. i mean no harm.)
visit this, and you noe.
and i am also tempted to buy some coloured contact lens :(
i am crazy.
yes, i am.

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Friday, May 02, 2008, 9:11 PM
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so, do u think,
50 years down the road,the future will then become like this?
i'm curious.
but at the same time i didn't want the time to move.


looking through the blogs, i got so tempted to change my normal contact lens colour to
something blue or maybe brown?
i'm not sure.
but i noe i'm crazy.
maybe i shall check out the price one day.
i think i am really crazy.


house com meeting today and i was so bored.
at first it seems that everyone in my class is in the log com, but then slowly, they seems to disppeared and left me and xingying in the log com. -.-
i dun look forward to owen camp already la!
and i realise that i have one more CCA camp during hoilday- talent night again.


and i still have to make a trip down to school tml for CSL meeting. :DD


off for now.
and there's still 3 more weeks to go to hoilday.
and this 3 weeks, i have so much of tutorial/lecture/SPA test to go. :((((((((
this really reminded me about my O level period. where u really have to learn to survive your life with all those test around.


people always tell me - " just pull through the two years."
and i am not confident if i can pull through the two years, with GP, a killer subject to me.
i am so scared of GP.

i was feeling so down now.
like as if, i always have the feeling of people who hate me in the school. like, i think it's true. :( or i think i have not get over those sec school incidents.sorry, but no offence. i mean no harm. sorry sorry sorry

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Thursday, May 01, 2008, 10:34 PM
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credits to Saffyrre.
LOL! look so tempting right!
yah, we were looking through the whole list of doughnuts for our cafe.
i hope we can sell doughnuts in the cafe! ( althought we are still considering. )

so, went out with sinyee today.
this is unplanned.
and i just realise how realistic i am. i was talking to sinyee about something then i started to comment on realistic stuffs.
after chatting, i was thinking " why am i so so realistic?"
LOL.
and i told her about my plans and all those.
so first stop,
to taiwan.
anyway, my sis is making a trip to taiwan i think end of this year - since she is working and rich now. :(
i am still such a poor person.

and sinyee was very happy today because she brought her nice nice nice nice jacket.
i wonder if she blog about tat. :)

good night. :DDDDDD