At the age of 30, particularly recently, when i woke up everyday

i keep reminding myself that i only live once and do anything that i wanna do. Been banging so hard on OLA and growing OLA.

I find peace and aim in OLA.

Funny enough, recently i kept remind me of my "ex-es", like how are they, do they remember me etc. I get sad not because i didnt get over them but its just that for every "ex" or "almost together " story, there was this regret. Regret of not clearing things up, regret of not saying proper goodbye, or regret of not being brave enough at that point of time to admit. Different story different regret, hidden way deep inside my heart. The more i bury, the more it surface out. especially in times of late night when there's no external interruption.

I know these regret can never be remove from my life.