But i swear i will not call you.
unless you call me back.
which you would never.
Monday, July 23, 2018, 9:37 PM
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Day 8.
empty.
I was very upset today of myself.
This guy on my IG is really distracting.
because i still care.
:(
Sunday, July 22, 2018, 9:05 AM
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Day 7
gone.
I dont felt sad anymore.
But i know i still care. Like for example, i'll go over to his IG account to peak at whats he is doing,
watch his IG story etc.
He revamp his IG account & i know when he does, its like "a start of everything"
well,
he needs to grow up. he's kind of childish.
but well, maybe from his point of view, he have some other horrible story to tell about me.
Anyway, he still open my IG story but not so prompt and i believe he just swipe away.
Swipe i meant. Because he only sees the first story. The 2nd , 3rd was not seen.
I told you, i still care about him on IG.
I hope i dont care soon.
my birthday is coming and i want to get over this guy and the shit asap.
Monday, July 16, 2018, 10:10 PM
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Day 3.
我只剩下尊严。
在苦我也要表现出我过的和正常的生活一样
绝对不能在你的面前掉下一滴眼泪💧
露出一点的难过
没有你的心,只有你的人,有怎样?
今天我去了庙
要取一只芊
神好想知道我想知道什么
马上就拒接我了
Sunday, July 15, 2018, 1:34 PM
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End.
This week i braced up the courage and confronted.
when things keep dragging, it become unhealthy.
" i need time to think "
.
I know he already thought, it just a nice way to bid goodbye to me.
& this situation hurts me more than i thought it will.
Isnt this all started out as a trial ?
hopefully this sadness will wear off soon. I want because in my heart i know i dont deserve this kind of guys.
Tuesday, July 10, 2018, 9:34 PM
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I am always there to encourage you;
but
where were you to encourage me?