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The thing about love is that ;
when the guy came back to me with this damn innocent emotion,
i just decided to forgive.
Its wrong.
i need to stop it.
Anyway, this supposingly my "boyfriend" now doesn't reply my last WA message.
& he went around IG liking other girls photo.
at the back of my mind; i am jealous and i still care. ( if not why did i make an effort to stalk in on IG)
But at the back of my mine; i constantly know that i need to let him go.
Let
it
go,
Please dont come back and talk to me, if not my heart will go soft to you.
for my own good, this kind of guys need to go.
off my life.
its hard, hurt and difficult. but i must do it.
Thursday, May 17, 2018, 10:19 PM
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I said yes to the guy about 20 days ago;
the guy i know i shouldnt fall in love with
.
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..
...
& since then ,
my heart was so lonely, more lonely than when i was single back then.
havent been so dishearten before
What should you do when you already told your guy that your needs but simply he just ignore...
not ignore totally though but i guess partially.
am i the one picky?
am i the one making things difficult?
dont get me wrong;
i mentioned once, argued once with him, & it continue.........................................
and now i grew so tired of bringing up this topic again.
someone once told me that it's a good thing that people fight/argue with you. because it simply means they care.
& if there's no fight or agruement, then we simply just don't care anymore.
Waiting for this relationship to end?
but i dont want to be the bad person to begin with.
I'll just waiting for him to say the break up topic.
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dishearten tonight.
very indeed
every since this relationship started and i am not happy at all.
i got more sad than when i was single back then.