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No one knows.
You know, i am feeling so lonely and empty in life.
Life humbles and changes me so much.
Seeing how people progress and move on with their life,
MARRIAGE, how my cousin who i used to go out together is busy planning for marriage / house, it disheartened me.
I appear to be happy but i wasnt at all.
but i am sooooooooo lonely.
I wonder in this world, is there someone really there for me?
fate?
Monday, April 02, 2018, 8:50 PM
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I miss my Thai Friend
I miss the xx guy
I miss them.
& to think of them , I felt so sad.
I know the xx guy is a trouble but I put in my real feeling.
One day, if i get hurt (which is now), I will feel not pity myself. Because I know, it's my problem.
"I know you were trouble ..."
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I miss them. can't help to be crying / sobbing at one corner somehow.
I tried to keep my eyes wide open but tear just kept dropping down.
Maybe I am too free that I kept thinking about it.
Or prepahs, I should just find something to occupy myself.
A proud Leo hiding at one corner.
The last thing I want is to make people see I cry or feel sad .