Hi girls & guys . If anyone is still looking at the blog.
For several times, I wanted to updated using MY phone but photos cannot be uploaded.
& hence, I gave up in the end.
A lot of stuff happened recently.
Like ALOT.
ok, I went to Thailand & Indonesia ( 3 times)
Business trip, holiday, mountain climbing (crater climb)
That's for my holiday , which is the more "happier" stuff
oh well, life isn't a bed of rose.
I have emotional breakdown last month because one of my closer colleague are leaving & my direct boss are also leaving too.
which left me.
alone.
1 person.
Being the self-centre me ( I don't deny I am), I broke down and cried a lot. Suck in my suckly job scope but refused to move due to comfort zone and the stable income, I choose to struck at my current job.
There's no one to blame but just myself.
Your life, your choice.
Regardless of what you choose, it's your decision. suck it up and pull through.
& I am learning car. like car OMG
manual. Whenever I am in Thailand/ Indonesia, I saw how drivers can drive so swiftly with manual car.
WHY am I so hard?
Had a bad driving session that my instructor whine/complain/scolded me throughout my 100 mintues lesson. & say that my basic techniques are so poor.
& yea, my test date is nearing. clock is ticking.
I guess, I just have to suck it up, go for exam and prepare to fail. I am serious. Like one of the random instructor that I met, he said " don't worry about the points. just try your best and show the instructor your masterpiece. and everything is up to the test himself to decide."
It's really a sentence I remembered.
easy said, but I hope I can use this mentality on my driving test itself.
& WHY is everyone getting their car license so easily??????
Ok bye world. I am very stress up with my life.
Previously was for my macaron business, and now its for my car driving.
The more you stress, the more you cant drive well.
I need to go running to clear my mind and soul for a while
Clearly, I know in my heart and brain. I am not going to flight but FIGHT
I never flight even if I wanted to, because I know I cant solve the problem, get a solution and achieve my aim if I do that.