I don't know if it's my pre-period and thus I am feeling down
I felt really down now
Like, my job yet again .i went for this tarot reading that day.
She told me that I am internally not balanced and need to find my inner spirit back , start believe in yourself , learn to receive from god and get in touch regliously
I have to much ego talking and life is not just about my own.
I agreed to some extend . 😐😐😐😐
I kept thinking my job is unfair but prepahs the real reason is me myself?
Blinded by anger and decide to stop receiving .
26 this year and I don't want to felt restless this year again
Thursday, January 05, 2017, 8:30 PM
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Many things happened & this is probably one of the days that i felt so down over work.
Ever since i changed my job rotation, i have been so down .
it looks glamorous from the outside, but the inside is like rot.
Today i heard that a guy who came into office about 1/2 year later than me is sent for placement in my thailand office.
my heart sank like real hard.
I kept wondering if its because of my incompetency and hence i am not selected (?) or simply due that i am a girl ( such discrimination do happened in my company even though this is 21st century_)