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actually when you are in a whatapp group chat,
your friends start talking about BTO, buying resale flats , double dates & wedding,...
your heart sank.
i cant help it but at some point of my heart, i felt 失落
but that day i realised how much i am worried to get myself a boyfriend and then get pregnant.
will i become really unmarried in my this life?
sometimes i really wonder.
Wednesday, November 09, 2016, 9:40 PM
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You know I felt bad today about myself.
Today I went for an interview
It's a job that I wanted , the reporting manager is not bad I Guess
But what I don't like was
-The benefit
-small company (too small)
- far from mrt
-leave only 10 annual leave 😱😱😱
It was through an agency. So the agency asked me about my interest about this job due the hiring manager is keen to offer it to me.
& I actually reply. First ,
"Let me know the whole remuneration package"
From that second , until now, I felt so ashamed of myself
So much of what I have been saying , to do a job I like and stuffs
But at the end of the day
Look what i actually consider
Money 💰
But I think "small company" and "far from mrt" play some role
How materialistic have I thought to myself
I felt really bad about that Japanese manager. He is very sincere when he talked to me
I Guess he really wanted to hire me.