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Today i told my friend this
" it takes two hands to clap, even if two hands are willing to clap, it doesnt mean that they can clap
Just like
in the backpacker hostel , they mentioned that they have wifi, but whether you phone can connect to the wifi is another separate issue"

omg.
sounds so logical to me.
I almost got a shocked that i actually said something like that

Despair? or should i say i grown up? or it's just a self excuse? a denial?


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This week at work was tough, like really tough out of my 6 months of work because something pretty serious/big happened and i have to report to three bosses individually. scary, that''s what happened when you are inexperienced and the other PIC ( person-in-charge) is also inexperienced.
& when you put two inexperienced PIC together = diseaster.


& that's the golden words/phrase that made me pull through in work.
you know, when you worked so hard/ put in all your effort & emotions in your work & you saw some email response:
" Thank you for your help. I am really glad that you found out this point ..............."
My heart instantly melt because i am glad that you are really glad & I helped you somehow. If you understand what i meant.

stay positive,. Sometimes i dont deny i get very pissed off by ridiculous/ stupid/ slow emails response that i'll feel like crashing my computer, but at the end of day I tried my best to help :)
#growingup #societylifelesson #brazilian #barcelona
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sick. so i had two day MC.
but, back in my mind is work. sighhhhh. i try not to read too much of my email & only zoom into those i think its kind of important to reply so i did some quotation and sent few emails.
so
so
so
irritating. & there's so many email that have "sorry to push", " We need your support"

I know you are sorry to push me , but i am sorry that it's within my contol /out of my control even though i wanna help you.
"sorry to push you"
"sorry to rush you"
"sorry for the short lead time"
I wanna reply
" Sorry, please wait and we will revert"
or i wish to write
" sorry this is out of my limit, so please please look for xx "

I wonder if  i could really stay in peace at home now. if i go to work, i think i still need some rest before i could recover awhile
ahyoooo


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Where have this side of me too?
Being flush away by my merely 5.5 months of ever-challenging/people-playing nature fastpaced work society?
wake up, Liling.

froma side track, i didnt dare to add my ec on fb. X:
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I think ...
my thinking start to defray from my job...
sometimes i just think we are just trying to complicate the whole supplychain instead of enhancing it.
oh no.
I shouldnt think of this way right? especially i am inside that company.
:(
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Maybe cause its night time or something. OK, first i have to admit i am a stalker on facebook. Today i was stalking this girl, used to be my brazil ex-business partner that we haven't met before. & Last year she quit her job suddenly & so she left the company in Dec. Its kind of disturbing , idk,
Today, i saw her fb & it was announced that she was married to XXXX

&&& her current country have changed from
XX,BRAZIL --> XXX, SOUTH KOREA

kinda surprised. ( i think i am nosy)
But as I grew older, i tend to cling to old memories, & i really need to wake up & move on.
its scary.

ok. monday = work = blue
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Nowadays, I need to admit. I am very emotionally unbalanced.
Like, i get emotionally attached to random things/people in some case that is deemed ridiculous.

Pretty much ridiculous in the first place.
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This applies to all aspect in life. I was reflecting very hard today & yesterday on this guy that i was complaining about in the previous entry.
I need to suit and tailor to his working style - no choice because don't expect people to change their working style to suit yours.
#adaptation