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I always called him until i felt so sian/nuisance  myself.
But i wonder why doesn't he felt that I am a nuisance  and just fcuking reply my emails?
i wonder is it because i ask stupid questions and hence lead to him thinking my emails are not important and hence being thrown aside?

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oh gosh.
I have 155mails to read tomorrow && perhaps some email to reply??
horrible
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Today marks the "end of " my chinese new year because it's the end of my annual relative visiting.
It's kinda boring but with some card games such as sobotuer ( i dont really know how to spell) , things become a bit better. Happy chinese new year everyone! :) <3
PS. I think the previous picture that i wore the cheongsam made me look skinni-er . hahahahhaha sorry guys, i gave you a false impression that i become skinnier.
HAHAHHAHA
ithinkiamjustattractedtomatureguys.#om
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ok. I think cny is very bery very bery boring. but it's a short getaway from work ( not exactly though) but at least an escape from replying troublesome email. :)

I admit, i peek at my emails several times partly because i am so uncomfortable & worried that i really really really have something to attend to.
I lost.
& iamkindofhavingacrushonsomeone.ohno.butiknowitisquiteimpossibleforbothofus.butohwell....
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It's my first year working ( full-time job) &&& cny!
i dont know if you understand how it's link
BUT ITS HOILDAY!

i have to admit.......
the idea of 3 long holidays excite me than the festival itself. :) :) :) :) :)
Happy.
:)
I hope i can throw my phone aside & heck about this stupid email which most probably will amount up to 100+++ in 3 working days.
#mypinkcoveriphone
sometimes i hope i can suddenly have some memory loss &&&&&& forget anything about work.
It festive season.
hhahahahaha!
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I don't know if I really like challenges in my life or it's just ego that's in the way.
somehow i like challenging guys.
&& that's up to you how you define the word challenging. :P
jumping into a cave myself?
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people who are currently going through the same stage as you will totally understand/relate what you meant
#totally




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I know i am abit lame but hahhahaha Jigglypuff????!??!!??!!
I did a personality test online for fun  and i am a jigglypuff???!
I know i like  jiggypuff when i was young.
just that when this word "jiggypuff" came up, it's totally childhood please.
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Lose motivation in work. Probably due to the fact that I felt helpless sometimes. Like i start to think the position i held is pretty useless.
or perhaps I know this business is going to fold in a short term time.
I dont know. 



I think i need to fight my  own "emotion gate" before I can carry on properly and professionally with my work.
:(
Kinda have mixed feeling especially when today i went back to school to promote my company ( yeah, right), eavesdrops my ntu juniors , 179 now stops right infront of ADM building, the new buidling/campus area set up and walked home through the yunan gardens eventually... it's like.........
I don't know.
but definitely not a nice feeling