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It's the last day of the year 2014. & I thought i should sum up abit, like truthfully. This year , i wouldn't say its all bad, but bad > the good
1. Probably my biggest achievement of my life till now- I graduated from university! Always dream of this & that day really arrived! Finally graduated as a Bachelor of Chemistry & Biological Chemistry. (hahhaa)

2. Have two major dental surgery- one at the beginning of the year & at the end. ;/ ;/ ;/ ;/ ;/

3. Fell out of love- not exactly out of love. Just that the person I really really really liked didn't like me even though I have shown really obvious hint ( To think of that, I want to dig a hole & bury myself inside) Maybe we just don't meant to be.

4. Landed myself the first job, first pay, first confirmation - was glad that I insisted & stay firm with with my decision not to get into the field of my study. But seriously, I do have an hard time adjusting to people. Like you we always know, arts students are very different as compared to science. so does, science student and business students. <---- Job hunting was tough

5. Growing up- Realise things change, people changes priorities  along the way & how the path we choose can influences our way of thinking/mindset. Some friends I became closer but some friends just drew apart due to various reason ( hectic schedule, different way of thinking.... )

This year have been alot of drastic changes in life. intern, Graduation, job search, love, growing up, huge reality slap, money$, health....
 & I have the constant pressure of learning things fast & right from all perspective of my life. But well, life is always constantly changing!

I hope this coming year 2015  ( hahaha my year of goat! ) will gonna be a better own regardless of what ( am i too greedy???!!!) Health, career , friends, family & perhaps a bf???
But health is the most important! <--- health include my teeth. I will brush my teeth faithfully and please, dont fail me, my teeth. hahaa
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" You scared me more than I scared you." that's what my dentist told me when i went back for follow up today. hahaha. I guessed, i was really very upset that day when he last saw me. but I really have to thanks  Dr Wee Tze Haur for his comfort that fateful Christmas eve. Well, I was crying really bad then and trembled with fear.
But I have to say, I'm pretty impressed by Dr Wee because given of his young age , he can master such a skill & he's really gentle.

&& now, back to the main point, my future fate of my teeth is still ?
I'll wait for Dr Winston Tan to be back before I can make out some fact. :X


&&& oh seriously, call me impatient or whatsoever. I seriously hate people to ask me "how is your teeth?" Because I am very lazy to explain because they don't understand ( I dont blame them because afterall our profession isn't dentistry). even if I really explain clearly ( like what i did previously) , people tend to forget (i dont blame them too because everyone have more important things to rmb than my teeth). So i figured out that it's really a waste of time to explain and so i usually will put it off as , well not very well. (and a fullstop obviously)
I want to find a #dentistbf
hahahahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa
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29th Dec,
Today marks the first time after 11 days of eating bread/tofu/soft things. I finally ate rice. The moment when i "swallow"( i still can't eat ) my rice, but to open my mouth big enough to eat things....

I dont know how my dentist visit tomorrow will go & no idea my current status of my teeth, but I really want to thanks everyone who have see me through these days.
IT.REALLY,BEEN.VERY.TOUGH.
I didn't expect some people who actually showed me concern when they see me "looming" around with dark clouds above me.
thank you very very much.
I appreciate these people more. <3


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"Be strong, stay positive & embrace every shit you get. control your emotions in front of people even if you are damn stress. don't fret, dont be scared & dont doubt. Because eventually, things can be solved. Get things done slow & steady, and one at a time.
ガンバレー"
this applies to every aspect in my life now. <3 because i know i used to live in a too sheltered environment.
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I still remembered vividly the christmas tree out KTH in Stockholm. It was so huge, so bright & nice.
Today is probably the worst christmas I ever had. I am very depressed over my teeth now because I dont know what will happen next.
Its like i got the infection so practically my operation failed.
and there's alot of implication after that
i want to confirm but my surgeon is out of town during this festive season. depressing, really. seriously. and he's only be back on 5th jan.
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Now I totally understood the ideally of what people/seniors always tell me. They told me " going on holiday when you are already a work adult and going on holiday when you are still a student is totally different.
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I felt like summing up this year. but, i decided to hold on and wait till it's after christmas.
Christmas, to me, it's just christmas. ( Sorry, but i always think christmas have became a very successful marketing stunts for sellers to earn money) After christmas, as soon as it's boxing day, decorations will start changing to chinese new year. how fast right?


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yeah, looking at the picture this post, you can easily guess. I just went for dental surgery. :( This time was a screw right into my gums/bone + a wisdom tooth removal. I think the doctor did some bone graft too. I was asleep the whole time & when I woke up, i have scrotch tape over my upper lip & i was to put it over there for 24hours.
Today, now, my upper lip was whole swolle, with my wisdom tooth part sore too. :/ Urgh.
But this time, was the second time in a year I went for dental surgery. The first time, I remembered when the anesthesia effect was over,  i opened my eyes quickly. But this time, I didn't, seemed like I was mentally prepared so I wasnt so panicky to open my eye.
Had 10 days of MC, but oh well,, I have piles of work to do so while I stayed home and have nothing to do (practically i cant go out & enjoy), I stay home to work.
I am so envy with my Brazil counterparts, they have long hoildays from 24th Dec - 11Jan.
Europe? 20th dec - 5th dec.
Such a luxury please, why am I staying in this fast-paced society? It's not like our chinese new year have such a long hoilday.
Sweden have 1.5-2 months summer break from work because they need to enjoy sun (seriously) during their summer break.
urgh. I should stop grumbling.
Anyway, I attended this Emotional Intelligence 2 days full training & I hope I get to apply. haha



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I always like to talk to people who have international exposure. <3
My definition of international exposure exclude frequent traveler.
it's like, they always understand what I meant & they create more ideas which I can phrase it as the same my frequency.
Because the whole is round, diverse culture & there's nothing weird or right or wrong. It's just how you view it and probably the way we present it.


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hehehheh! company D&D & i am damn lucky! Managed to win lucky draw and became first for our dance performance! But all came at a price. ;/ It's really crazy that you leave the office at 10-11pm everyday & then the next day reach office at 8.15am because I need to try to clear all my stuffs within the official working period. crazy. & of course my body couldnt take it and i was down with cough and flu. Took taxi 3 times in 5 days, crazy. but it's done & i know i dont really contribute alot.LOL
I like my light make up that day with the rosy cheeks. hehehe!
Yesterday was treasure hunt at museum, it was really quite nice but i was too tired so i went home after that. Need to get ready for work tml. =/ But it's ok, other than all the fanctic rush at work for a-reason-that-i-cannot-understanding & dealing with difficult customers, I enjoy my work. :))))