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hehhe! that's probably the first photo I post on this blog with my colleagues That girl in white, sitting next to the pink jacket is my OJT. (on the job trainee) I'm glad to have her because she taught me both work + non-work related. &&& so now that she is transferred to Thailand for a year, I'm left alone. ;/ Urgh, I hope I can cope well & perform up to expectation for my work.
I really have to thanks her for all the guidance/ help these two months. :)
If i ever leave this job, I will make sure I will try my best to help the one who is taking over my job!
 So tml when I stepped into the office, I am really the PIC for Brazil&Eu import.
Omg.
I need to work harder! :) But i am sick today. hahhaa. oh yah, I went to Batam yesterday. In general, it was damn freaking boring. the only best part was that the massage for damn good. My whole body was so relax after the massage. I should go massage more often. didn't know that i can feel so good after massage.


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I think my job requires to play around with people.
I mean, you need to know how to say things in very nice way but your message is got across.
& of course, talking on phone with different people requires different style - so that you can get the things you wanted done smoothly.
I am still trying to learn how to deal with people using different style.
Learning the art of email is not enough, what's matter is outside the email exchange.
HHAHAHAHA
another learning point i got?
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Today I was suppose to meet this friend of mine to go for a high tea, changi airport to see Mickey Mouse && use her groupon for dinner. We already agreed two weeks ago. And then she cancelled off this meeting at today morning and tell me 1223456 reasons. Maybe the reason she says may be logical/possible. But I was so pissed off that I think all these are excuses. She called me but i mised her call because i k ow i am still pissed with her. Sorry, I am narrow minded.  But I hate people to cancel off meeting which was  set way two weeks before. If you can't make it/feel so tired because you have too many activities nowadays, please don't tell me last minute after I done all the research on where to go,what to do and get so excited before that.  And it's like right today right  in the morning. This friend of mine totally spoilt my mood for the whole day. And its already the second time happening. I hate it when I already got so excited to go to this place the day before and we agreed on two weeks before and last minute you just reject me. Seriously, no matter how valid your reason seemed like, to me, everything is just excuses.
Call me narrow minded, but whatever.
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Heheheh! This is always by photo I loved most. <3 because the iconic is in Stockholm.

Every morning, when i stepped into the office, I got flooded my email in my outlook & got chased by people, from both sides. & if my mum/dad start chasing me afterwork, I will lose my temper. ( which i am guilty about.) There is a particular day in the office when I got chase to follow up a case from my group leader, &  almost wantws to shot back " slower by one day will die issit." LOL, i thought it was funny.

I understand the nature of this industry where things can change drastically within an hour & the importance of the flow so I try to be professional about my job. because job is afterall my job. It's not like I don't like my job either. Surprisingly, I quite enjoy my job scope in general though. &&&& It's interesting to interact with people from different countries & see how culture clashes ( either + or - effects will happen) . It kind of made me more aware globally instead of being in this small island called Singapore. I always learn things pretty slow at the beginning, so i realised that my working hours everyday is crazy + along with the weekends. I thought i am crazy but then to come to think again, work-balance doesnt means you end work on time, you work on weekdays or certain days & stuffs. It's the quality of time you spend outside work  i suppose. That's at least my definition. :)

Lastly, i hope i wont go too fat. X:
I'm make sure I can become a pro soon. hehhehe :)
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Ifeel very useless at times.
Like, one email, I can at loss & thinking what the hell should i reply.
when they ask me further, i start to doubt,
i start to fret
and start to feel useless at my job. incompetency.
I am trying to work hard for my job & hope that one day i can become competent.
But, the power of emails, they just pull me down.
I need to be stronger, sterner & more stiffer. :(
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We used to xxxxx.
But now, it isn't anymore.
The biggest thing i need to learn of growing up is change.
Everyone changes