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The biggest thing I learnt today is to be truthful to yourself. I dont want to deny. but i am really utterly sad.
Ironically, i just wrote on yesterday post that I wont be sad but disappointed only.
But today, I realise that I am just trying to persuade myself to act as if i don't care.
but in fact
i give a freaking big damn about it & that's why I am so freaking down today.
I hope i will go through acceptance period soon
Fate, fate, fate. I understand but i can't accept. :(
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I know I am going to fail, but somehow i still have this small pinch of hope, hoping that somehow miracle exist.

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<3 <3 but :( :( :(
how
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"妈，我失业了“
”你那里有失业。这不叫失业，那不是你的工作。你只是刚上完一堂社会课。“
when my mum tell me this, I totally got a shocked to realise the importance of different prespective.
Thank you mum, for telling me another way of thinking.
I am too straight minded. :(
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 It's week 21 into my internship. To come to think back, time really flies! not that it really flies ( because i am constantly counting the work days). but it just flies slowly without you really actually realising
As I was doing my powerpoint presentation slides and preparing my internship report, it kind of made me reflect about what i really learnt. It's different from the part time jobs I did, probably because this time, I am working under the name of intern. I know, I have been reflecting alot about life, but i guess, this is what people usual will when they leave the education systems and step into their working adult life.
#1 worklife balance doesn't simply mean that I knock off work in time.This is such a superficial generalization.
#2 human skills & be quick witted is something supber important in workplace. I can't emphasize the importance it is.
#3 please be ready to learn, adapt and change.
#4 its really ok to give a stern NO to your colleagues. help only when appropriate.
#5 there's no such thing as a nice person in the workplace. you can be nice, but if you are too nice, then that's when people take advantage of you.
#6 Stage cycle: Excited -> Tired -> Grumble -> Acceptance -> Adapt
I really can see this cycle in the new interns and I am pretty sure this happened to me.

Even though it have been a lot of up&down experiences in this 5 months that i didn't know how to express it in words ( seriously, i didn't expect that big changes), but i strongly believe that  there's a reason in everything that happened in your life
Fate, destiny, I don'tknow.
 With this note, I going to stop here.  :)