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When you tell your parents that you are trying to apply for this job & their first reaction was :
" what!"
"you wasted your four years in university"
I havent really actively finding a job yet. but for now i know, I made a mistake 4 years ago and I am trying to correct it.
But its really disheartening when you grow up in a traditional chinese family. I know my parents love me & they did a good job in raising me up.
#sad.
Sunday, May 18, 2014, 10:37 AM
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I just met up with this brunch of friends yesterday & it kind of reminds me again how elite people think & do job hunting differently.
My definition of elite people is defined as those who are academically smart only.
even though i sat there for 2 freaking hours, but i am not really involved in their "too elite" conversation because i am not elite enough to comment anything about their elite conversation.
There.is.really.difference.in.elite.students.thinking.
#thatswhyiamnotelite.
LOL
Monday, May 12, 2014, 10:45 PM
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Sometimes, I think i am weird. Like even though i grumble, I still do things that doesn't benefit me at all or maybe, made me worst off. It's just that I might be too kind. This comment sounds weird to say I myself, being a kind person.
But whatever.
I feel happy for people when they achieve something, but back in my brain, I will always be telling myself: "Look, what people have done. should you freaking work harder to move on with your life?"
I thought it was quite a interesting read because even though Singapore is ranked the second country for Japan's investment in 2012, report shows that university graduates cannot really name any of the Japan companies.! & they still went on the say why Universities graduate somehow will reject working in Japanese companies without any valid reason. && then they go on pointing out the three main reasons why. I thought it was pretty interesting to read. Pardon me if i misread any points. HAHHA
Friday, May 02, 2014, 9:05 PM
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I was so amazed by myself on how fast I can pen down my all my feelings in Japanese just now when i was trying to concentrate on my "revision".
自分もびっくりした。そなんに早くて日本語で自分の気持ちことはっきり書きができる!
In conclusion,
"嬉くたければ、自分の心で始まるもんだ"
Didn't go for work today because I was having fever at 3.30am in the morning. Freezing cold, wearing a thick jacket, leggings and socks in my bedroom because I thought it was the aircon. Then, i stop and hesitate. When I went out of my aircon bedroom, I realised that I am still feeling cold. which means, I am really sick. To be honest, I am quite bored at home the whole day. But it has been long since I last stayed at home for the whole day.
Thursday, May 01, 2014, 10:06 PM
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I really appreciate friends who know me well enough that they know what i am feeling before i do anything.
#1 "I know you are angry. "
#2 "you are becoming too anti-social "
#3 " don't act cute in front of me olreadi lah. don't want just tell me! "
Sometimes it kind of scared me of how my closer friendS know me better than I know myself. It's just a natural reaction, I didn't mean to feel angry about small things nor making "cute tone" nor rejecting people. Just, somehow ( i have no freaking idea why) I behave like that when thrown in some particular situation.