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End of 3rd week intern here. Things I realised/happened
#1 I got scolded by a poly intern " you study too hard issit", " go back NTU lah" , " jc people always like that one" . Because simply I am deemed to be stupid and straight-minded , I forgot what he taught me after once only.
####2 people there simply expect you to remember things after one try which i thought this can be quite ridiculous
#3 people here get so sian over intern. because this company always hire interns , so they come & go and they got so sian seeing them.
#4 my emotionless supervisor only give a damn to full-timer. he does not even want to care about interns
#5 I have to clean bottles every single morning. For instance, I cleaned bottles from 830am till 12.55pm today
#6 company benefits is freaking little & there's not much company events.
# 7 due to the fact that I am the last intern that came in ( there's is three interns before me), I end up doing all the houskeeping+ sai-kang. no ones want to give me any jobs to conduct the experiments which lead me feel that experience is really important for a job inside of merely a piece of paper. That piece of paper will help you to fetch a higher startng pay.
#8 everyone go for lunch break themselves , alone.
#9 they are not friendly to new comers. They expect you to learn themselves, looking at SOP, self-learn instead of teaching;/guiding. Now, I am seeing this full time new-comer who is struggling to figure out how this company structure works.
#10 there's nothing call leave-on-time after work even during chinese new year eve
That's all for now, still, I hope everyone (including me) have a good chinese new year!
Monday, January 27, 2014, 9:38 PM
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#1 Never ever judge ( not even a single bit) a person by their academic qualifications. I don't deny, I do judge people based on this at least at least a little bit, but today I fully understood this meaning
#2 Everyone have different sides, at different times, we show different sides of us. As to when we are showing different sides to others is very unpredictable & also depends on which particular person we wished to show. it's really hard to approach a quiet,emotionless person because I don't know when/where to press or not to press the button. I need to figure out. Till then i figured out, I learnt another socializing skills.
Friday, January 24, 2014, 9:39 PM
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Today is Friday, TGIF! well, that's the happy part.
Two weeks into my internship. As I dig more & more into the company's culture & people relationships, I feel more & more sian & disgusted. It's so shitty working in a SMC. My supposingly cute emotionless eyecandy supervisor turned out isnt as cute as he look. Yes, I worked in petroleum lab. There's a lot of people working in petroleum lab & that's part of the reason why relationships get more complicated. I get affected too because I am a Leo, i value about seniority, priorities, status & working relationship.
The only good thing at least was that I know a brunch of other interns who came earlier than me, they warmly orientate me around the company which I tried my best to dig out every small details from them bit by bit. :/ So, with all the stuffs that I know, what kind of feeling & mentality should I go to work everyday?
I need to seriously think about that.
Thursday, January 16, 2014, 2:32 PM
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Today I went for dental surgery, bone grafting. It was a very last minute decision because my dental surgeon thought i should skip the first step of gum grafting. I had a sigh of relief when i was told that i don' need to do gum grafting. Then when he tell me that i need to do bone grafting....
I was sent to the operation room, cold, scared and shivering. & when the anesthetist was trying to inject the drug to make me sleep, i was really shivering damn hard.
Never in my 22 years of my life, i was shivering that hard.
But before I even knew, I already went to sleep.
& when i woke up, everything is done.
I can only feel the stitches on my gum, & its really pretty swollen & alittle bit pain now.
I hope everything went well.
Monday, January 13, 2014, 9:36 PM
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I feel sooooooooo being used now. :(
But not entirely his fault, it need two hands to clap.
Sunday, January 12, 2014, 12:22 PM
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Today is 12th Jan. I just realized that 11 days have just past like that. It's kind of fast & scary when i looked at the last blog post I had & back of my mind i was " OMG" Time really flies, like really, without you knowing it.
I have been so freaking busy this week. I have no idea why. Outing Outings & gatherings and gatherings & some errands/admin stuffs that I have to do. Both broke $$$ &&& physically tired. Talking about physically tired, I am also mentality tired! I dont understand why people always like to stir shit of me. It's like, it changes accordingly to different clique. Especially when you have gathering almost every single day, I got really pretty tired & sian to entertain. first day, is this X guy, then 2nd day is this Y guy, then then 3rd day is this U guy.... :( Then, i start asking my friend about why am i always the target of this kind of stirring shit. seriously, I get abit sick of these at the end of 2 weeks.
Talking about this, I got to know 2 friends of mine who become couple! ( i read whatsapp) It's kind of surprising but happy. :)
"don't look at me like that"
Wednesday, January 01, 2014, 10:45 AM
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First day of 2014. Watching fireworks opposite the floating platform, sing with the tune , cut queue in the traffic due to riding home with a motorcycle , McDonald's , walk on the main road at 2am because the motorcycle went out of oil.;/
good way to start 2014. May luck is with me in 2014. :) I know i am greedy, I have alot of wishes. Can some of my wish be granted, pretty please?