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Friday, December 30, 2011, 4:08 PM

Hello everyone! it's already 29th Dec! this year is going to end soon!
& i'm going to get older soon && sch is going to start soon. :(
i met up with alot of ppl this hoilday, maybe it's because i didnt manage to work & hence i had more time for myself to do leisure stuffs. I'm not using my brain & i'm avoiding activites that require the use of my brain. so, I'm a lazy bum now. :(

This year is a preety tough year for me. started my second year of uni, pick up the courage to sit alone in lecure,learn how to walk/eat alone in school, learn how to do things underhand both acedamically or for my cca, manage semester exam stress,manage relationships, manage subcomm/working parnters, taking JLPT test, really thought about my next step after uni...

this year christmas isn't exciting. both tanyy and me went to orchard road for christmas FOR the first time on the day itselfs.and the crowd was horrrible. we were gald that we are wise enough to leave orchard at an earlier time to avoid the peak hours. warm vanilla latte in the cafe was great, especially when it's raining outside. everyone's around me is working hard to achieve their goals. i should not be nua-ing around. in the first place, why should i let myself to nua around?

I hope 2012 will be a better year for me!

(knowing that some of my friends will be graduating next year in uni. )

Thursday, December 22, 2011, 12:45 PM

Hello everyone! ( i wonder if there is really someone! ) HHAHHAA.
ok ok ok, it's hoilday! (for two weeks already.) I didnt really find a job. & its like the first time in "dont know how many years" that I didnt get a job during hoildays!
one month hoilday will soon be over. :( then the competitiveness/kaisu-ness among coursemates will start all over again. I was literally slacking for the whole of last sem. i have no motivation. -.-
opps. oh ya, my fujutsu laptop died infront of me on 8th dec 2011 when i was happily watching my hongkong drama. -.- & it will take at least one month before i can get back.
& i'm missing my white fujitsu laptop now. :(
I miss my laptop, i reallydo. ;(((((

I went to different place/do different things/good food/eat ice-cream during these two weeks.

madarin hotel's buffet lunch isnt nice,

except the "one mouthful soba" (which i added alot of seaweed). :) not worth the price if there's no groupon to happened with

& of course, since i have n source of income now, i am broke!!! ok, anyway, i feel very happy that i went to butik timah hill &&& henderson brigde ( that one no really explored though, &&& i will want to go again if anyone ask me)butiktimah hill was fun except for the tall,rocky steps that can make me fall down easily. but as long as i followed how tay yl's path, & be extra careful, i wont fall. hahahaa. Henderson brigde, i didnt noe such bridge exis in singapore. it tall & pretty! lol

oh, anyway, we went to see the Doraemon at CCK that day. & i happened to see the garfield performances at Jurong point with tanyy. lol kids shows, kid shows.

what i hadnt done yet is to go shopping & really buy some clothes.
OH YA! and during the outing with my course mates, we BBQ in the rain using longlasting charcoal. & i only had 4 marshmallows because only a small packet of white marshallow was brought. -.- & i lost my ezlink card ( i dont know where i had drop it) and got complained by my mother but my dad only show me his annoyed face which made me more uneasy.

& then we had our JAC christmas party/sushi making party. Fun laughing with these bunch of CCA mates though but i didnt really enjoy much due to various reasons. but still, sometimes, i wonder if i didnt meet these bunch of "crazy/lame" bunch of ppl in uni, my uni life can become more mundane. at least, when sch become really depressing/lab have been so bad &, there's at least a place where i can really get a good laugh. :)
i guess, that's what CCA are for.
if i'm blogging more often, i'm will post more pictures ok.
i think i blog very little nowadays. :(

Tuesday, December 06, 2011, 10:37 PM

the face i had when everything came to the end ( at least for this year)

hoildays. can be very bored when u dont really have anything to do.

and i'm planning at home today what i should do. some baking, tidying, planning

Saturday, December 03, 2011, 7:35 PM

えっ！こんばんは。明日はテストが受ける。だげど、今は勉強しないのです。ちょっと、心配させてる。自分で、勉強するぺきると思う。ただ、なにもしないんです。テストのは難しいと思う。私の友達おかげで、日本語が諦めないです。試験こそ、合格が欲しいなー。資格が欲しいもんです。今日本語の復習をやめた。だから、ここで日本語で書きてる。できるだけか、教科書からなかなか言葉・文法を使う。そろそろ、始めましょ。

天気予報、昼から夜にかけて、多き雨がざあざあして、涼しくなります。傘を持ってない日に限って雨が降る。いつもタクシーに乗りたい限って、何台も見えない。時々、電話を通して約束した。時間がないに加えて、イライラする。

最近の状況だ。今学校で、試験を終わった。私にとって、難しいと思う。私の友達も思う。でも、友達たちはうそを話すかどうか、分からない。大学校せいて、今誰も信じられません。試験の復習の最中に、他の事が考えられる。悪いけど、自分のコントロールができない。私比べて、友達はよく勉強。その上、私より頭がいい。休み間、好きな事をするつもりです。ドラマを見し、運動し、友達に会うし、たくさんケーキを食べし。。。楽しみしてるね。休みを抜きにしては生活をつまらくなると思う。

去年より、オーチャードで、クリスマスの装飾きれいなー。昨日、クラスは１０時半まで終わった。いい先生ので、疲れない。先生の話のシュペーは早い。でも、私は分かるよ。合わせると思う。最後レスランから、チョコレートをいただきます。そのとき、クリスマスの装飾を見られた。ところで、何を続けるのはまだ分かるよ。日本語を諦めないうちに、習うだけ習います。もしかしたら、クラスをやめて、日本語どんどん忘れちゃった。もし、日本で文化交流すれば、上手になるかもしれない。でも、日本へいくを欲しないの。笑　

来週は姉を車を貸しるつもりです。嬉しい！いろいろ所へいけます。そして、遅く家に帰るができる。

今、雨は小さくなりそうです。

じゃ、また。今、気をなる。