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i feel so sad nowdays. Dont ask me why. Sometimes i feel like going to one corner and start drawing circles myself, emo a bit, and then get on with my life. :( :(
Saturday, October 22, 2011, 6:09 PM
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昨日は、ハロウィンです!私が分からない!
昨日は友達と一緒にビールを飲むつもりです。
ビールを飲むがほしいんです。残念、残念!
でも、行かない。プロジェクトがあるし、日本語の宿題もする。
JLPTクラスとてもストレス。たくさん宿題をくれるし、先生も早くしゃべるので。
宿題のは難しい。理解は5回読みます。いくら読むでも、分かりません!
学校で、もともと忙しい。化学もともと難しい。
心配なー。
Saturday, October 15, 2011, 10:58 PM
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i understood your japanese you speak, but i choose to say " i dont know. " i told myself " i am not going to be harsh, not going to be harsh, not going to be harsh."
| hello! recess week was over. Went back to sch. But i went back to sch two times during the week to do project. But it's just a short break. managed to went out with tay yiling in one of the days. Bukit timah railway station was a disppointment, it's just merely 1.6km left so there's nothing left to see, the house was locked & the place doesn't feel like railway anymore, island creamry 's ice-cream was nice( but tay yL don't like mine. ) I tried to find the photo that i took with S25 the previous time but i couldn't. we got lost in singapore then. then stumbled to "farrer" ( i think) LRT which was not even open then. we didnt realise that it was not open yet because we just alighted after i pointed out to yL the sign. then we realise only when the mrt esclator was shield off. LOL. LOL. then there's no people walking in & out of the station! so we still manage to board a bus which lead up straight to holland v &&& we missed the bustop and have to walk back. LOL. when we were at holland v, both of us was so tired that we are too lazy to go buy food. ( & end up yL was the one buying. LOL ) && to dessert bar. overprice, i dont think i'll recomment to anyone though.
JAC subcomm picnic outing. Not alot of ppl turned up. ( as you can see. ) many challenges facing ahead. working with new people, either subcommers or main-commers. I learnt alot of stuffs.
for now, someone have been in my mind sort of in a negative way for these few days. so vexed over it. but it's over. i am still vexed because i'm still thinking. OMG. I CANNNOT THINK simply it's just over ne. &&& i truly understood how difficult it is to master well a lang. writing, speaking, listening to a new lang is very different. every different aspect ( wrting, speaking listening) requires different tech, skills to do so. now i noe why we are tested in these three areas in sch. i always thought the way lang was tested was just a manner.
& i was totally wrong all along.
That's all. bye. i am not happy as i am typing this entry.