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i didn't want to play taiji with you anymore. because i am too tired to play taiji & all i want is to solve this problem. &&& your directness freak me out yesterday night. && made me think of a plan about how i should go about doing it. OMG i just hope i'm oversensitive. but if you touch on this topic, i'm going to say it striaght.
Sunday, September 25, 2011, 9:32 PM
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According to the BIG FIVE used to measure your personality traits,
I am consider as conscientiousness, emotional unstability, not openness, agreeableness & extroversions. according to MBIT , i am extraversion, thinking, intution, judment. OMG. -.-
for successful managers, u need to self-monitor, self awareness , know to be senstivity, adpatability to social cues so as to tackle with to external environment. &&& of course to possess emtional intelligence to deal with/evualate/control with yours & others emtions.
Organisation commitments behaveiour is something i have to take note.
i find motivation to work hard for my postition :D
on a side note, i realise that my japanese test is on 4th dec. OMG. -.- i should really get into some real work. talk japanese to my own self, think as much as possible in my head using japanese, and evasdropping ppl talking japanese.. that's what i do whenever my school's entry test is nearing. but this is not just barely entry test heh. JLPT heh. -.- OMG.
Saturday, September 24, 2011, 10:11 PM
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i think the whole organisation very cui. i start to wonder if i am very cui also. -.- but i dont want to be cui, i will try my best to do my job well, because i dotn want to be cui.
Thursday, September 22, 2011, 10:11 PM
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being in a maincomm is very different from being a subcomm.
eating dinner with ppl that you dont really know well,
or ppl who when they are unhappy, but they wont show out in front of you & only complain behind your back
can be really very uncomfortable.
i have to watch my words, the extent of jokes i made,
the way i behave to ensure that the efforts i made before won't' go to waste.
even though we are close,
but still, you are my boss/ very good friends of my bosses, when it comes to postition,
i have the mentality that,
even if i am unahppy with some stuffs that are going on, I cannot express my anger, impatient, complains, dismay to you.
Even though u pour out some of ur thoughts to me, i cannot do the same to you.
&&& of course, i cannot let you understand my thoughts that well.
I still have to continue, because I 'm holding that position now.
Saturday, September 17, 2011, 10:19 PM
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& still angry over how i got fly kite from them.
Tuesday, September 13, 2011, 10:44 PM
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i dont fcuking understand ppl like to change here and there and they dont tell me tat they couldn't make it when i gave them so many chance to do it.
chew. please recall what u learn in ur managment mod. -.- reality. -.-
Wednesday, September 07, 2011, 2:17 PM
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oh great, this is how i'm feeling now. doing something that i noe it's wrong. i just finished writing the stuffs that i ought to write. i write, stop, write , stop and write and stop, and then i finally i finished. i'm feeling very irriated because i know it's wrong but i'm forcing myseld to do something that's wrong. i met another senior, and the senior told me something similar.
it's going against my own ethnics this time, my 原则 this time. that's why i'm so vexed these few days. but i always believe my own 做人的原则。even though i did evil stuffs here & there, i dont cross the line that i deemed unacceptable. && it's the first time now.
but, if u think another way, how much does ethnics really value?
i'm very unhappy and uneasy now.
take the risk, & pray hard.
, 9:39 AM
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sometimes, when i talk to him, i feel like i'm stupid.
like, sometimes i really wonder if he treats me like an idoit.
but, at least he will help me ( only after he finish his stuffs. ) :(
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