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Monday, February 28, 2011, 10:17 PM

I lost myself for the past two days. get pissed off, irriated & )(*$(%&%* at every single thing.

However, today afternoon, i suddenly sort out, & i guess i am getting back on track now.

it's very hard to embrace & tolerate someone especially when I have the character of a typical Leo. Seeing how my workmates behave in front of different people, seeing how my clique of uni friends behaving back to the same/ or maybe i should say getting more aggressive as last sem....

But at least, Now, i noe i am going to do everything, all aspect , at my own pace.

Things that are impossible, i have to stop daydreaming about it.

Things that i shouldn't know, will be kept quiet.

Be rational, and do whatever I know have to be done.

whether it is Japan Class, Japan Trip, CCAs or study.

that's all. I am going to sleep!

Sunday, February 27, 2011, 10:31 PM

I am giving up, moving on.

Monday, February 21, 2011, 10:09 PM

so sorry! i simply loves all the yukata shots! { so for the next few entries, i guess it;s all the yukata 's shots! } AHHAHA.

anyway, theres nothing i want to update about because there's realy nothing much happening in school or any interesting in particular. but i think i had become more childish!

lol! iwonder when i can behave like a 19 year old !

there's days where by i feel like saying japanese.

but there's no one to practice with me.

Sunday, February 20, 2011, 3:47 PM

我很想问你:“你最近还好吗？”

Saturday, February 19, 2011, 8:58 AM

after reading the email,

i realise that i lost to a bootlicker.

shit. -.-

Friday, February 18, 2011, 11:39 PM

more photos from Japanese Cultural Festivial coming up!

nice yukatas, alot of funs, sleepover, going crazy.........

I am not exactly happy over some stuffs happening in my CCA.

but nevermind, i already trying very hard to tell myself to close two eyes.

Tuesday, February 15, 2011, 9:50 PM

i love working in an event,

building bonds in the process,

even though some dismay among people is unaviodable still....

JCF is considered the first event i did in NTU. not very big scale though,

painting onto the leggings, washing the brush, putting lots of masking tape , coming back to sch on sunday, decorating the booth, wearing yukata, ache here & there, sweating under the warm atmospher, stayin overnight in sch, seeing couples, taking photos..........

it's great to know that you are part of the team, especially when the people in ur booth are all working hard for the same reason.

Sunday, February 13, 2011, 10:53 AM

Uni is not all about studying,

it's a time to pursue your interest, to do something you really like, to expose to different other things.

i believe that, i strongly believe that, i strongly believe that......

however, sometimes i start to doubt it & i hate this feeling.

Friday, February 11, 2011, 10:50 PM

what a friday night.

, 12:24 PM

today i was walking to sch, I suddenly wondered,

when kids are 6, parents tried to snatch a place in a good primary school.

when children are in primary 4, they fight to go for better class.

when they are in primary 6, they fight for better secondary schools.

when they are in secondary 2 ( not satisfied ), they fight for courses they prefered

when they are in secondary 4, they fight for better jc/their desired course in poly

when they are in jc/poly, they fight for places in university.

......................

however, in uni, (everyone seemed to be not satisfied still) , fighting for higher GPA.

when will this thing end?

( well, i noe i am just making a general comment. so, no offence to anyone out there.)

Thursday, February 10, 2011, 8:15 PM

i am feeling very comfortable now

so tired.

but i dont want to sleep.
my whole body is aching, due to the racing with salimah yesterday,

my OEP applicationg of japan trip is not done

emails not sent out.

but even after much gumbling & the latecomers ( seriously, wasted my time )

painting banner was fun.

very fun,

i just rmb the days i paint banner in JJC. i like the feeling.

staying in sch till late for the past three days is totally very tiring

fun, but now i am experiencing the aftermath.lol!

bye bye

xoxo irritated Toh Li Ling

Tuesday, February 08, 2011, 10:20 PM

actually i feel netrual/okayokay to be in the same class as my sp.

but, all thanks to my friends ( dont noe why become more excited than me ),

that made me feel weird weird now. :(

hello, my friend, did you see it?

HAHHAHAHAHAHAHHAHA

Sunday, February 06, 2011, 9:59 AM

i told myself,

I am not going to snatch anymore. or be ambitous anymore

if i got it, then i will be veryhappy.

but i didn't, then i'll just move on.

there's still other places for me to explore,

not to just struck /restrict myself in there just to satisfy my needs.

Saturday, February 05, 2011, 11:02 PM

hello! for the past three days, been visiting ppl's house, eating pineapple tarts, playing card game, chit-chating, eating lunch & dinner ... &&&& lotsa stuffs

i guess, that's what chinese new year is all about.

I got very tired, & i seriously think that my energy level is running very low.

&&& i went to river angbao festivial or something. :)

eh, issint really up to my expectation.

This year, my sis rented a car, so transport wise is much much mroe better & easilier.

but tat doesn't really motivate me to go learn driving.

HAHAHA.

{ actaully as i am typing this post here, my face is already -.- -.- )

today's is great, but sch isn't great. always , after cny, i have the feeling of meeting up my cousins &&& stuffs after cny. but i guess, everyone will be busy with their sch stuffs which i find it so wasted about that, but then, it's okay. !

&&& looking at this big strawberry cushion again made me excited! HAAHHHAAA. i saw something like that at Cameron Island ( i think it's spelled like that ) but i am too lazy to bring home... so yah. nevermind.

okay, that's all! bye bye! &&&& in a new year ( based on chinese lunar calendar... ) , i hope i can HUAT AH! hahhaa

xoxo with lots of love, Li Ling.

Wednesday, February 02, 2011, 10:43 PM

hello! i went to JJC orientation/ JJ Night & act as JC2 ppl and played like crazy .

super happy & high there okay! even though only tanyueyin & toh Liling is there { cause i dont noe the others from our batch } . mass dance was fun/ cheering was good. but JJ night so fast finish already. like just two hours. :( :( :( met with some unkown jjc juniors & had a great time chatting with them! :D

it's been so long i wear FBT , JJ owen tee, sport shoes , and a bag!

Just like a student! HAHHAHA

please take note that the above picture is taken like few days ago!
HAHAH.
I like this photo soooo much!
MAYBE BECAUSE I JUST SIMPLY MISS MY JC SO MUCH.
feel very weird, but seriously, i prefer my jc days! the better days.

anyway, no offence though,
today i finally realise that,
sometimes, ppl just dont understand the extent/how strongly of how you feel towards some stuffs. they may think that it's normal. :(
& they then interpet it wrongly the reasons behind your actions.
eh, i dont blame ppl.

my main point is : maybe i was one of those kind. hahha. & i suddenly realise this point during my lecture today.

Lastly, hope everyone have a Happy Chinese new year!

H.U.A.T A.H!