In my 19 years of life, i made alot of friends, met a lot of people. Some are hi-bye friends, some are net friends ( as in i noe they read my blog,(HAHHAHA) talk to me on msn ... etc ) , some friends i made because i have to, some are academic friends, some are cca friends ... however, i am gald that, in life, i still made friends that are really called F.R.I.E.N.D.S. those kind that u talk about everything about ur life.
Thursday, January 27, 2011, 9:39 PM
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i am so sick & tired of all the stings & connections in school
Tuesday, January 25, 2011, 9:43 AM
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i think i am am not prepare for sch. is going to be in cny mood until cny is over! lol!
& my japanese homework for this week is not done ( because it is way to diffuclt and i am running away from it . HAHAAHAH :( ) i feel very guilty yesterday when i got back Kabe sensei email. he commented that " I am also impress by ur japanese - prefect ! " the fact that i add in some of fabius & my sensei one. ahhaha so i replied him saying that " i got help " lol! so paiseh!
anyway, i wanted HS101. but no one want to drop the desired slot i want! OMG . ppl drop the slots i couldn't take ! but i want to take sociology! lectures going to start tml. but i am okay, because i personally like to attend lecture.
oh, that's all 10.ooam is reaching. add /drop going to start. i will try my luck on HS101! :(
or should i write in and appeal?
Friday, January 21, 2011, 10:01 AM
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OMG.
I THINK TOH LI LING IS TOO PLAYFUL.
or she is had become crazy due to the fact that she have been typing so many formal/semi-formal letters to other people/contacts.
now she noes how useful emails are.
and she is too lazy to type/think/do her "politically right" report now.:(
Tuesday, January 18, 2011, 8:20 PM
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hello people! this is what i am feeling now. Always, when i went to socialise with new ppl/meeting new ppl in school (only ) , i always remind myself the rules of the game. Somehow, i gotten so used to it, numbed to some character's of my friends, become more sad, feeling pathetic sometimes... after 10 mintues of conversation with the person, i will have to adpat to the each individual working style/character and stuffs..... & i just saw something in my _________, & i ttotally got a shocked out of it, because i think it is so....... -.- but well, like what zhao ying told me
" i just want to get my degree in uni . " just like how i used to say to my jc mates :
" i just want to get into uni"
i somehow totally forget about this logic when i got into uni because of all the complicated stuffs happening to me ( up till today ) .
( okay, outdated photo.) we took this photo when we celebrate zhaomain birthday. & i still rmb i enjoy eating the cake even though i was a little sick then. fruit cake of course! :) anyway, i just realise that i got like 3 events in hand to do. The Japan Trip, Japanese Culture Festival, The Convo night. japan trip alone is very cham, with all the letter not send and make approval. -.-
work end yesterday, so did my source of income ended. i want to work because i need money to go overseas, all it is left is to wait for NATAs fair. :) & i plan to go a loooooooooooong trip to Japan. seriously, i am very vrey very excited. but thinking of all the stuffs i need to do before sch starts, i started to feel numb. :(
Monday, January 17, 2011, 7:53 AM
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why are u still always smiling at me,
when i thought u are irriated/offended by my email?
what kind of person are you really ?
Friday, January 14, 2011, 7:00 PM
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活在这个虚伪的世界里，人也会渐渐变的虚伪。
到底谁对你是真心的，除了你多年朋有和家人之外，
我真的不知道。
Thursday, January 13, 2011, 10:10 PM
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いま考えない。
にほんごはとても難しい。
諦めたい。
だれが伝えてあげます？
, 8:08 AM
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as there's a chinese saying " you would rather beg youself than to beg others " { not exactly, but along that line . } after asking so many ppl / saying please to other people, end up i have to do everything myself, and somehow may have caused unhappiness/dismay between teammates/workparnter..... saying that " i have a solution./ i am okay./ i can do it within..." is just a lie. -.- it's wasting my own time right, making everything slower. i should just use my own brain & do the stuffs myself right from the start. maybe, next time i will use it. flow of information is so slow. -.- i don't noe what's wrong with it & the thing is i have to keep quiet.
３枚手紙をほん訳するのは本当にむずがしい。
i have to do it, simply because i am the in charge.
Saturday, January 08, 2011, 4:01 PM
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hello! i am back. as some ppl might noe, i am working in prospec {again} for 7 days . actaully it's 8 days but i took a day off. :) pay was very good , given the amount of effort i had put in. can wear nice nice clothes to work everyday, sit in the office & do some brainless admin stuffs, taking taxi to sec schools, eating supber duper cheap food in the school's canteen, end job earlier than 6pm... but the fact that i am sooooooooo bored at work everyday. :( i need money for oversea trip this june, that's why i am working if not how can i travel?!?!?!?!?!?!
aside from work, i am busy meeting up with DAVID GOH to discuss about cca stuffs, at starbucks. i am getting sick of starbucks drinks already. :(
anyway, was down with serious flu the whole week & i didn't want to go to the clique2 outing, but i just happened to meet lyn & xingying & both of them just pull me. at least, we didn't eat the expenisve steamboat! { so not worth it!} i still loves my jc friends so so so so so so so so so much. still as crazy as before. &&&& i am back to japanese lesson! { my japanese sch starts }. my reaction time was like 5 mintues. when Maeda sensei was talking, i was thinking what was she talking about. new textbook was so difficult & scary, or maybe it's because my japanese is very bad.... well. i am seriously thinking of taking JLPT test this year, like end of this year. should i? i want heh!!!!! but, in conclusion, I STILL love going to japanese classes even though it's a waste of time to travel 1h15mintues to town and another 1h 15 min back from town.
{ this one is taken looooooong ago when i was eating with zm, yL, cyn & tanyy} oh, and i got invitation to my friend's 21 th birthday! okay, this is the first one. { i thought i will only get it next year instead. } so , what should i do for my 21th birthday? i think if i were to throw a party, my party only will have 9 ppl, i already have in mind who are the ones. because, i seriously don't want my 21th birthday celebration to be a tool for drawing connections/ inviting ppl that are not close. :)
you know, i like to talk to a senior, but the weird part is , we seldom talk { talk as in through SMS. } , because he always give me the impression of being in the same frequency as me. but welllll........ :)
bye! that's all for now. anyway, my sch starts on 24th jan. :( i don't want sch to start...........................
Sunday, January 02, 2011, 8:21 PM
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the way he behave simply impiles that he don't trust me.
that's all. :)
but i am okay, i am really okay. because its the first time we cooperate. !
come on, u have to plan good stuffs! :)
Saturday, January 01, 2011, 7:58 PM
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okay! TODAY IS FIRST DAY OF NEW YEAR! :)
hahaha. and it's a rainy day. i love rainy days cause everything become very cooling.
anywayy......... i went to see fireworks with my uni friends at vivo yesterday. i was sooo tired &&& i cannot tahan till 12.30am. lol! okay. the normals card games they did. { like monoploy deal &&& other stuffs}
anyway. i am now in a GANCHONG state now cause there are alot of planning for me, but the most stupid part is that;
I CANNOT START NOW or DO ANYTHING NOW.
okay, lastly, i went to watch a movie today. that's all. bye bye. :(
no i am happy! :) at least i am doing something i like! :)
i think i am am not prepare for sch. is going to be in cny mood until cny is over! lol! 
hello people! this is what i am feeling now. Always, when i went to socialise with new ppl/meeting new ppl in school (only ) , i always remind myself the rules of the game. Somehow, i gotten so used to it, numbed to some character's of my friends, become more sad, feeling pathetic sometimes... after 10 mintues of conversation with the person, i will have to adpat to the each individual working style/character and stuffs..... & i just saw something in my _________, & i ttotally got a shocked out of it, because i think it is so....... -.- but well, like what zhao ying told me 
i somehow totally forget about this logic when i got into uni because of all the complicated stuffs happening to me ( up till today ) .
( okay, outdated photo.)
hello! i am back. as some ppl might noe, i am working in prospec {again} for 7 days . actaully it's 8 days but i took a day off. :) pay was very good , given the amount of effort i had put in. can wear nice nice clothes to work everyday, sit in the office & do some brainless admin stuffs, taking taxi to sec schools, eating supber duper cheap food in the school's canteen, end job earlier than 6pm... but the fact that i am sooooooooo bored at work everyday. :( i need money for oversea trip this june, that's why i am working if not how can i travel?!?!?!?!?!?! 
anyway, was down with serious flu the whole week & i didn't want to go to the clique2 outing, but i just happened to meet lyn & xingying & both of them just pull me. at least, we didn't eat the expenisve steamboat! { so not worth it!} i still loves my jc friends so so so so so so so so so much. still as crazy as before. &&&& i am back to japanese lesson! { my japanese sch starts }. my reaction time was like 5 mintues. when Maeda sensei was talking, i was thinking what was she talking about. new textbook was so difficult & scary, or maybe it's because my japanese is very bad.... well. i am seriously thinking of taking JLPT test this year, like end of this year. should i? i want heh!!!!!
{ this one is taken looooooong ago when i was eating with zm, yL, cyn & tanyy}
okay! TODAY IS FIRST DAY OF NEW YEAR! :):max_bytes(150000):strip_icc()/GettyImages-921493782-9a70dc6a313e4497ba07412c2870573a.jpg)
