things aren't so great after all. today, i stumbled into someone blog saying about how sucky life is and the thing about commiting suicide. it's not that i never thought before about that.
but, weird. today, the first thing tat come across my mind was " i don't want to die". no doubt, i cannot deny how sad/bad my life is now. but i still yet to complete so so so many things in my life, i still want to go backpacking 5 years down the road... go overseas to study ( if i have the chance to ), to see the european countries, to join some welfare communities in singapore & go for volunteer trips, to learn suba diving....maybe if u feel so sad and miserable, somtimes it's better to tune ur tv to channelnewasia. from there, u can see other parts of the world, the people, the things ppl are doing at the other end of the world.
i noe this might sounds crazy, but i seriously feel that i am very lucky enough to live in singapore { even though there's a long list of cons } but at lease food,shelter&education is provided.
but sure enough, i want to see the world. :)
off to sleep.
oyasuminasai!
Friday, November 26, 2010, 10:15 PM
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the ultimate big stalker, lim yuzhi found my blog. :(
through xingying. :(
i don't intend to let any of my uni friends noe. :(
anyway, finally i meet fiona in school now. :D
Monday, November 22, 2010, 10:20 PM
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why they will not grow tired of comparing/peeking/knowing/findin out other people's results?
i am so tired man. everyone is trying to step over each other.
we are all humans, but why do i feel like "we are all killers? holding a gun a& pointing at each other?."
Friday, November 19, 2010, 8:34 PM
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大学で、
私は誰が本当に信頼することができる？
Friday, November 12, 2010, 1:24 PM
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{somehow i just like this photo! so pretty! :D }
even though i am still very disgusted by some of my friends and how things are going through in university now, i am not going to talk about that in this post because i am on the process of adpating to the situation and accept the fact that i am going to continue with that type of life for the next 4 year. so i won't talk too much bad stuffs. { i noe some ppl will be like finally , HAHHA } but i seriously like the idea that i live very near sch and need not really wake up so early, walk to school. :) walking home made me reflect what i had done also. :D
but at least i gotten to find out great friends there, { at least to the certain extent that i can trust } like LIMXINGYING, this girl and her.-.- forever the same. { i will not be mean and type her name wrongly} , lim yuzhi. sweet sweet shwan wee . :) that's all
anyway, i am having physics midterm next week! -.- kind of scared but haven't start doing anything yet because physics. -.- chemistry comes together with physics. :) now i really understand why ppl always say, "U better study somehting that u really like in uni! " :)
i heard that masa san went back to japan for two months! and i hope that i can go japan next year too. lol! hahaha. save $$$$ save $$$ , die die also must save, take more $ from cny and keep. lol! okay. it's christmas soon, but i don't feel anything now but i noe i cannot find christmas part time job anymore! { christams jobs are usually well paid! } anyway, i need a job in jan, anyone care to introduce me? :D i might be meeting Yuko at clarkquay after work today, since aug when i quit my job. i suppose. i don't miss my job at DON, but i miss the food at liang court. now i noe why soo many japanese are there. the japanese food. :) cream puff from tampopo! :D
kids and everyone is having sch hoildays. O level almost finish. but though taking A levels' goto preserve on! A level is very stressful, but u got to do it! i rmb how i feel last year still, still very clear in my head. and i doubt i will forget that in my entire life. so, all the best for those taking A level this year. { wanted to msg them a few days back, but i forget and i thinki it might be too late, but still....... }
i have a lecture conducted by a japanese later at 2.30pm! gotta go! and prepare and walk to school. bye bye!
Thursday, November 04, 2010, 6:11 PM
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i totally freak out when one of my uni mates told me directly that:
" if u dont want to complete, u will lose out. "
what have the education system mould us into? { sounds wired}
why do i feel that the higher u climb, the lesser true friends u got .
and so lonely in uni, when i have so many og mates around?
i feel so happy tat none of my uni friends noe i have a blog.at least i can type something about how i really feel about here.
Tuesday, November 02, 2010, 1:20 PM
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i can't bring myself to shade the " not taking" circle when ikoma pass everyone a form to fill up for their new sem.
and i am very stress now.very stress. very very stress now
things aren't so great after all. today, i stumbled into someone blog saying about how sucky life is and the thing about commiting suicide. it's not that i never thought before about that.
大学で、
{somehow i just like this photo! so pretty! :D }
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