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Sunday, October 31, 2010, 11:41 AM

hi people! japanese lesson is going to end, and i will get the immediate cert from IKOMA!

HHAHAHHAHA. till then, cause japanese are getting more and more diffuclt , with all the forms and everything. today when i was in class, i really feel like quiting japanese lessons. i like the japanese langguage { i don't noe it is spelled correctly} alot, i like the sound produced when u speak japanese fluenlty, however,,,,,,,,,,, week 9 now. sch getting hectic,everything flews in, commitments, school is already very heavy, this time,for the first time in the 6 months studying japanese,

i really feel like giving up. i don't noe. everyone was telling me to just stop japanese classes this time.

the balance in my life & everything is then bullshit. -.- when i am old, i don't want to think back and rmb all i ever do in my uni life is to just study, study and study. but it's getting more and more hard to keep a balance... :(

Thursday, October 28, 2010, 10:23 PM

everyone thinks its difficult & don't noe how to do. but i was wondering today as i walked home from sch,

" who exactly have the same "difficult " meaning as i mean? "

it seemed like i am left alone, yet again.

i really really really think today's paper is a killer. a killer that i feel so sad as i walked home from the pioneer mrt station. :(

i don't think anyone screwed up the paper as much as i did , even though they say until they do so.

i shall keep quiet , wait & see. :

i am so sad now. :(

i am really so sad now. :(

it seemed to be the cycle repeating, as if i am fighting with the smart ppl from the top schools. :(

why am i so competitive now? i managed to balance very well in sec, and even jc about friends & school stuffs. but now, i find that i am going to mixed it up.

no, i shouldn't, i shouldn't turn into someone. if not i think i will even look down on myself.

continue smiling in school tml, and act as if nothing happen. :9

Sunday, October 24, 2010, 6:05 PM

i really envy those ppl who have the $ to oversea to study.

Jesscia Teo , currently in london told me that she missed Sinpapore & there's alot of new things she have to pick up, like the time zone, the culture, the slang she had to speak, the food, the clubs, the pubs & the study.

eugene choon. who is currently at finland!

& zhixiang was asking me if i am planning to go for a sem for overseas study programme in ntu.

& it's very tempting.

everything is about $ again. :(then i will miss singapore my turn. :)

i think i think too much.

tohliling, u shouldn't be thinking about this but all the midterms and quiz coming up!

why are u thinking?

because i am very playful now. :(

but i got very upset that i couldn't do R & S at this point of time. -.- -.-

stupid.

Friday, October 22, 2010, 10:23 PM

hello!

recess week. okay. i have a hard time completing my homework because i find it very diffuclt. -.-

didn't really dare to ask other ppl how's the homework. lol!
okay! anyway, people bye! i think i will chose to stop japanese for one month, as a break before continuing with preadvance level! { so i wait for those who take JLPT N4 test! }

i gonna save money, like save money , save money!!!!

og outing, cancelled the ecp trip to the MINDCAFE! hahah. i was more happy because i have nothing to do at the beach... and i told mike & shawn that i never go mindcafe before, then they say

" NOOB! " -.- what thing. -.-

since i went to uni, i learn to play alot of cards games. cause everyone is always playing cards games, so they will teach you & stuffs. most of them are ACTUALLY mind games. but interesting one! :D

okay, bye ppl! :D i hope someone can talk to me in msn, becasue i feel like talking with someone! :D

Monday, October 18, 2010, 11:24 AM

this is so depressing. i don't noe how to do the differentiation questions in my tutorial. :( differntiation?! OMG. -.- -.- -.- -.- -.- -.- -.- -.-

omg, 19 questions , seemed harmless but it is actaully very harmful.

now, i am so scared whenever i want to start my tutorials,because everyone will noe how to do.

yet i don't know.

but, everyday as i walked home from school, i will always remind myself to treasure my uni life, no matter how hard it is;

simply because i spent the past two years mugging hard just to get into this university.

recess week, no sch, study, some playing days { which i will feel guilty}, japanese lesson,

that's my plan.

Friday, October 15, 2010, 11:13 PM

わたしがつかったおすし！とてもうれしい！でも、ちょっと。。。あまりおいしいじゃない。

しゃしんとりたい！

Tuesday, October 12, 2010, 10:40 AM

omg. one of my friend told me tat he will revise every chapter of every single moledule during weekends since sch starts.

omg. i got a big shock.

i think i am too lazy, till now. :(

but i am just lazy because i feel so tired after studying my A lvls. still in playing mode. :( & it's week7. omg.

i feel so not motivated to do anything.

omg, how am i going to survive in uni! !!!!!

i have to try to study, because everyone's doing it.

omg.

i wanted to type something tat happened recently, but i dont dare to, cause it's quite a .........

anyway, thanks to those who show concern.{ but i didn't tell them , sorry}

Sunday, October 10, 2010, 9:36 PM

in future, i really want to do something i like.

i hope i can.

Saturday, October 09, 2010, 10:53 PM

"this is a string,"

"this is not a string"

Friday, October 08, 2010, 7:55 AM

hello! okay, busy in sch for this two days. it;s hectic. i have lectures, tutorials to attend, sushi booth manning, interviews, haru events, japanese lessons & i reach home like 11pm these two days. so i decided not to do anything and go to sleep. this is so bad. :X tml, maybe i will be hosting a group of japanese student in ntu again & it's paid! :) cause till now the person in charge didn't msg /email us anything regradless of tml. lol! &&& i am joining sushi making session next wed, so japanese lessons on monday.... &&& my life goes on! i hope everything turn out right.

Sunday, October 03, 2010, 12:58 PM

actually i had a hard time thinking which photos to put, but then i decided to put this instead. & obviously i am now trying very hard to adpat to the new uni life still. i got disgusted/irrated/fustrated by how things work & i started to wonder how that wonglihuan can tune to it so fast. yesterday, on msn ck { the guy on the msn} suddenly came to ask me questions which set me thinking even till now , as i was doing my tutorials. {this is the reason why i posted his photo} yah, ck , a smart, clever , understanding, kind, sensitive person which i seriously sometimes suspect if he is really that good, but i couldn't figure out still. anyway, he was asking me something that made me think about what result in my character today, maybe it's because of something happened in my secondary school days tat moulded me to be like today. i hope i can elaborate more , i thought this is still a public post anyway. i writing it here because what that CK asked me yesterday made me cannot concentrate on doing my tutorials. :(
but good thing is that all my uni friends didn't noe tat i got a blog{including ck}, because it might be damn ps if he really read this.

anyway, week 6 of school. everyone's in studying mode. people are stressing up, marks are seemed as the most important things in their life, every single percent counts. people say "i don't noe how to do " results shows opposite of what they say. what worse, they post on fb comments.....
everyone starting to show their characters. and i seriously have a hard time accepting the fact. i started to doubt every other thing that what other people say. i started to wonder if i can keep a balance in my life anot. u see, just like tutorials, i feel so guilty of doing tutorials just one day before the classes. { i never ever feel this way }
now, i seriously missed my clique , my jc , my jc lecturers , my jc tutorials , my jc notes , my class , my morning table people. when i need to whine about something, i have no one to whine to. :( sometimes i really hope tanyy or yL or zm is in my course, or one of the modules i taking, at least i can whine abit. last time there's zm , tanyy and yL to hear me whine, even though i noe that they only listened 5% of my whinning. but at least there's a place for me to just split out everything.-.-

week 6, anyway uni is getting more and more taxing, everything is starting to fly in & i got so fascinated by the lab equipments in the sch's lab. and when i went to tell zell , he always say "poly we do before already." -.- okay, cca always starts at 6pm in university so u will most prolly reach home at 11 or so if u stay far away from sch. 179 is always full when it reaches my sch's bustop and we have to wait for a while just to get onto the bus. notes & tutorials update have to be checked & print by urself online { no one really care if u have ur own notes or what so ever } ,quiz have to be done to get ur PROFORMA{ the lab worksheet to put it in another way} reference books is so expensive like 50dollars + and solution sets are sold separately. ny japanese lecturer tell us something, and i got a shocked. lol! in uni, & i believe that someway people mug. just that some are simply closet mugger. & i seriously hate these kind.

okay, enough for a long post, back to doing my tutorials & read up on lectures tat i don't understand what the lecturer is talking. like i really don't understand,really.

ps. the above content is harmless, just to voice out my opinions/whine. if u feel that i'm sarcastic/sterotyping/generalising, i apologise.