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Friday, July 31, 2009, 4:27 PM

just accept it,dude.
even though it's really hard to accept

Wednesday, July 29, 2009, 6:47 PM

can someone really really can stand in my shoes?

obviously, no one care.
narcissism

Tuesday, July 28, 2009, 6:53 PM

where's my initial goals gone to?

Monday, July 27, 2009, 6:31 PM

i have changed,
i have changed until i couldn't even recognise myself,
& being such a hypocrite.
even i myself despise myself.
been reminding myself not to do it/not to think of it, but i guess afterall i couldn't control myself.
so sorry, i am truly sorry for being such a person.

Thursday, July 23, 2009, 5:12 PM

i feel like telling someone something,
but both are my best friends,
if i say, i will ruin one of them,
but if i dun say, i will harm the other innocent friend,
i'll been thinking these days.
i want to say out, yet i couldn't
& all i can do is to stand by and look at how things go,
& i got sort of guilty for not telling,
but once again, if i tell,
i will get guilty over the other,
so how?
i'm been acting ignorance, but it added on to my guilt.

& i realise how some of my friends really ..
distance between us was so huge, so huge that i think we won't be able to see each other from the other side anymore,
i think the gap won't be able to close up,
i'm been keeping quiet, doesn't mean that i didn't noe/ agree
& some people went missing in my life,
& i need them especially.
everything seemed toppling down now,
as days pass, i could see the higher it acculumated,
& i couldn't do anything
now, i hope things really can change.

everything seemed pretty fine from the outside,
but deep down,
it isn't.
definitely not.

Sunday, July 19, 2009, 8:53 PM

can u please wait for me? i couldnt catch up,
please stop running. please.
dun abandon me

Wednesday, July 15, 2009, 8:11 PM

as i was helping someone to delete 600 sms from the phone,

i pondered, wondered,

in life, sometimes, we have to accept things the way they are, how they work & stuffs,

does the words forever ever exists?

i'm not sad of whatever, just wondering.

going to watch HarryPotter tml with my class people! :)

bye people!

" give me the biggest cake in the world. "

Monday, July 13, 2009, 9:26 PM

well well well, another nice Japanese mystery shows! :)

{ even though sometimes it might not be logical, but overall it's nice !}

the actor inside looks sooooooooo familiar, then i rmb him in another show called

BLOODY MONDAY

well, i think they are pretty good supsense shows cause i couldn't really predict the ending. :)

well, & i think that actor , Yoshizawa Hisashi ... :))))

but he seemed pretty low profile in jap...

bye!

Friday, July 10, 2009, 10:32 PM

Week2 passed.

well, school wat pretty alright, back to school day.

new timetable, tutorial , lecture timeslots are all pouring inn,

revision packages, tys, notes & revision lectures is what we are looking through everyday.

i'm been spending too much in school this week!

i kept telling my clique espeically stella that i need need to save money,

and i end up buying something in the canteen to eat. -.-

i think i'll bring like $2 dollars to school next week, so tat i won't spend in the canteen

or maybe, i'll aviod the canteen & stay in the classroom. =/

and make sure that i eat alottttttttttttt in the morning so that i won't be hungry in school.

i went to jp after school to look for a recipe book that i wanted to buy

but sold out. X=

& u noe i did mention in the previous entry that i have lactic acid accumluated?!

it took me like 4 days to be completely back to normal, -.- it used to be jujst 2 days.

banana told me cause i didn't stretch, and i really went home to stretch & the condition did improved the next day. well, i didn't noe it worked like this.

maybe i should play sports more often like i used to be. well....

&& mystery shows are nice! i'm been watching it nowadays,

guessing what's the next move and stuffs!

everything 's so unpredictable & i love unpredictable storyline though!

sometimes i will really get impressed by how creative the production team can be! :)

that's all for now! bye everyone! :D

my heart sank hard today, real hard.

Wednesday, July 08, 2009, 6:28 PM

can anyone tell me how devastating things can turn out to be?

i thought i was well prepared enough , but i was wrong again.

i couldn't find someone who really can....

definitely, there's more to come.

and i bet she should be happy, i noe she is, just by one sentence she said.

{or, maybe i'm just too sensitive. }

Monday, July 06, 2009, 10:00 PM

splendid long weekend though!

saturday,
went out for sweensens and anderson ice-cream! marina square, jp . went to look for cynthia after not meeting up after 1 year! i nearly couldn't recongise her though, she changed new hairstyle and i nearly couldn't recognised her.well, zm, tanyy & I eat ice-cream tilll scared that day, i kept ordering RUM & RAISIN and both of them dun really like it. so i have to eat alll myself! hhaha, i was pretty upset over the portion size served for fish&chip! my portion size was much more smaller compared to other customers! and i was like -.- and fish & chip at that resturant was not nice at all, too salty, no fish{ all i can taste was the "skin" } i was looking forward to eating their fish&chip cause alot of ppl told me that fish&chip there was nice. but well, standard really drop. no offence though. i was grumbling throughout the meal, and regret not ordering pasta instead! shopped at marina square after awhile, zm & tanyy was kind of thrilled by by by by the camera that can be used to take picture underwater. :) went home that day with rather a full stomach! wanted to watch movie but the queue was soo long & tickets are selling fast!

Sunday;;;
went town with stella lalalal, well. went alot of shopping centre though. like i think most of the shopping centre along the orhard road stretch, wanted to buy clothes, but in the end i brought shoes AGAIN! cause i really kind of like the shoe. i always end up buying other stuffs instead! and i brought a super nice mickey mouse pillow!!! mickey mickey mickey mouse pillow ! { which is on my lap now! } both stella & i walked&walked&walked until our leg go -.- i think there's even a build up of lactic acid on my legs now, cause i can feel the cramp there! well. HAHAH, funny! we discussed alot of stuffs! like i dun really mind getting engaged at age of __ , { which may sound ridiculous} lol! wanted to haji lane but it was raining heavily,

well, wat i did today was.... WENT TO EAST SIDE. tampines mall, tampines 1 , century square & changi airport. well, hahahha, went there to get a cafe called " say cheese" { i think so } and i think their cheese cake is super nice! just like those very very very very nice cheese cake { i dunno how to describe though } but, well, the main course was okay okay only. cheesecake was supber nice okay! cake at airport was very fresh, compared to other outlets. walked from t2 to t3 to t1 to t2 again. ;) nice walking/strolling.

melvin called today,i think he's going to opened a stickerstamp booth again at unitedsqaure, this time lvl 1 not basment. i was ....... not because that i want the money, but just tat his call triggered my thought, and now my mind is full of it again.

well, anyway, complaining session with xy on msn really helped. well, maybe i need zm suaning.
thanks xy though!

well, tat's all for now! bye!

there's so much i have to face tml.

Sunday, July 05, 2009, 8:11 AM

"we used to be so fine"

&i guess, everything changed, at least for now. disappointed, exhuasted,tired;

{ i dun want to argue with u, cause it will make things worst. }

Saturday, July 04, 2009, 10:52 AM

i poured everything out to kenneth.

Friday, July 03, 2009, 2:19 PM

eh!bubble is really waving at u! :)

i still rmb i took this during my trip to escape themepark when i was a child! HAHHAHA

and this photo is pinned on my table for at least 5 years?!

going to tidy up everything already,

i'm been so mentally unprepared, mentally i mean.

if i'm firm enough, not panic, firm firm firm, nothing's going to happen. really.

but anyway's

it's friday !

Tracy's was talking about working in a mobile phone shop& stuffs,

and it makes me think of something else again,,,

but well...

anywway, that's about the cameron trip, it's really all about relaxing there,

i'll reach the hotel like around 7.15pm at night& there's really nothing to do,

so i will watch tv, stared till 10.30 pm before i went to sleep though,

tat's what i did for the two nights there. :) weather was pretty great though.

i still rmb i went to eat 4 pancake at one go during the morning buffet, two muffins & other stuffs like cereal, fried rice, egg, roti prata. lol lol lol!

i'm been grumbling alot to wonglihuan& stuffs,

i wonder if she can take it anot, i was telling stella how -.- .

ii guess, noone can be like me,

i was so stupid that i didn't see the last question on chemistry paper 2

and i didn't even got a chance to look though the question,

really, i dun even noe the existence of this question until DR GAN said pen down.

and now.......

had early lunch at pizza hut just now,

& shopped around at jp though,

& of course brought mickey mouse stuffs!

oh well, not to mention, thanks kenneth! really,

i just realise that there's so much picture to post ! but well,

i think i'm going to watch tv now,

or maybe i should flip though my recipe book?! i feel like baking though.

it takes two hands to clap, not one.

i'm giving up,