everything's toppling now, Alvl spa coming, AlvlChinese, AlvlProject work, Alvl, Alvl, Alvl. i'm very very very very worried over tat, especially when teachers says tat this year was not well done & i clearly understood that i didn't do well for my chiness and pw subject. i really wonder how much longer i could manage them. it's much more common to find myself staring blankly, because i'm always occupied by my thoughts. those thoughts i didn't really want to have. (i'm having an extremely hard time trying not to think of that irriating singtel guy who probably forget everything. ) OH, & i learnt something from someone today, it's both disappointing & hurtful. i was brought back to the outside society. thanks to him/her.
maybe i'm just reading too much into something tat's just plain simple.
Sunday, February 22, 2009, 12:22 PM
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hello!
well, taking picture with the banana muffins my mother baked. :DDD
HAHAHA.
lol!
went out with that Xingyong on Saturday, well, we didn't really noe where to go
there's a lot place to go, but i couldn't decide.
went bugis first for lunch where i eat my favourite CharSiew Rice. :)
& i still like the CharSiew Rice there. my dad told me the stall is there since he was young.
then we went to liang court after that. XY was so lazy. zZzz she was complaining when i say need to take around 15 mintues to walk from MRT to liang court. LOL!
& on the way back, we saw the xtreme jump. xy was pretty amazed cause she hadn't seen it before. ( i rmb i saw it once with sinyee)
well, buy my favourit TOPPO chocolate tibits ( there's only one flavour! )
and saw a really very very very very very large meiji chocolate BAR which cause $35.80. tempted to buy, but if i buy, where can i put it?
something silly happened to xy in the toilet, well, ask her urself.
& we sit at a place at liang court to chitchat before heading back.
&&& both xy & me did the same action when the train is reaching JurongEast. LOL! ( that is to take out our MP3) Lol!
{Disappointed by how timid i was. }
Saturday, February 21, 2009, 10:12 AM
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{taken with respect from Weien's blog}
i think this photo look pretty well taken, as in everyone smile nicely!
(including Tantracy. lol! )
anyway, i have indugle myself in chocolates when it's only 10.12am in the morning
i ate MERCI chocolate bar, Ferro, the chocolate that Xingyong gave me, WALL's chocolate ice-cream& the super bitter chocolate whic contain 60%coca.
they are all soooooooooooo..................
ARGH.
& i clearly understood why i'm doing this.
i need to be mentally prepare for any disappointment.
Friday, February 20, 2009, 4:03 PM
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It all started with...
A Year 1982 recipe.
HAHAH, well, i actually wanted to use Meiting's banana muffins recipe.
but my mum suggested to use her instead since she had done the recipe before. :D
&
she went to dug out the yellow-paper banana cake recipe.
OMG.
it's the year 1982.
{ i dunno my house have such things! }
so, i rushed out of the school gate as soon as i am able to.
went to Jp to buy those ingredients that i needed.
& rushed home again.
(my mother brought bananas. )
strictly speaking, the banana muffins are not baked by me,
i was just merely helping my mum out.
she's so great at baking!
& the muffins turned out pretty fine!
nice brown crust,
with soft &spongy banana fillings.
everything is so successful with my mum around. :)))
well, i decided to try once more sometime next week by myself. (though i'm not sure if i can handle it alone anot.)
& i realise that my phone have alot of editing functions, {all pictures abovve} i tried to edit & play around with somestuffs. so, yah. HAHAHA. there's even those distorted function as in u can distort ur picture. (eh, if u dun really understand,well, it's okay!)
lastly, i'm so happy because i helped my mum to bake delicious banana cake/muffins today, using a 1982 recipe.
bye! {lastly,lastly, i have updated on thursday (which is yesterday too), u can scroll now! } bye bye bye bye bye! :DDD
i smelled like flour, butter, sugar & bananas now!
thanks mum! ;DDD
Thursday, February 19, 2009, 7:28 PM
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C-H-E-E-S-E!
i'm feeling pretty happy now because
i just ate lots of chocolates that my friends gave me during V day.
(i would eat every single of them myself! )
i think i have been not updating my blog for so long
& i WILL update more next time.ps.
PS, u guys can skip this part if u think it will make me bored.
{i wanted to type out because i have alot of thoughts in mind this week & i wish to pen down.
but i have to say that content below are not used to pinpoint anyone or anything or be sarcastic & lastly please dun get too offended.}
well, it's so depressing when i saw a very close friend of mine break down& knowing i couldn't help she/he much & i went missing when she/he needs comfort.
i thought i hide myself well enough in the crowd( at least a corner that people won't notice), but i realise tat actually i didn't do a great job.
i dun need anything, i just want to reach my ultimate aim & i'm afriad i didn't have the strength to move on. i won't care about anything, really.
i'm worried i'm struck at the middle, i cannot move up, cannot move down. how? wat will happened to me? wat will i have to do till?
i really hate ppl to view me in the way i am not. it's so annoying especially even after i explained to them & show some obvious unhappiness.
i'm scared/worried/afriad like any other people but i couldn't scream out because people won't believe me& i'm corward because i didn't dare to hear all the sarcastic remarks that they may pass.
that's why, i dun like ppl not to trust me. u dun trust me, i won't too.
i saw the shadow of the person in the canteen this week, i noe it's definitely not the one i'm always looking for, but i just stared & i think again, again & again. it's driving me nuts & i can't help it. like so shit.
i noe if i didn't do anything in now, i may end up like i did two years ago. i should do something before i drown. i dun wanna to be drown again & i have to struggle real hard this time.
the day are drawing near, i pondered harder everyday and harder, think harder, wonder harder.
reluctantly, i have to accept the fact that i'm still struck at the starting point, not moving on, standing stubbornly at the same old point when i clearly noe that i need to move on with myself.
i'm just to subborn to move on, even though i'm pushing myself hard.
the other party's life is not affected, but i'm affected, how silly & irrating and i cannot think wisely, logically enough.
I HAVE BEEN LONG FORGETTEN- SO WAKE UP TOHLILING.
{ why am i grabbing tightly onto something that is so freaking useless, i need to letgo, but i always choose not to. }
i'm sick of myself.
& lastly, i got disappointed over one person, maybe i show very high expectation on her. tat's why i'm disappointed.
{ i hope no one understand wat i mentioned on top }
For ur information, i baked this cookies & wrapped it in hearts/hellokitty plastic bag for my friends on Vday! lol! every cookies are with their initals on it & i tooked very very very long to figure out all the names. i ended up doing 3 "s" cookie & stella has an additional cookie. & the cookies won't taste sweet because i added very little sugar, as in i cutted down the sugar amount. i still rmb that XINGYONG's cookies break into two when i tooked out from the baking tray & i have to re-do hers! lol!
Monday was a long day, i was pretty tired especially during chem lecture. i stared into blank & did nothing.
PE was alright, need trials for the 5 stations.
GP TCA 1 was terrible. i really really really envy those ppl with powerful english or they are very strong in their language subjects. ( both chinese and english)
i'm going to eclub camp for the new J1 on march hoildays. i hope it will be a fun one.
CCA on wed was pretty relax one, clean BMC, tear poster & stuffs. reached home late.
stella have been falling sick,Lihuan also. =(
LT halls are getting very very very cold nowadays, i'm wearing jacket.
thursday ( that's today!)
CULTURAL STUDIES was interesting, but i still couldn't do the knot thingy. i'm pretty bad at folding stuffs especially needlework. i rmb how Kokkoeng & me always ask TanYY for help to do the homeecon needlework (Which is a puppet). lol! Tanyy was so helpful tat i think she even help Kokkeong to sew lo! (if i'm not wrong. ) OH, noella & lihuan was pretty good at it. :D
u noe, i suddenly realise that i didn't meet up with my secondary close friends very very very long. As in, those in not JJC.
{ Cynthia, Kokkeong, Kenneth etc. }
well, i saw Kokkeong sometimes on bus, chongwai at JJ bustops, & never see Kenneth Lim for a year. well.. and i still rmb kenneth like to draw =) (this smiley face)
HAHAHA.
i'm make sure i rmb every single great thing i have now, my school, my wonderful friends i met & everything.
Bye for now!
i think i'm going to make some delicious muffins with my mum tml after school :DDDDD
( i need to go buy ingredients if that's the case! )
Saturday, February 14, 2009, 10:00 PM
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Happy V day people!
i'm tired, won't update anything.
sorry people!
(i'm STILL always thinking of him... well, shit. )
Friday, February 13, 2009, 10:28 PM
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hello! :)
ps, i have not been updating for the whole week,
i have been very busy nowadays.
J1 orientation camp this week! i was suppose to be going to JJ night, but i was too lazy to get out of my house now. ( i heared that PAE 08S18, some of the guys came for JJ night! ARGH, if i noe earlier, then i will go down. =/ )
J1 oritnation seems so fun! i can see the tallymatch, the song singing, the messy bathing trips& stuffs! tat reminds me of my O1 camp too! well, tat's the first ever camp i enjoyed.
Chem practical this week was alright, & i finally smelled ester! okay, cause from seconday 4, when we learn organic chem, all we noe is ester have a fruity smell, fruity smell, we dun really have the chance to go really do it. AND i smelled it in the practical this week!
ZM came back from China this thursday, Miss heng too!
there's a bird walking into the classroom when we were having bio lessons in the morning. lol!
busy with Vday stuffs during CCA this time round, ohya, i went to help out in the eclub camp for J1. Hope nothing goes wrong!
went do be the "delivery man"to deliver sunflowers/rosesto people today! it was kind of a paiseh experience! i walked into the class & everyone was staring at me. =////
last year, when i just entered JJ, i was kind of shocked by how the college celebrate Vday, well, back in my secondary school, we dun really celebrate Vday much, but in JJ, u will see lots of people taking roses,heartshaped helium balloons & chocolates also,most people will carry an extra plastic bags& put their gifts they recieved/made in it.
recieved lot of chocolates &chocolates &chocolates today from my friends! (candies&sweets &cookies too! ) after assembly, before we have our first lesson, most of my classmates were busy distributing presents! HAHHA it's kind of chaos. & this year i baked cookies with my classmates' initals on it. :) ( well, i haven't try it, so i dunno if ti's nice anot! )
okay, i'm going end off here, i'm getting tired now. :)))
on my way home, i was thought maybe, maybe i didn't work harder enough to prove tat.
Sunday, February 08, 2009, 12:02 PM
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Ps, A random post ahead
i have been looking through my Japan trip photos & hongkong photos
then i started to miss going to DisneyLand! =/
lol!
imagine the world full of mickey mouse & stuffs,
(where u can take those rides using ur express tickets ) also also, the food there are all shaped in mickey mouse,
& the packaging there are all full of mickey mouse.
gifts/cookies are ALL mickey mouse!
okay, i still rmb going to take photo with Mickey Mouse in Japan which cost $11 SGD for one piece.
& i queued for two hours just to get into the mickeymouse house & take photo with him.
well, HAHAHA.
great experience!
then, i thought of the conversation i had with one of my customers when i was in united square,
& she introduce to the DisneyLand in the western reigon
i still rmb that she told me that disneyland was like thrice the size of Japan's
OMG.
well, she spent three days there & she still couldn't walk finish.
i think maybe i should work hard & earn lots of $ to make a trip down there.
well, HAHHA.
then, i'll buy alot alot alot of cookies & mickey mouse keychain and stuffs back
so, i'll bring a big big big big bag there.
i'm gald i have a great family.
okay okay, i'm going JP later in an hour time & to ahma's house later for a delicious dinner!
MY AHMA'S COOKING IS VERY VERY NICE.
i like her curry, her dumpling & watever vegetables she cooked.
(as u noe, i dun usually eat much vegetables, but her's are super nice! :))) )
& zm is coming back next week, BU camp in school next week too! :)))
maybe, i'm just running away from reality.
maybe i should go back united square soon.
Friday, February 06, 2009, 8:19 PM
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( ps, i didn't noe if i want to shift the picture upright anot, but well... )
hello!
a busy week just past, and i think it's getting more and more busy,
& i think i need more sleep then!
cause i have been pretty sleeply/restless.
well, it's seems that lot of things happened this week,
CCA day fair on Wednesday,
painted Vday's banner with BU on wednesday,
Practical on Wednesday
& i finally got the crystals(which is orange in colour) i wanted! ( with help from tas& stella)
well, i did twice then i got the crystals.
queentown with chip,minnie&xingyong on thursday for class tee!
both xingyong and I was giving random ideas on those pictures, maybe i should say childish ideas! lol! well,....
still,
our class finally have a class tee! HAHAHA
they ate IKEA hotdog bun and i was tempted to buy, but i didn't! :)
if i wasn't tired, i would drag them to go watch the whole IKEA with me.
J1 came in this week & then there's a lot of people in the canteen,
we have to try to rush to chop seats and our usual seats are usually taken up!
there's orientation camp next week & i'm tempted to go for JJ night.
miss ong finally came to ask my name & fiona's on thursday
& i think she will start calling me during bio tutorials. =/ DNA DNA DNA, i just realise the mRNA,amino acids & DNA connections from Lihuan tat day.lol!
&&&& i brought a full box of pineapple tarts & blueberry tarts to school today!
cause i was chatting with nette Tang & she suggest that we can bring pineapple tarts to school!
i told this to stella before and she brought to school on tuesday! lol!
but in the end, nette tang didn't come to school today!
lol!
& i feel so HAPPY now!
because i just finish designing the CHOCOLATE POSTER for Vday!
HAHAHHAHA
maybe i'll post the poster once it's been approved by cyn. :))))
still, the same, can't let go, can't move on & bet i have been long forgotten.
so irrating, but serve me right.
move on then, Liling
bye! :)))))
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Tuesday, February 03, 2009, 7:47 PM
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hello!
i just realise that V day is like next week?!
well, there's the V day sales coming!
Roses anyone?
tat's wat my BU came up & many many more. :)))
tat's the poster i designed for roses,
well i dunnoe if it is great enough. =/
& since i'm like in school on friday night,
i think i may be going to JJ night for some fun!
(even though i didn't have plan to go initially)
but when i saw people playing massdance, i have the urge to play also!
well well well,..
HAHHAHA..
tat's the new cupboard with Mirror at my house.
(if u're wondering, my hand is holding a curry potato tat is poked on a stick)
well, that is taken when beesuan&sinyee came to my house for anual CNY visits.
ps. Beesuan, ur mum give me a bottle of the homemade pineapple tarts! lol!
intially, i wanted to bake pineapple tarts this year, but i just couldn't squeeze out the time to do so.
i think i'll try making it for next year chinese new year instead!
& i realise that i would always be very tempted to bake those cupacke/muffins/cookies that i myself like to eat.
HAHAHA.
off for now!
bye! :D
Sunday, February 01, 2009, 10:17 AM
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well,
!Happy Chinese new year
(it's the 7th day! )
my mum will always cook the "7 vegetable" dish for us to eat. :D
my mum& dad wake up early this morning
because my relatives are coming over today,
& i'm going to beesuan's house later.
:D
& i just finish designing the V's day sales poster.
well, i dunno if it will be approve anot,
when it's approved, then i'll post it here!
( this reminds me of designing the Garlic bread poster at sizzling ice! ) &
my sis just reminded me last night that i have lots of new clothes that are not worn yet.
{the arrangment that WongLiHuan suggested)
one day one day, i will explode. .jpg)
{taken with respect from Weien's blog}
so, i rushed out of the school gate as soon as i am able to.
C-H-E-E-S-E! 
Happy V day people!
hello! :) 
( ps, i didn't noe if i want to shift the picture upright anot, but well... ) 
(click to enlarge)
tat's the new cupboard with Mirror at my house. 
well, 
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