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Saturday, January 31, 2009, 4:56 PM

gg.

"unitedsquare"

it's coming back, stronger this time round.

or i should say,

it had never left me.

should i make myself more occupied?

i have been thrown back to reality this week.

Friday, January 30, 2009, 6:36 PM

Happy Chinese new year!

(it's the fifth day! ;D)

Happy C-H-O-C-O-L-A-T-E-L-Y friday!

i make 12 chocolate fudge today! lol!
eidible, but then the outlook is =//

i think maybe i'll bring to let xingyong try on monday!

xingyong: CAN EAT ONE LA!

lol!

and beesuan & sinyee on Sunday.

well, chocolate wise, it's pretty succeessful,

but technique of decorating is still not really there. =/ =/ =/

school.

well, school was pretty aright, except that nowadays i seriously lack of sleep.

& i went to school with a sleepy face.

well, so dun get the wrong idea that i'm angry/sad or watever.

ps. i'm just feeling very sleepy.

u noe, washing is really a very very very tiring thing,
keeping the stuffs after making chocolates really makes me very tiring. =/
i have a hard time cleaning up, washing plates & keeping ingredients. =/ =/ =/

watched PiLi MIT.
finally! i purposely left two ep to watch. lol!
(i think my next few post entries' photos will be all about PiLi MIT already! )
&
i am still wondering why last time i didn't noe tat Aaron Yan is in FLH.
well, i was kind of shocked when i realise that & i went to tell sinyee.
lol! (no offence though)

going bainian again soon! :)))
i still loves pineapple tarts!
( despite eating so much already! )

i seriously dun like people to have any expectations for me
or treat me like i noe everything when i do encounter problems too.
i am just like any other average people,
with everything average.
just average.
( ps, no offence)

Tuesday, January 27, 2009, 9:22 PM

hello!

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR!

well, pretty much busy visiting relatives' house

for the past two days.

my relatives coming over to my house this coming Sunday.

&&&

i realise that my house have the most number of bottles of pineapple tarts! :DDD
HAHAHA.

i wore the blue/black coloured skirt on the first day of new year

and the other one on second day. :D

well, as i said earlier on,

i really went to almost every house to eat their pineapple tarts!

i found one house with really nice pineapple tarts

Sinyee's house one is also not bad. ( her's one is homemade.)

i can say, i end up eating alot of pineapple tarts!

(my stomach is like full of pineapple tarts and nothing. )
HAHAHA

i played cards games until bored today,

lunch & dinner was more of buffet style,

ahzaigorgor was as lame as usual,

i was really laughing out loud (which i guess i didn't do that often. )

ate steamboat twice, one on chinese new year eve

another at my ahma's house.

tantracy called me on day1 and i was shocked!

& i was so full with the pineapple tarts i had eaten that i didn't eat much for dinner.

lol!

watched PiLi MIT.

nice plot, everything is pretty great.

HAHHA, i finished 22 ep in four days.

i left 2 more ep to go.

some plot is really very unexpected.

very!

i love to have unexpected plot. :)))

(it will surprise me the whole day! & it's pretty fun! )

but then, i was able to guess the main mastermind correctly when i was watching until ep 15.

well, i was talking two guys from another JC today & i felt kind of uneasy.

really uneasy.

(i hope i won't give them a bad impression about my school! )

(i won't be commenting on the content of our conversation. )

but well, i feel.......

ps. more pictures will be up soon!

i haven't grab any photos from sinyee! :))

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Sunday, January 25, 2009, 2:59 PM

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR's eve!

lol! HAHHA,

well, my house is now packed with pineapple tarts!

well, i think my mum's memory is great huh!

i once told her to buy pineapple tarts from the bakery near my house there,

& she rmbed!

my house now have 4 bottle of pineapple tarts,

two each from two different bakery, HAHAH.

well, i like to eat pineapple tarts alot, i dunno why though... :)

i think i'm going around to eat pineapple tarts tml! :))))

bye!

( i just feel like blogging. :DD )

Friday, January 23, 2009, 9:28 PM

hello! :D
well, pretty much expected,
there's chinese new year celebration in school today.
but before the new year celebrations,
there's a series of talk by vp&house mistress
overall, i think it's okay okay la,

i was panicing when i almost couldn't find my teacher to give the oranges
then i look left&right to see if my clique is around anot.
and heng i spotted tracytan & i wasn't so uneasy then.
lol!
(i specially went to ask miss heng who is the teacher in the morning
& she went to ask Mr Sia! )

&&&
the picture on top, (the first one)
i was just trying the editing function in my phone and it turned out to be this effect.
HAHHA.
(the second is the uneidited one.)

credits to Eeling for the pictures!

well, those are taken when we were busy doing up the classroom Newyear's decoration.

HHAHA, well,

i guess, tat's the last chance i have the chance to do this kind of notice board

tat's probaby the reason why i went to help. :DDD

i rmb wed was an intersting school day,

i screwed up my prac because i couldn't get back the benzoic crystals, i got back benzoic POWDER instead!

so ps la! cause the whole class could get very nice crystals!

well....

and i was calling stella through the practical because i didn't noe wat to do/wat happened.

& i rushed to cca after helping out in the notice board decorations.

& of course, reached home late. =/

it got worse when i reached home,

because i am very sure that

i will be able to see wat i wish to see if i go back today & tml.

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Thursday, January 22, 2009, 5:08 PM

zZzzZ.
it's seems like no people is free tml!
i seriously didn't feel like going home after school tml. :(
but, no one is free. :(
sinyee's pretty busy for some wat reasons which i also dunno, :(
tanyuein going out with clique, :(
my clique like almost everyone have something on. :((((
well, i have left with no choice, but to go home.
=/

had Cultural Studies lesson today, pretty alright,
did fish latern and oranges for chinese new year.
well, i was not really concentrating, i was thinking about wat tracy&lihuan said during the break.
(u guys dun be so bother of wat u've said.)
everyone seems pretty happy after seeing their latern is done,
tantracy kept complaining throughout the process.
lol!

&
saying about oranges,
i was supposed to give oranges to Mdm Loh tml. ( a biology teacher)
who i dun noe her,
i scared i couldn't find her to give the oranges,
then end up both of us very paiseh. =/
i couldn't recongise her even though i had spotted her photo outside the general office. =/

&
did i once mention that i wanted to make chocolates?
I ALREADY FOUND CHOCOLATE RECIPE ALREADY.
will try it out real soon!
but some ingredients i like dunno where to find though.

everything pretty okay nowadays,
normal,

my life is back to normal
except that
my mind is still occupied by the same old thing,
same person, same place,
& everything
i feel like going back,

but i once told sinyee at least i have to wait till after chinese newyear.
(which i regret to make tat promise with her. )
well, how dumb i am this time round.
i just feel like i am the dumbest person in this world.

DUMB

Tuesday, January 20, 2009, 9:08 PM

hello!

there's 08S18 (PAE) gathering in Pizza hut at Jurong Point

on Sundaywhich is two days before! )

well, pretty alright, kind of looking forward to tat though.

not all present, but saw those very very very long time no see people,

and shoban and francis are like forever joking. =/

celebrated shoban's birthday there.

i didn;t enjoy eating much though, i was down with serious flu & sorethroat.'and it got worse when i reached home.

& i realise some facts from chongxiang tat day too. :)

i realise that i run like so slow during PC lessons leh!

i dunno why too!

i'm like at the last?!?!

i think i didn't run for very very very long already, tat's why i'm lacking.

i dunno. =/

PC lessons today was pretty weird, as in

we are taught how the starting position in the race,

like how to bend, push forward, run and those kind.

& i suddenly so look forwards to gathering,

there's another OG 14 gathering (if there's enough ppl to go) .

dun ask me why,

i didn't noe the answer either.

my class got caught for having short skirts on monday morning,

some of them are requested to pull their skirts longer and stuff

and miss heng says our class is like blacklisted.

well, i dunno why, i think when we are out of schools, we wouldn't have chance to get pinpoint about our attire. =/

everywhere i go, everything i do, watever situation i found myself in or even i stare into space,

i just think & think of the same person.

i didn't noe why, sinyee.

(even i myself is sicke&tired of this.)

it's so irriating because i noe exactly well enough that only i myself is affected.

Friday, January 16, 2009, 2:53 PM

"get over with it please."

no use, no use , no use

not even a single bit,

i'm still brooding over what had happened half a month before.

i thought everything gonna fine when school starts.

yet i find no differences,

or i should say,

it got from bad to worse.

Wednesday, January 14, 2009, 7:27 PM

{taken with respect from TohBeeSuan's blog. }

well,

i'm feeling very very very very cold nowadayds.

i dunno why either,

i dunno if the air-con is getting colder in JJ / the weather is cold / or i am getting weaker.

then i am now considering to bring a jacket to school

i dun bring jacket to school because i found it kind of troublesome,

but i'm so cold!

and the fact tat Tantracy will start grumbling how cold she was in the lecture hall.

tat makes me even colder.

i stared much more often into the space nowadays,

i dunno why.

maybe i noe the reason, but it's just tat i didn't want to admit.

i just stare stare stare and then

there's always the xingyong's clique who come and interrupt me.

lol!

they look so happy nowadays! :))))

e-club kicking people out of the cca.

i dunno if i will be kicked out.

well, my attendance for JJ affinity duty is like only 20%

( i noe it's very poor. )

cca today was pretty fine,

did the roses and preparation for vday studds.

my cafe was =/

there's new update about the cafe,

but well....

i am looking forward to what Sinyee will choose for her course! :))))

watever course u get in, watever route u are going to take, watever decision u are going to make,

as long as u are happy,

contented,

then i guess, that will be best for you. :)

went to many blogs to just now.

as in, even those who i didn't noe, maybe he/she is just a stranger/schoolmates/ex-schoolmates and stuffs...

found a vast change in their life. :D

&&&

i noe i am not replying to comments.

but

i can RE-assure u that all comments had been read.

and i appreciate it!

( do continue to tag more! :) thanks. )

i wanted a bf, not any other guy, but just him .

i noe that's totally ridiculous and it won't come ture. can't get over, can't. i tried hard, but failed, sinyee. :(

Monday, January 12, 2009, 7:11 PM

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MELISSA! :)

i gave her 18 cookies for her birthday. HAHAH.

well, i realise that i have not been blogging so often,

because i am still....

school starts today. :)

lectures and tutorials again,

change in timetable,sitting arrangments and stuffs,

well, except for these, it's okay-okay! :DD

(since my civil tutor& friends are same :D )

kind of gald to see my friends back in school again! :))))

(especially that xingyong, the first sentence she told me today was : i long time dun have talk to u already! )

sit around the same table with clique& stuffs. :DDD

HAHAHHA

hoildays are fun.

as in, i lead a very fullfilling/hectic life. :DDD

work, job, play, fun, sleep. :)

tat's pretty sum-ed up my hoildays.

did baking thrice.

well, i wanted to bake chocolate muffins for zm

for his birthday,

and i specially picked the recipe from the cooking book he gave me for christmas,

but well, it turned out pretty :(

edible, but not very delicious-looking.

so, decided not to gave in those chocolate chip muffins or he might =/

turned out that i baked

vanilla sponge cake with creamcheese and chocolate icing.

lol!

tat's my first attempt and it went out pretty okay-okay! :DDD

and i lots of cookies too!

for January birthday girls.

(ps, i didn't noe how to phrase it! )

and some for Tanyueyin too!

i baked everything at one go since my oven now is kept away.

(due to chinese new year)

i'm thinking of trying to make chocolates. :)

i'm trying to look into chocolate recipe. :DDDD

then, i'll try again! :D

i went JP shopping. well, i felt kind of ps cause as a Jurong people, i didn't noe how to walk around Jurong Point. Jurong point is become so big that -.- well, u saw lots of DIY shops and a MICKEY MOUSE shop is opened! :)))) next time i have more choices to chose from if i wanted to do art&craft.
i was almost conned by a person in boonlay about my handphone. i wanted to change handphone and then.. well, thanks to Tohsinyee who is kind of smart enough to suggest/ask the singtel shop beside our booth. and from them, i realise that i might be tricked. :D
hoildays not forgetting to make a trip down to K-box and sing my heart out.( even though i have alot of songs dunno how to sing, but i also dun really care la! )
watched twlight! :DDD pretty nice, and i heard that there's still next movie on that and i'm looking forward to it! :DDDD
went to brought Zen mp4 too! eheheheh! :DDDDDDDD
my current phone is samsung. sinyee told me that touch screen may be spoilt easliy. well, maybe maybe samsumg is still good! { at least the previous one i dropped inside toilet bowl and the phone is not spoilt! }
went bugis and Fareast and citylink and raffles and town to buy clothes/shoes and everything! :DDD ( i went there like twice last week! :DDD )
in charge of the school's valentime day's sale! :D well, i think it will be pretty funnnnnn. :)
and that's all i can rmb for now. ( i noe it's just a very very very little bit of my hoildays.) but well, so sorry about that!
and had dinner with my family yesterday! :DDD

so, that's the photos we took today.( i look ind of weird, but nevermind la! )

tanyueyin was =/ when i took out my camera,
but well,
i just want to make everything be a memorable one. :DDD
saw cynthia Lim, she's forever smiling at me. :))))
had to squeeze out of 99 bus today,
i thought i couldn't squeeze out lo!
cause i'm like the only one with another person alighting at that bustop.
and lastly, i could post my genting photos again
( which actually i am intended to do it just now)
they are accidentally deleted. :(((

now i realise that i loves fish alot!

lol! cause i have been eating lot of fish,

bbq tat time,

the fish fillet meiting brought with jocelyn and meiting's ultra super duper nice sauces,

and the fish tasted nice!

Novena hawker centre near united sqaure, the fish sold there are super duper nice too!

( i eat the fish everyday there! LOL! )

even Sinyee feel curious why i always eat fish, i always confirm will ask her buy only fish and rice for my lunch.

& when i get back to school and saw the vegetable store,

i quickly search for their fish! :DDDD

well well well,

Fish Fish Fish!

weekends make me think more....

{ well, there's no use, no use, }

i bet i have already been forgotten.

totally.

still empty.

that's all for today,

will update soon! :DDDDD

Tuesday, January 06, 2009, 9:14 AM

i'm feeling empty.

i hope i'll get back to normal again.

" i hope tml i'll feel better."

ps. i noe i have been posting entries nowadays that i guess nobody would understand.
(except maybe for one)

i do have stuffs to post about,

but sorry, i didn't have the mood to post.

i'm sorry, ps

Monday, January 05, 2009, 5:52 PM

everything gonna be fine,

soon.

i really hope so.

Sunday, January 04, 2009, 8:57 PM

today

i really look for shoes that i am able to fit into,

the shoes that really fit me.

at least i'm trying hard to.

Friday, January 02, 2009, 2:53 PM

hello!
i rmb taking this photo specially because i wanted to show that resort hotel has kind of a "special" cupboard which open up directly to the toilet huh!

ohwell, life's pretty fullfilling.
and i love hectic lifestyle.
(i'm not those kind who likes to have those slow-paced life, at least not for now. well, i dun noe why... )

i dunno if anyone observe anot, i'm been cutting down on writing those entries about
wat i did tat day, where i went, wat i brought and so on..
well, that because that zm zm zm zm came and tell me that it's pretty boring.
i admit la, maybe i wrote until very boring.
so, yah sinyee said blogs are meant to be like this,
well, i dunno.
maybe i will only write about certain important events and not those daily normal stuffs. :)
will this be better?
schools start today,
and my brother just came back from school. :)

&
sorry for not reply-ing to comments!
but i can assure u that all the comments u guys had tagged had been read. :DDDD
thanks! :DD
(& please continue tagging!)

time will help to fade things away.

Thursday, January 01, 2009, 6:20 PM

i always force myself to wear a pair of shoes that doesn't fit me.
not at all.

but,
i just couldn't help it.
(read deeper into the meaning. i told u before,sinyee. :) .)