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Wednesday, December 31, 2008, 11:19 PM

i stared thrice.

twice today.

real hard

sinyee said that dosn't mean anything

i thought it was obvious enough.

i got

no response.

no reaction.

no feeling.

nothing.

(not a single bit)

i'm just like the air,

or maybe,

yet another stranger that just happened to pass by.

i'm been thinking,

maybe all along it's only wat i think, not wat the other one think.

it takes two hands to clap,

not one.

never.

face it,

it's reality,

i'm not in a fairytale,

when i could create my very own happy ending.

i rarely have one,

when i have one, it means it's a big one.

tat's the reason i hate to have crush, either i'm not that attractive to him/ he has a gf. yah, TOHSINYE, i noe i sounded desperate. but yah, i am. but i noe sinyee noes me well enough.

Monday, December 29, 2008, 12:02 PM

the ending.

the ending that i always denied.

case closed.

Saturday, December 27, 2008, 6:02 PM

lots of thoughts.

all my thoughts are almost the same thing,

same person.

how should i go about to continue with that road?

run to avoid, jump to miss or walk steadily through?

Friday, December 26, 2008, 1:01 PM

did i scare the person away?

i think yes.

ARGH
everyone is trying to pursuit their beauty, the beauty that is not defined by their ownself, but sadly the society.

Thursday, December 25, 2008, 6:49 PM

ARGH.

I am pretty happy now.

tat's enough.

really.

dumb i noe. but it's better than the previous one.much more better.

Merry Christmas everyone!]

thanks for sending all the christmas greetings! :DDDD

Sunday, December 21, 2008, 2:04 PM

well well well, HAPPY BIRTHDAY TOH BEE SUAN! :DDD

went to celebrate her birthday yesterday.

we went to her house to give her a sort of "surprise" with the cake.

we were lucky, or beesuan is lucky.

well, we intially ordered half kg of cake from a well-known bakery.

and the factory mistaken as 1kg.

so we have the 1kg chocolate banana cake instead! :DDDD

i was so happy that i called sinyee immdetiately after that. :D

we went to the wrong block number, wrong floor. =/

oh, i like wanted to go Taiwan much more already! :DDD

this time, with beesuan and sinyee. :))))))

went liangcourt, lunched, plaza singapura, town.
there's so MANY ppl in town.
festive seasons. :)
i was so -.- -.- -.- about that.
well, it kind of difficult to walk, even if i found those clothes i liked
saw the long queues and i turned away. =/

Argh, i'm going to sleep.

the furthest i dare to go is to stare at that from a distance.
how pathetic.
i noe.

sinyee dun understand why,
i, myself dun understand either.

Wednesday, December 17, 2008, 6:32 PM

well, TohSinyee took off today yet AGAIN.

well, she was very very very funny yesterday.

around 12pm i recived a msg from her saying:

Sinyee: i have something urgent today, will come to work late or if cannot make it, i am not going.

so she came at 4.10pm

TohLiling: wat is the urgent thng?

Sinyee: i went to cut my hair + rebond because the fringe is too long.

TohLiling: -.- -.-

things are pretty alrght nowadays.

i dun noe that sitting on the train to work everyday can be interesting too.

as in, there's alot of interesting stuffs hapening.

and 'm like in love with Mr Bean's pancake NOT soyabean products.

HAHAHA. :)))

i hate to have eyecandy/crush. there's always no happy ending. because i am just an average girl or i should say a below average girl.

well, i miss my clique's outing now. :(

i'm cold , hungry, and i still have two hours to go.

watever it is, i'm still enjoying myself.

had dinner with zm yy and another guy that day.

well, zm says my blog is boring,

i admit so.

but well, sorry for that huh!

(and i will make zm big so that zm can see tat. )

replies to comments . :D

i am clearly stepping into the forbidden area and i can't help it.

Sunday, December 14, 2008, 9:42 PM

things change.

the world is always moving.

sometimes i really wonder,

wonder the existence of time.

alot of things to be said,

yet i didn't have the courage to so.

because

because i noe well tat

everything seems prefectly right on the surface.

and if i push it alittle further,

things will become shattered

so, let me continue to act ignorance and noe nothing.

Saturday, December 13, 2008, 10:46 AM

well, i'll definitely upload all the genting photos!

(it's current still with sinyee.)

my dad told me i maynot like mickey mouse when i grew up.
will i?
i didn't want to admit but
yes, i think i have a big crush on tat guy opposite me.
i didn't want to.

Thursday, December 11, 2008, 11:52 AM

i am confident at home, but once out, my cnfidence lvl seems to drop vastly.
well, i enjoy myself pretty much these days.
working days, everything back to normal. :)
well,
i am free on every Saturday.
so PLEASE call me out on saturday! :DDD
( u can do watever stuffs, movie, shopping, foodhunting,museum, visit to tourist attraction...)
well, msg me again if i never reply ( this means that i maynot recieved ur sms. ) :DDDD
and i intended to take a day off just to go pula ubin! :DDDD

replied to comments! :D

I realise that
there's so much things in life u can experience,
so much different kind of situation u can find urself in,
and so many things are happening at one time.
i will, i wish and i want to experience each and every one of them.

Sunday, December 07, 2008, 1:21 PM

hello!

i am back from Genting yesterday. :)))

well welll well, i think is trip is pretty fun.
(even though may not think so.. HAHHA )

Genting's weather was alright-alright.

the weather for first two days was oky-okay

third and fourth day are rather misty and cold. :)

stay in Resort hotel this time rather than the usual Genting Hotel.

my dad didin't book there because Genting Hotel does not give any sltos to travel agencies. :(

Resort Hotel was better than i expected.

because it undergoes the renovations and the hotel room change

but the beds are pretty small and two person will have to squeeze into such a small bed.

reached Genting around 2pm + . :D

but still, i prefer the other hotel. :)

seriously, first day we didn't noe wat to do.

had light lunch at MaryBrown( a fastfood outlet)

then went bowling. :)))

well, my ball went off the alley. =/

Sinyee's and my brother was very good at bowling. (they scored very well! )

had KennyRoaster for dinner.

at bumcity, almost everywhere.

well, nice! i didn't eat that outlet before because according to sinyee, there isn't any in Singapore.

1/4chicken meal with three main course. :D

&&&&&

arcade at night for a while.

shopping shopping.

brought two t-shirt. :D

wanted to take neoprints but didn't
had coffee bean at night after that. :)
well, i will always visit coffee bean to buy drinks/cakes because it's cheaper there!
and chocolate ice-blended. :DDDDD

starbucks for sinyee. :D

had Delicious dimsum in the morning.

then went to buy the Outdoor Themepark ticket.

well, i should say that's the most tiring day.

because we walked and walked and walked.

the time we spent to queue up for ride are far more than the time we play on the ride.

our happy mood will slowly fade away everytime as we queue for the ride.

went dinosaurland,teacup,spinner...

(eh, i didn't exactly rmb already.)

but well, TohSinyee make me feel so scared at the ferris wheel,

well, u see the ferris wheel is near the space shot.

and it kind of scary to see the space shot ride.

i told sinyee that i would never ever take that ride.

the ride kind of let u experience how it is like jumping down the building.

well, scary.

some unknown people started smiling at me. lol!

well, i'll smile at at them. :))))

while waiting for my brother for the ride,
Sinyee&me spot an exhibition.
well, it is kind of a Charlie and the Chocolate Factory,
everything inside are made of Chocolate and stuffs like tat.
and they are so cute! :)
the brand of the chocolate is Beryl.
( i never heard before)
but well, HAHAHA.
nice exhibitions.

had international buffet at night.
skipped lunch to save space for the buffet at coffee terrance night! :DDHAHHAHA
lots of varities!
price wise is cheap compared to the buffet in singapore
food wise is okay -okay!
wanted to drink starbucks at night, but was too full.
k-box at night!
amazed by the K-box machine! :DDDD

went indoor themepark the third day. :D
well, i wanted to had a ride on the bumper car.
bumper car, bumper car,
and the Motion Master( something like this) is kind of fun!
i didn't noe there's this game in Genting lo!
HAHAHA.
had porride for breakfast,
went for shopping.
then brought movie ticket for the movie BOLT.
my brother and sinyee's doesn't really want to watch,
but they kind of forced to watch.
( it's on cinema on 27Nov which is earlier than in singapore.)
lunch at HOT ROCK.
it is kind of those raw chicken steak put on a hot plate and u have to cook it urself.
okay-okay la,
it's just that i feel kinda cheated to buy the setmeal.
then then then,
nobody wanted to play anymore rides,
we went back to K-box then. :D
had dinner. :D

&&&&
the funniest thing i realise is that
when i ride on the indoor rollercoaster,
there a guy eating pizzahut below,
he wave to us at the top.
and i wave back at him while sitting in the roller coaster!
lol!.
and i went to say hello to small kids during the rides!
dumb but fun. :DDDDD

went back to hotel, rest & off for movie.
well, after movie, went to buy coffee bean cakes!i had been wanting to eat the cakes! :D(cheesecakes, chocolate cakes &.... )
HAHHA.

all i could rmb for the last day was that it is very cold and misty outside. ( u can see from the picture above.)

had breakfast at mac.
they only serve two pieces of hotcakes at mac instead of three.
well, we intended to eat pizza hut, but pizza hut is only open at 11am.
rushed to aracde after that.
since kenny still had $ inside his card and also he hadn't change his tickets into gifts :)
checked out after that.
had coffee bean again!
Coffee bean outlet is just down my hotel, so it is so convient.
sit there for very looooooooong.
black forest coffee ice-blended this time. :))))
well, i still likes to drink coffee bean! :D

bus was delayed by two hours.

had last minute shopping at first world! :))))
wanted to buy a slippers but my size is sold out. :(
sit at the bus station looking for kenneth.
( i was thinking if i could spot him)
but well, i didn't see him at all. =/
&
reached singapore at 11.30pm then.
:))))))

Replies to comments:
Xingyong: lol! go buy urself la! :)) i'll make for u if i am free. LOL! but this time the blueberry muffins i think so-so only!
Cynthia: lol! see u soon! :)
Stella: i took! :DDDD how's ur malaysia trip? ohya, we go Pula Ubin one Saturday can?
Lihuan: thanks. :D
Tracy: which saturday u are not working?
Melly: lol! i noe why already. cause i went outdoor themepark. :DDDlol!

Tuesday, December 02, 2008, 11:29 AM

well well well, that's unhelpful of me.

a japanese just came and ask me about something, but i couldn't understand their japanese.

(sounds weird)

then i followed them to the vendingmahince,

i realise that they add in the coins and the toy didn't come out.

i guess they thought those vending machines are considered mine.

and i just smile and walked off. =/

kenneth msg me in the morning and told me tat he is also going to genting!
but he's going only on saturday, (which mean i am already on my way home on satuday)

we may pass-by each other on the road. HAHHA.

currently, i have nothing to do, so i decided to update my stuffs and all that.

well, i ask sinyee to take photo with the FIRST CUPCAKE/MUFFIN i have ever baked. :))))

off for now.

(maybe i'll come back if it's tooooooo boring afterwards)

to Genting :))

3rd Dec- 6th Dec

Monday, December 01, 2008, 1:41 PM

overdue photos.

i realise that i have a lot of photos not post up yet, but well,

had a terrible headache today morning at about 2.ooam.

i called my mother up for help.

&&& there's quite a number of stuffs happened yesterday....

well,i make a big fuss over my sister for changing everything inmy room,
everything is switch, my bed, my table.
i mean everything.
& i insist to put my table near the window.
maybe i might sounds kinda demanding,but i just dun like to switch my stuffs.
and it's a totally 360degree change! =//

&
how dumb, i miss the novena mrt station yesterday.
i was daydreaming, staring at the space
and i didn't realise it's novena,
went i realise, it's too late.
the first thing in the morning when i reached the booth
i went to kind of scold( not to that extent) about how messy the store it., sorry!
but well, i was very angry on saturday, have a great headache, and there's lots of customers then.
i told her both jiahui and me was nagging and complaining. =////

&&&

i wake up early in themorning yesterday night( about 6.45am)

to bake bluebrerry muffins.

i am kind of crazy, i noe.

i feel super tempted to bake muffins after seeing my sister baking tat time and meiting's marble cake.

well, plus there's all the ingredients at my house and it's been 1 month since i wanted to bake

so, i decided to bake in the morning.

stubborn, i noe

my mum help me out and it came out successful.

i doubt it will be such a success if my mum doesn't offer her help.

muffins, muffins , mufffins!

and i withness the blueberries bursting in the oven!

I used to thought those blueberry muffins that are sold outside used blueberry jams instead of the real blueberries fruits,

but after i baked, i realise that when the blueberries exploded and the juice leaked out, it looked exactly like the jam.

HAHAH.

i brought three for Tohsinyee to try, and she kinda happy about the muffins( which is still hot then).

my brother says it's not sweet( well, i put lesser sugar).

after all, it's okay la.
happy to see the muffins i bake, but feel very tired after that.

i am going to genting on wednesday!
HAHHA.
i dunno why i'm looking forward to it, but well!
i'm still happy to go genting!
maybe about the meet melissa there, since she's going for her cca trip ( i think)
well, i still need to go work tml.
i go work because of jasmine.

i'm not at work now,
because i took leave, my mum told me tat i need to rest.
so i'm at home and i didn't noe wat to do...

off now, bye! :DDDDD