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Friday, October 31, 2008, 6:33 PM

Argh.

i feel betrayed/upset/sad/scared.

i am a human.

no matter how great i am, i have feelings.

comments disallow.

( i didn't want to tell anyone how sensitive i am.)

Thursday, October 30, 2008, 9:35 PM

hello!

Replies to comments:

melly: u ask meiting see, she's going to fixed a day to come my house bake! :)))
Fiona: of course fun la! U KEEP TAKING PHOTOS on that day with tantracy! :D

Tracy: NO! pamela is the one who is always baking lo! and i think she will be able to bake those super nice cake next year already. HAHAH

Meiting: take ur muffin recipe here also! lol! we can go shop for ingredients before going to my house. :)

actually, i didn't really noe what to blog about.

i came online to see if i could do anystuffs, but then i realise that i couldn't do anything. :(

off to watch show.

Miss No good is really a nice show. :)))))

mixed feeling,screwed screwed screwed, everyone seems confident yet, i'm the only one keep saying difficult. i feel like really crying. crying. mistake mistakes and mistakes.

i am going to bake muffins/cupcake soon......
( one day with Fiona, yL,meiting, melissa too)

Sunday, October 26, 2008, 4:59 PM

okay, update again! :DDD

this is my favourite picture! HAHAHAH.

i find the phone there interesting. there's one phone that i never seen before.

and i took like two photos with it( in lihuan's phone and i'm going ask her for the photos! )

LOL!

stella said she has seen before. but i didn't. it is those very very very old verison kind. :)

met up with sinyee for just a while just now. :D
eh, i intended to bake muffins today again, but then, i didn't want to when i reach home.
=/
lazy.

off now. :D
bye.
i think i'll bake muffins tml. there's bananas in my house!

Saturday, October 25, 2008, 10:10 PM

hello! i didn't blog for the whole week because i'm too busy!

sorry people! :D

a fruitful week. :)))

Replies To comments:

Melly: you go pam'shouse bake because u suddenly have the urge to bake ar? HAHHA.the cupcakes that u guys bake are like better than mine's! my one cannot raise! u can come my house also to bake with mt and xy. :D

HUAN: scv got come out the ep zero / the movie one?! i wanted to watch but i couldn't find where to watch. lol!

Sinyee: why everyone noes how to bake muffin? lol! my friend also tell me she always bake muffins. HHAHAH. i think i never stir loooooooong enough leh! LOL! no problem huh, come my house bake lo! i thought i that time pointed to u ? i think mickey mouse one more cute. :DDDDD
it's imported from japan. :)))

Stella: no la, i think is because i never stir properly. :(((( i'll added both also! :D

HUAN: i nothing to tag leh! LOL!

ky: eh? LOL! i used plain baking flour. :D i think is really the stirring part. thanks for tagging! :D

Stella: UPDATED ALREADY!

HUAN: HAHHAHA. true, u left three comments here. lol! UPDATED ALREADY! :DDDD

Tuesday

School interclass competition! i joined the netball inter-class competition one.
Played the centre and WA postition. we swaped position after every rounds.
our class won 2 out of the 5 rounds. :) but afterall, it's still fun!
it's been looooong since i really played a great netball game. :D
and yah, i did enjoy it alot. :)
played with different people, different class, different experience. :D
school ended early- 12.30pm :)
went to Plaza Sin after tat. i didn't noe why we went up there. i only noe i just wanna to eat sercert recipe then! HAHAHHA.
i was pestering my clique (especially Wong Lihuan) about going to sercert recipe. :)
we went to eat pastamania first (even though Lihuan stronly disagree, but majority wins! )

ordered the cake set- chocolate cheese, chocolate banana, classic cheese, chocolate... , apple crumble cheese. ( i didn't noe how to spell one of it! HAHAHA)
and i went to a few DIY shops to browse around. Tracy and Fiona was bored. -.- they are the first one who went out of the shop and then stella would then come "force-ing" me to go out, then Lihuan is the last one to step out of the shop. HAHHAHA.
okay, next time i will go there and buy the stuffs! i wanted to buy something, but i won't buy something if i'm in a rush.
so, overall none of us buy anything expect wonglihuan.
tracy wanted to go isatan to take photo but it rained that day! lol!
I started saying that i wanna go home, i wanna go home, i wanna go home, i wanna go home!
lol! because i noe it takes me like 1h15mintues to reach home. tracy was annoyed.
full that day. i went home and only eat 1/2 of an apple and 1/2 of an pear. :))
if i didn't rmb wrongly, we chatted about alot of stuffs that day. :DDDDDDDD

Wednesday

CCA day. seriously, i dread going to mass meeting ( NO OFFENCE)
i only like to go BU meeting.
okay, cafe is going to open soon! ( i noe i'm like saying this since june)
but, our stuffs are sort of already approved by teacher, the layout is out, found contractor already. :)
BU meeting ended as usual~

went sukura for dinner. :)))
i didn't wanna go actually at first, but it turned out pretty fun. and i was thinking " it's great to go!
okay, went sukura (AGAIN) with zhaomian, Tanyueyin, Radhiah, khairiyah. :)
u will be thinking why suddenly?
because Zhaomian happened to meet them after cca, and he asked me and Tanyueyin if we wanted to go. :)
the first thing i told them was that : i didn't see u for a loooong time .
as usual, both of them gave me a bright smile. :)))
both of them are as funny as last year. :) we chatted about how their school life is like and stuffs like that. :)
and there's alot of funny stuffs.
i still rmb hoow Khairiyah looked like when i told her i'm in a all girls class. lol!
we did take photos, but radhiah yet to send me. i'll post once she send me! :)
went home early because i was kind of tired. :)))
we met a birthday girl that day.
there's suddenly a birthday song played in sukura when the birthday girl cut her cake.
she look so ps! and her cake is pretty nice- pink theme!
Khairiyah started clapping and then we went on clapping! :) HAHHAHA.
they offered us a few slices of cakes.
we thought they would only pass us one, but they gave us a few slices. and we rejected them because all of us are toooooooooo full.
F-U-N. :DDD
i really really feel like posting up the pictures!

Friday

had learning jorney with the whole class. :DDDDDDD
i seriously hope to have such a trip AGAIN! because it's really fun.
i didn't enjoy much because my stomach pain suddenly, u noe girls.... ( HAHHAA)
i just sit whenever i find a chair. :(

and i missed out the class dinner at night. because i really cannot tahan already.
sian sian sian sian sian sian sian sian.
initially i didn't want to go, but when i saw how happy miss heng was,
then i have the urge to go plus that day sinyee was not free.
and then i end up never go still.
-.- -.- -.- -.-

okay, back to the trip - To peranakan Muesum. :)
i think the stuff there are nice to see. i didn't see everything, nor do i have the mood to view the stuffs. zZZzzZ
took alot alot alot of pictures. and i didn't post it beacasue stella ng didn't send me any photos. i waited for her but then i really really feel like updating and so, i decided to update her.
took alot of photos especially tracy and fiona. lol! both of them go where also take. :)
i will definitely post them like soon?! tml?!
i really hope there's another learning journey( unlikely to have) because i didn't enjoy myself much.
they went to Thai Express after tat. :D
everyone was happy, i see miss heng smiling all the way, i see lihuan being crazy( even though she was crazy usually lol!) , i see fiona and tracytan happily taking photos, i saw melissa clique was crazy, i see friends around me smiling. and then it made me realise that i should really treasure these moments more.

sorry if i sounded too harsh sometimes.
because we are close, that why i speak without thinking.

okay, off for now. :)
i'm going to sleep. :DDDDDDDDD

Sunday, October 19, 2008, 4:30 PM

eheheh! we "do" the jigsaw puzzle!

LOL!

okay, i went to bake banana mufifns today.

and and and

FAILED.

ohright, the muffin dun look like muffin

as in it dun look fluffy and the colour is sooooooooo dull.

in another words, it's not appealing at all.

but the taste is still alright.

but it's very banana-y cause i add alot of banana. =/

i'm still figuring out why this time it's a failure.

off to watch shows now.

ARGH. my muffins failed.

Saturday, October 18, 2008, 9:16 PM

okay! Happy Birthday WeiFan (belated)

her birthday was yesterday.

so part of OG14 went to her birthday party at her grandmother's house. HAHHAHA.

it started pretty late and i didn't manage to get any roasted marshmallow lo! =/

nevermind.

i just realise yesterday that daveperrysam ( that's his name and i'm not kidding) LOL

was very good at any type of games, ranging from majong to cheat.

everything he noe like tat. and we played majong and i was soooooo impatient.

because zhilong was slowly explaining the rules and other still dun understand wat he is talking.

LOL!

reached home like around 12 midnight. :)

i didn't have the key and my mum need to wait for me to open the door.

no, she woke up just to open the door!

sorry! i'll take keys next time.

ohya.

went to buy present for WeiFan on Friday's afternoon.

and eh! see, brought this Jigsaw ball minnie mouse for her. ( i dunno what's that called.)

u noe, we went to KFC to do the jigsaw puzzle.

i thought girls would be better in this, but it ended up the other way.

Kenneth and Dave was better

and obviously i didn't noe anything and all i do there is to kajiao them.

i think Tan Tracy and Xinmu gave up after a while. ( at least they have some contributions!)

i think the puzzle is cute la! i saw it like last year, there a mickey mouse version

but then it's too expensive so i didn't want to buy it.

minnie mouse is already so cute, mickey mouse verison comfirm cute-er! LOL!

tat's wat i'm talking about infront.

their serious faces.

ohya, the best part i enjoyed yesterday was went everyone sit on the road forming a circle.

even though i'm tired, even though i didn't do much,

but i somehow...

( i dunno how to express though)

okay!

and i collected Jay's Album yesterday. :) metal casing, metal casing :)))))))

met up with Sinyee today.

i went to Fajar there.

and HAHHAHA. i think i speak too loud about the 3 MARKS thing.

( she should noe wat's i'm talking about)

TOH SINYEE, it's t-h-r-e-e !

lol! shall meet her next week. :)

and i gave her the cookies, she says it's just okay.

if i'm free/happy tml, i think i'll bake banana muffin.since my dad brought banana. :)

BIG banana :)

ohya, i think

there's alot of stuffs happening next week. :DDDDD

off for now.

Replies to comments:

Melly: LOL! i give it to chewling and Pam that time. u wasn't there that time! next time, i'll bake cookies soonnnnn :)

MeiTing: lol! u really want to borrow his album so much?! HAHHA, dunno from when u start telling me already. i'll pass it to u next time, maybe a few days later! :)

HUANNY: lol! did u take any picture on the mickey mouse cafe? i think the mickey mouse hand near the washing area is cute leh! I am still IMPRESSED by the genius physics prof. lol!

ling: lol! lihuan told me it's toooooo chocolate-ly. =/

HUAN: i think chewling got the cookies that only have 2/3 chocolate chips but u got the one which has 4/5 chocolate chips. lol!

Thursday, October 16, 2008, 6:49 PM

hello! i spent my thursday afternoon meaningfully. :) LOL!

at first i seriously didn't noe what to do.

i'm now using my desktop because my laptop cannot connect to the internet.

( i dun even noe why)

i walked all the way to pioneer mall to buy the butter

because the supermarket near my house didn't have the brand i wanted.

so yah, i promised to bake cookies for chewling and Toh Sinyee! :D

and for another important reason. (which i will disclose tml instead! )

HAHHAHA.

okay, today school was fine, there's lots of breaks

ohya, i heard from MEiting that we brought 40 doughnuts from sizzling ice

because the house com ppl have $80 worth of voucher and it will be due tml. :)

thanks! :)))

Wrapped nicely. :)

cookies today was so-so ( i guess)

i ask my brother to help me shape the dough again

after many of the people who tasted the first batch of cookies thought i used a MOULD to make the round circles. :)

i suddenly have the urge to eat secert recipe's cakes again! i dunno why though

and i ask lihuan to go eat next week! :)

i forget watch i wanted to type already. =/

off for dinner now.

i'm hungry.

i still get very impressed by the genius physics prof in the show.

okay, i am very impress. that's all

ugh. it's just a show, Toh Liling

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Monday, October 13, 2008, 8:30 PM

OMG!OMG! i can't believe it lo!

okay, after finish watch Galileo which i am still very very very excited till now

( i dunno why) i went to search on the show

i i found out that there is Galileo: Episode Zero and there's a movie on just Galileo screened on Japan just recently, the movie is in Japan's cinema on 4th oct only!

OMG! okay, i feel like watching it now lo!

seriously, i found that they have wonderful plot.

ohya, today i was day-dreaming in econs lecture about this amazing guy( on the left)

i am still very/super duper amazed by his talent- a genius physic professor.

i think i am still surprised by how genius he is protrayed in the show.

the board in his lab is always full of physics theroies.
(the first picture on the top is the poster for the movie. )

i wonder how long it will take for the movie to come to Singapore,

maybe it won't come, maybe i have to buy/load. -.-

everyone was saying that DestinyLove was nice. even tan tracy told me today.

ohya, i dunno if i really have to go watch cause i think i might just stop watching halfway just like some other shows. because i can predict wat is going to happen. -.-

i just went to school and tell my clique about my plan for have $1 every school day again just to save up the mickey mouse shirt.
HAHHAA.
nice right? i think i need two weeks to do that.

and then Stella already says she will acc me to buy this shirt from the STAGE shop in Fareast.
i noe it might not be worthy to buy, but ah, i just can't resist la!

wait till i buy that shirt! :))))))))

I msg Sinyee again about the shirt. HHAHA.

nette they all are going to K-box. -.- -.- i wanted to go also leh! :s :s
okay, i'm like thinking of the genius physic professor today!

Wonglihuan, me and stella was just kind enough to ACC u to go lunch can because we didn't want u to get lunch yourself okay! lol!

i'll pray hard tonight for you.

Sunday, October 12, 2008, 8:29 PM

hello! LOL! finally, i found myself something to do for the weekend :)

saturday, i met up with TohSinyee for just lunch.

since we didn't meet like for so long and i need to pass her something too!

both of us were so forgetful, because in the end she forget to pass me the stuffs and i myself forget to ask from her. -.-

okay, nevermind.

had secret recipe then. not very nice. (no offence to their fans! )

because i rmb tat wong Lihuan kept telling me that their cakes are nice, so we order Chocolate Banana and Marble cheese cake.

Chocolate Banana was nice, but then i thought it will be nice-er. cheese cake was alright though.

had tomyum pasta and meatball pasta.

nothing else, i guess. when to daiso though.

and then headed home after that.

ohya, from now on, i'm going to save money again! because i want to buy a STAGE t-shirt which cost like $60plus

because Sinyee told me tat stage together with disney came out with a mickeymouse design shirt.

yah, even though i always say sinyee that she is wasting her money to buy STAGE shirt,

but after hearing MICKEY MOUSE design, i think i can't resist and

I will DEFINITELY buy.

i'm serious. $1 a day lunch again. :(

went home to watch Galileo. :)

another crime/police/mystry Japan drama. there's like chinese subtitles below

and i have a hard time catching the words.

i think it's super nice lo! okay, there's like only 10ep

and i watch it finish in two days which means saturday and sunday. :))))

i was sooooooo amazed by the genius professor inside the story and at the same time impressed by the creator of the show.

as in all those crimes are all related to science theories and i was amazed by how wonderful science can influence our life.

the genius uni professor is very very very genius. (i also dunno what i'm talking)
BUT, amazed by the plot and all that.

wat a nice/ super nice show.

i rmb wat Mr Loh told us throughout the two years " Physics can be use everywhere. it is important."

okay, science is important.

yah.

but my main point is Galileo is a great show. :DDDDDDDD

The main highlight of today is that i finally bake cookie.
today, i decided to be more adventurous and bake cookie myself even though my parents are not around.
yah, i didn't do it all myself, with much help from my brother.
my cookie did failed.
Firstly, the dough was too soft, so the first round of cookie was very very soft and it breaks easily,
so my brother suggested to add more flour and it turn out pretty well.
the second/third/fourth try was badly done too, because my chocolate chip cookie become burnt.
eh, because i didn't noe exactly wat time to adjust to. (the recipe i used is not accurate at all so i have to figure out myself.)
but overall, it's edible. :)

i was thinking of Galileo when i was baking cookie and i added a lot of chocolate chip to a cookie and some of the cookies seems like bursting. :(

HAHAH.

and we cleanup the kitchen, shoo away the ants/ mop the floor/ clean oven/ wash dish after that. tiring.

okay, off now :)))))))))))))

there's school tml!

what a happy weekend i had this time round! :)

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when i pass by lakeside/chinese garden, i saw a building.

the building that i once walked inside for four years, the building that i once step in

yet when i stared up at it, nothing came out of my mind.

it seems familiar yet strange to me.

(no offence though)

but i must admit i met great teachers there and i apprecitate everything they had done.

ohya, my brother went to count his MSG for his this year score.

and his MSG is 1.7 -.- -.- -.- -.- -.-

he can get such a great score when all he does everyday after school is to just play maplestory and study only a few days before his eoy examintations/ never really memorise all his history facts/never study literature or even never read finish his literature book.

and he score a 1.7 msg.-.- -.- -.-

and wat made me more -.- was when he told me he is those more "not bright" student in his class and there's alot ppl who get lower than him.

-.- ohya.

he is bright.

Friday, October 10, 2008, 7:45 PM

hello! i noe i have not been updating this week because i am just busy.

busy with school, but i like to keep my life busy!

now, i really think back, as in school life is always better than working life.

school life is always different, full of excitment, everyday is different, u can leave early and didn't really need to wait till 5pm to go home. :)))

went IMM sweensens with Melissa, Tav, chewling. :D
Lihuan and xingyong when to watch mamamia- which i didn't want to watch.

HAHAHA. they are like super funny la!

just by sitting down and listening to Melissa and tav's conversation can make u laugh already.

ohya, thanks!

cause sometimes i was just staring at the blank and they will just start talking to me!

LOL! i won't feel left out huh! :))))))) we had a good chat though! (:

and now i understand why they are always laughing. LOL!

Chewling is always sooooo funny,

she like complain-ed everytime one lo! and her complaints are always soooooo funny.

i was laughing almost throughout. :S

if pam went, i think i would laugh even more!

oh, we wait for 99 bus for about 20 mintues to go to IMM.

and we stood at a corner for so long just to decide where to go cause all of us didn't noe where to go. :(

i am simply happy that i am finally after 100000 years i am going to meet TOH SINYEE tml!
i will bring my camera and we will start taking pictures! like so!!!!! because it will take another month before we are meeting today.
TOH SINYEE please reply my msg now because i am worried about u.
(how dumb for me to write here but ah, yah. reply my msg asap.)

my mum and sis is going to malaysia tml. :(

and i watched PAINTED SKIN this wednesday with Tanyueyin!

a nice show, the theme is more of evolving around romance. (:

i want to watch house bunny and xingying didn't want to watch. :( LOL!

i am still hooked to 不良笑花. i watched the 4th ep already and i'm have only one ep left to watch... until this sunday 10pm before the 6th ep is out in taiwan.

ah. i am hooked to this show. it's become more and more exciting.

i agreed with lihuan, no matter wat happened, we are still be bestest friends.

friends make up the biggest part of my life. or i should say, my friends, my class make my jc life complete.

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Monday, October 06, 2008, 5:14 PM

eh, okay, serve me right. i am like hooked to 不良笑花.

it's a new show and it's aired on Taiwan TV every sunday now

and ep5 is just aired yesterday man. -.-

i dun like to watch show tat are still airing on tv because i dun like the feeling of hooked.

now, i have to wait for every sunday so that i can watch another new ep of 不良笑花. -.-

okay, this show is super duper funy. u noe i usually will scroll taiwan show because i found it kinda draggy

even though this show is draggy, but then at least it is soooooooo funny.

i laugh like ?! and my mum gave me a -.-' face. LOL!

really super funny.

Ridiculous, TOH LILING.

okay, i will try my best to control myself not to continue watching it.

actually, actually, i told myself this yesterday.......

and i went to watch the 3rd ep today. -.- -.- -.-

LOL!

and i rmb that i wanted to go to Wilber Pan 's signature sesson last year but i didn't went

and i feel regret.

and i told Toh Sinyee i wanted to go this year. okay, maybe he will come end of this year. :)

okay,

someone told me today it's time to be self-centred now.

i am very pissed off/angry/fustrated by you guys again.

our way of looking at things are very different, or maybe i should say totally opposite.

replied to comments already. :)))))

TO: THE PERSON :)

life isn't fair sometimes, but just pull through it and u can definitely find a rainbow in the sky.

Friday, October 03, 2008, 11:01 PM

eh. Stella listen to me la!

I want and I can is a totally different thing.

how simple are both of these words. but then, their meaning are very different.

stella said i'm finding excuses. yah, she may be right.

i wanted to go, but i noe i cannot go.

shall update about the leader's camp during tml entry instead! :)

ah. i feel kinda tired today. as in mentally i think.

went to town yesterday with tan tracy, melissa, pam, (the granny), LingLing! :)))

pastamania for lunch that day. i noe that i eat alot for the lunch period yesterday.

LOL! and i saw the photos taken after i left. they are so nice!

WALAU. i also want to play with them!

like?! all of them like live so near to town. as in they will reach there like in 20mintues or they have to just take a bus ride.

then i have to take MRT + bus ride. =/and it took me like 1hour to go home!
but nevermind, i still like the west area. (the place that i lived since i'm borned)

okay, i am tired. and i think i really need to go sleep now!

tml will be a busy day! I AM SURE Of that! :)))

ohya, thanks Melissa, Xueni, Ling Ling and Eeling for helping us in PW ! and the two girls (who dunno them) i noe it's kinda dumb and embarrassing to do something like tat in the canteen!

thanks for ur help! :))

oh, and LingLing for her 10megapix camera!

i am just very very very very very very impressed about her camera lo! is touch screen somemore! :)))))

i hope i can pull through. i'm struggling,seriously.

i'm looking for rainbow on the sky but it seems to be none.

( if u dun understand this sentence,then it's okie. )