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Tuesday, May 29, 2007, 7:20 PM

heya :D

i decided to update todae. cause i find it a fun day todae. :D

finally i went to watch

PIRATE OF CARIBBEAN - At World's end.

waited for one year.

it is about 170 minutes.
LOL. so long. even though it is not as nice as wat i expected but i still enjoy it. the ending was quite unexpectable. X=

the guy i liked died in the end. and can onli step onto the shore every ten years. :( sad.

sum things ttat i came upon todae :D

a guy. dunno y. he smile at me and sinyee. and we smile back. then after we cross the road he sae bye bye to ask. i dunno at first. and then ignored him . X=
walk slowly on road. heared the lorry driver shouting. not sure if he is scolding us anot. X=
sat down at imm. eat tibits. dunno y the staffs keep staring at us. wat's wrong? :D

anyway. thanks sinyee for those wonderful stuffs. :DDD Dthank you

went crazy over tat movie now. :Di had waited for one year already. hahhas :DDDD nice nice nice nice nice super nice super nice.

Monday, May 28, 2007, 2:42 PM

heya!

okie. this one was a random picture. isn't the sky so nice? just happened tat i study for my midyear and i looked at the sky. AND find that the clouds are so fluffy and cute. so i took a picture of it.

a term is finally ended. ended. :D wat a long term. i am tired now. and i dun wish to talk about anything. i am just too tired. both emtionally and phyiscally. but however, i managed to find a new friend this term. tat is
ZHAO MIAN.

hhahahahas.

going to watch lots of movie again this hoilday. went crazy wif sinyee. going to lost way in singapore wif sinyee. :D LOL. suddenly i realise tat sinyee play a big of of role in my life. hahhhahahaas. and lot of ppl birthdays are coming. :D

and i will try to do my homeworks in the hoildays. :D hahhas. is this shoe nice? my sister helped me to buy. she went pass a shop and rmb wat i sae about the shoes. and she brought for me. hahhas. :Di saw it at teenage magazine. all the designs are nice. but i this one most.

since i am drinking bubble just now. i decided to take one picture SINCE i going to pictures into it anyway. hahhas. okie. i love
PASSION FRUIT GREEN TEA most. hahhas wif double pearls. :D

taken from mynt-livejournal. :D

MISSING MICKEY.

sad to sae. i lost my mickey mouse. the one in purple colour bead. if anyone see it anywhere or noe where to buy it. pls tell me. :D

i really really wanna back my mickey mouse. :( losing the mickey mouse keychain really make me feel so uneasy the whole day. i lose it on friday.

and yes. i just realise tat i have not show sinyee my magzine. X= i will rmb rmb rmb to bring tml. D: so sorry sinyee. and i am going to shop for tops already. i always lack of tops. X= maybe find some mickey mouse tops? hahhas

okie. pls be faithful to ur couple. tat all i wanna sae. :D looking at old pictures like one on top really make me feel so comfortable. :D

lastly. i still have to type:

loves uselessboiix. lord_weird. DJPosionLady .

loves th3me too.:D hahhas

LIFE. i dunno wat the meaning of life now.

Friday, May 18, 2007, 10:38 PM

update

LOL. cause nowadays. it not my com tat when sot. is the audition tat went sot. cause some other auditon-ers also cannot log in.:D

and i am officially lvl 17. hahhahas. yes!

and i am chatting wif my audition-gor. hahahs
<3 uselessboiix , weird_lord , HongSiang , DJPosionLady

hahhas.

:D and

audition

and i comfirmed tat audition is having either a checkup or patch.

cause alot ppl cannot sign in. hahahhas :D

enough of audition. now wat should i type. i didn't noe wat to type. school was okie okie okie la.

hahhas.nothing much. maybe when i think of wat to type. i will noe wat to write. :D

Thursday, May 17, 2007, 4:57 PM

i am so disappointed in my humanities.
and i going to FIND marks. i dun care. :(

okie.

why i come and update my blog?
cause audition is not down. is my com went sot and it needs to rest for a while. no choice. i wanna chiong lvl up to 17 todae. i left 1000+ exp onli. :D

got back my e math apper 2 marks. and i got 68. i am the second lowest. hell. :( cause i really didn't do the fcuking roof top question. and when i get back the question paper. i still dun noe how to do the question. still need yL to teach me. i am really retarded. and i am not happy wif myself. e math was such a nightmare to me. i really really admire those ppl who scored a nice A1.

and actually i didn't notice or put wat his word in mind. but until i hear kk mention. i started to think back. started to wonder. and started to feel sad. because i feel tat sumhow it a "look down" word to me la. maybe i am just too sensitive. :D tat wat i think la. i noe he accidentally spilt out and he was trying to take back his word. but then words cannot be taken back. i heard it. i cannot try to ignore it. even how hard i try. because the fact tat i really heard it. and i understand wat he meant and wat he think of the marks. :D

i am stupid. i noe. and i am sensitive. yes. i noe. i am retarded. yes i noe. but wat can i do? no matter how hard i try. things just happened like this. and yes. i have tried.
very hard.

Wednesday, May 16, 2007, 4:16 PM

school was getting more and more scary nowadays.

taking test paper back and back.

so disappointing for my humanites and my chinese.

i did badly. :(

i didn't have anything to update on. audition. somehow my com got problem and i cannot sign in to audition. so no audtion for me. :D

i am offically a clubber and going to lvl 17 already. hahhaas

i am currently training the 188 bpm song and i got two fm already. hahah :D

hmm. learning chance. it was so difficult. i dun understand how ppl can chance during 188bpm song.

those are pros. :D and their minds are not retarded.

class photo taking tml. wif my cut-ted fringe. :(

sinyee going to KL next tuesday.. and i will miss u. :D hahhas. really leh. must belive me. LOL. okie. i write till here. maybe when i got more bored. i will long-en it. :D

ps: the entry below is typed a few days back. but then i edit it. so it looks like i typed it todae. :D but it is not.

, 4:11 PM

i can't stand blogger. X= there so many mistake. just like type this entry. lots of icons such as the "colour" icon is lost. or maybe is my computer lag? X= my mid year are finally over. offically over todae.

went back to school for 30 mintues for listening comprehension. X=. went jp to top up my ez-link card. and a lot ppl just stare at me. they might be thinking " what is a school girl doing here during the school hours?" mr loh told us tat alot ppl fail physic. i bet i am one of them. i should really mentally prepare. my fringe looks weird. X= cause when i reach school. alot ppl ask.

"What happened to ur fringe?"

actually i feel okie okie one. but then i lost my confidence when more and more ppl start to ask this question. X= maybe my fringe never get so short before. cause i also dunno y he hairdresser cut till so short. X=

went see doctor soh yesterday. and i brought a 180 bucks pimple cream. consist of three tube of cream. cleanser.. everything. X= i am pok now. cause i paid a portion of it. i was thinking of going to town to buy new tops but then now. i have to remain at home. no money = no where can go.

my hoilday is shortened by two weeks. mr loh just told us tat for the first two week we needa go to school. X= left two weeks? nevermind. think of the bright side. i got POCKET MONEY for two weeks. :D hahhahas. at least my hoilday have some money to spend.

i going to meet sinyee. :D cause i wanna paid her themoney for tank album and i wnana get my tank autograpghed ablum. hahahas. i look forward to see. actually i wanna buy SHE play ablum. no money already la. X=

sad sad sad. i wanna play new bag. saeing about new bag. i realise about something :

Kenneth: what the use of lvl up?

Liling: maybe for destress?

LOL. sumthing like tat. sumhow he phrase the meaning in the way tat deeply "trap" in my heart. i dunno y. maybe i didn't think of this kind of question. wat the use of playing audition and keep lvl up? i start wondering. maybe. when i talk more about this topic. i might be enlightened by kenneth? :D

i havenot get back my e-math paper 2 and my chem paper 2. i am prepared to be lowest in the class for e-math paper 2. i have mentally prepared for everything. :D

take a bus. i suddenly realise tat life will be good if u can put down everything. Thins might be more easy for u if u try to let it go.:D but sumhow i still cannot get to tat stage. if i can. i should have let it go three year ago. i thought it was just a short-term but it been a long-term. and i realise tat time was the cure for this. :D

Wednesday, May 09, 2007, 5:02 PM

wat the fuck.
i hate this man.
i just dun understand
wat fcuking wrong i been doing nowadays.
i got so angry
i feel so usless.
i got so stress up.
i wish i have drank a "forgotten pill"
i wish i a 3D mind.
i wish i was a pro in math
i wish i dun care anything.
i wish i dun fool around.
i wish i dun wanna be sad.
if all my wish come true.
i will not did so badly in my papers.

hell. i am scared.
i did so badly for my chem paper.
and e math paper 2
y can't i see the roof top
y in the fcuking hell am i doing during the math test.
am i dumb?
am i retarded?
wat the hell am i wrong wif me?
everyone seems to didn't get wrong. yet i got wrong.
12 marks for tat roof top 3D question.
i dun like 3D. i am so bad about tat.
hell. hell. hell.
i just wanna vent my anger.

no offence. pls dun get offended. i really cannot keep it in my heart anymore. :( can my angel just appear in front of me now?