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Saturday, April 28, 2007, 12:12 AM

IF onli i now the logic behind the words u type in ur blog.
i might have let it go three years ago.
it been three years. yet i cannot forget. maybe in future? :D

i cannot do anything now. just to wait for ten years and maybe i just... D:

Monday, April 16, 2007, 4:21 PM

okie.
i guess. u guys should noe why i can and update my blog. LOL. cause audition is down. and i cannot play. is like it saes the patch is till 4 but it is already 4.25pm and is not DONE yet. y does is alway drag drag and drag. and the patch will even drag till 10 pm. it so irrated can. i am addicted to it. and i cnanot help myself already.

i am so fcuking addicted to this game and i cannot control myself anymore. :(

for those who didn't start playing online computer games. DUN EVER start or u might end up like me.i am addicted and u might get urself into a state where u cannot do anything to help urself. all u can do is to continue playing. u will feel helplessZzz. but then u cannot help it. i am in a very bad state already. i am a good example of being addicted. can anyone give me more sugestions to kick this habits?

deathnote 3 might be out soon. i saw from newspaper tat deathnote three will start filming during the summer period. the main character of death note 3 is L. hahahs. L. :D L is cute. LOL. japanese people are cute. i wish i can fly back there. ZzZz. x=

lol. since i post a picture of jay up there. i still is a fan of jay. D: when he come to singapore for his ocncert i will Definitely grab one of the tickets. :D i been waiting for two years. cause the last one i didn't have the money to go. so this one. i will GO. and save save save money to see my idol. LOL.cause sinyee pop up a question which i never think before.

Sinyee: have u ever see jay in person?

me: no. :(

so sad. she remind me of this question. X= i didn't see my idol before. x= i onli see jay throught tv, vcd, mtv. LOL. so i am determine to see him :D
i just simply love jay. hahahs

wat else can i type. it so boring playing computer without having audition. everything seems dull without the game. so bored. so bored. so bored. everything is dull.

sometimes i cannot help but to feel so lonely. lonely. and lonely.

okie. it 's 5 and there no audition for me. it is so fcuking irrating. no offence. but then i am not feeling good now. tat is the costumes i wear in audition. nice? hahhas. it same. but then is nice. i f i can get a picture of my character in audition. i will post it here. hahhas. :D

my nicename is <th3me >. :D

Friday, April 13, 2007, 10:51 PM

due to sinyee request, i decided o post todae. i just finish playing audition. hahhas. it was not bad la. i played 188 lovely for like 5 times and my hand get so weak already. training my hand so tat it will not be slow. hahahs. okie.

todae rained heavily. acc sinyee to do her ic. and LOL. there was not much ppl there. i thought there will be,but then we leave the ICA building in 15 mintues. X= i went to do my ic tat time was so many ppl. hahahahs. i guess it was raining. so not much ppl make a trip down. anyway. on the way to jp. i saw alot ppl run in the rain. i saw a school boy alight from the bus and he ran straight and cross the road. i guess he is wet by the time he reach the other side. the bustop was full and i sort of struck there. okie.

before i went out i saw my last time neoprints and suddenly wanna take neoprint. i drag sinyee and we took NEOPRINTS. hahahs. yeah. and not bad la. we chose the machine like for so loong. zZzZ

and yah. i rmb to add this part. usually ppl hear music from her mp3 onli. have u ever try hearing ur music at the same time and another ear is struck wif another ppl earphone? u should try if u didn't.LOL. cause i tried, and it was super fun. u will hear different music tempo all these. feel and the next minute u will just dizzy. hahahhas. X=

school was okie todae. miss wong give us summary homework and we did filing. :D i love to do filing. hahahs. yL cut my fringe in class on wednesday. i think. hahahs. she seem to cut alot. but then end up everyone sae they didn't notice any change. X= and i was so fussy. i keep telling her. DUN CUT TOO SHORT.
DUN CUT TOO SHORT.

i suddenly LOVE small childrens. both girls and boys. i feel tat they are SUPER DUPER cute. LOL. i cannot hepl but to notice small children in MRT bus. all these.ZZzzZ . saw a sweet and pure couple todae. :D and the feeling is great. okie.

i suddenly feel sad. i realise tat the distance between me and her have drawn so far, we both seems to be 1000 yards away from each other. from a 10000 words per day friend to a 10 word per day friend. i dun get it. i just dun get it. can anyone just tell me how things works. or maybe. we didn't have enough fate to be super best buddies. :(

i miss japan and saki.

Thursday, April 12, 2007, 6:35 PM

hiya :D

it like so long i didn't update. cause i was just too busy playing audition. i am offically level

15 :D yeah. one more level and i will be clubber. i hate chancer. X= no offence . but then y is there chancer in audition. make me lose cause i dunno how to chance. now i consider to learn chancing already. X= i saw a lot ppl who is lvl 15 or 16 is an expert in chance. i will learn. maybe just sumtimes later.

lots of things happened. since i didn't update me blog for so long. and at least i noe at least got one ppl mniss nmy entry. i was refering to sinyee. she told me tat she everyday browse through my blog and it is the same OLD entry. LOL . hahas my brother birhtday and folloewd by sinyee birthday.

my brother birthday cake was from emicake shop. it is a durian cake. super nice. the durian puff is nice too. the puff have lots of durian instead of cream wif is usually sold outside. hahhas. and i was WOW. :D but then the cake is expensive but nice. ahhas. i wanna a DURIAN cake for my birthday too. LOL. which is about 5 months from now.

sinyee birthdya. celebrate wif her on friday -good friday. eat sweensens. and was okie-okie. hahahs. so long never eat already. me and beesuan treat her. hahhas. and then brought sinyee some goodies and mask. LOL. i should sae the chocolates from candy empire is super nice. dun see the packaing and thought it was so common. but it taste totally different from the ones outside. hahas. when beesuan was choseing the chocolatees

i told her:

LOL. y so lame go and buy this kind.

and in the end i was the one saeing super nice and end up eating three of her chocolates. and i should count her as generous. hahahs. :D nice nice. i miss tat candy empire now. i will buy tat one wif the nerd rope sweets together when make a trip down again. X= LOL. and beesuan bring us to the square two a new centre and i saw the drink tat wuzun drank when he act in the recent show. sinyee brought two. LOL. i rmb sumthing.

sinyee: u are not normal

me: y????

sinyee: 98 percent of the girls will like wuzun but then u dun really like.

me: LOL. i like tat dadong. :D

no offence to their fans. :D

school was okie-okie iguess. hhaving syf his few weeks and everyone was busy. my cca stopped already. art club. even though my intention was not to join tat club but then it like already 1 year already. there is still alittle bit of sad when it have stopped for me. thinking back the meetings and all these. even though we did nothin much. but then it was quite enjooyable sometimes. :D not much. have nafa 2.4 run. and i ran twice. cause first time my timing was so. nevermind. and i am left wif the five stations. X=

i just realise tat i have change alot. the drastic change in me make me feel scared also. ohya. i still cannot imagine i have change.

i feel tat i was so :

materialistic.

uneasy.

uncomfortable.

and

nervous.

i dunno why. i was wondering y. i wish i can go back to my childhood time. sumtimes seeing cute little girls in the bus make me think back about the times where i was just like tat. everything was just so pure. so happy. and so comfortable.

i cannot go back to tat time nor i can aviod the reality. i have to move on. there is no turning back road for me. really. no turning back.NO.