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okie. i guess. i should close down my blog for a while. x= my mood is NOT good. and i dun feel like blogging anymore. in fact. i did blog alot of entrys. i posted out. but 5 mintues later i just deleted the post thinking tat it might offended ppl or maybe i dun wish everyone to noe my problems.

i wish i hab better -----------.

i guess. no one will ever noe wat tat. x= tat my purpose of doing it.
okie. till down. i am off. and i not going to blog until i get my mood back?
lastly i hab to sae.
i do love my marcus low.
if ever we are over. i guess i will never hab the faith to start another relationship. x=
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okie.
i suddenly feel sick about sumthng. =D oh. nevermind. i will be out of fuhua secondary school soon. so i shouldn't think much. habing math test on the first day of school really make me more sick. x= i already think of reason for myself already IF i never do well. well. i will pursuade myself saeing tat it is just start of the year. and the day before is hoilday. sick sick sick. i am finally sian-ed by tat audition. and i wanna go back to play maple agan. i going to lvl up- till 61. =D

ohya. my heart was feelin uneasy now. because 5 pm. hmm. nevermind. =D wait till next post then i should sae. broswing at ppl blog who i DUN even noe THEM is an enjoyment. i broswed by linking one to one an then to another one. LOL! =D

it so freaking annoying when u get sared by ppl when u did nothing wrong. juts now meet sinyee. who live farrr away from me.. i hab to take 242 then to boonlay then to jurong east then to chuachukang then to LRT. then finally meet her. =D on the way. i was stared by a girl. LOL. she seems to noe we but anyway. i dun noe her. so i just walked away.

hoilday has just started one week. i hab the fear of hoilday ending SO fast. i dun wananto go back to my celver class where everyone around me seems more superior than me and tat i grew so tired of seeing *her everyday with all her actions she hab done. i am stupid. yes i noe. especially my maths.
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okie. c
lass chalet was okie. is onli tat i am freaking $#^&#%^*# on sumthing*. =D anyway. overall it okie. quite boring la. cause most of the time i was finding stuffs to play wif. but i noe much more ppl now. chong xiang. chiang zhong.peiting. helena. desmond. ESCPECIALLY chong xiang. LOL! teach me how to dance tat para para dance then ride bicycle all these. i SINCERELY thanks him lots. =D i talk a lot more during the chalet. i was eating mochi ice-cream like siao. ALL thanks to dear who start gibing me mochi ice-cream when i was super hot. and when i go chalet i sort of miss dear and i start buying mochi ice-cream. and dear start laughing when i tell him. =x NO PIMPLES growing. LOL! finally. with a combination of medicine and my super pimple cream. lesser pimple breakouts =D hahahs. and i jump down into the pool at 1.30am. LOL. crazy? nuts. not really. because it was so freaking cold and fun. hahahs. i got alittle bit feverish the second night. and BBQ! i never eat alot. i was so gulity after eating choclates tat i drank lots and lotsa water. =x

here it's go. below are sum sincere words i wanna sae. dun get offended if u noe i am talking to u.

1. it not they change. is u are the one tat is too serious.
2. stop being so kapo.
3. ohya. =D DUn ever take away him. i noe him first.
4.so kindly stop.
5.it not because of her. it because of urself. =D

okie. i am too tired. end here. and i hab not touch any of my homework. ohshit. i should start bit by bit now. =Dlooking at the clock.

i suddenly really WISH to meet *sumone sumwhere. god. can u arrange me to meet *sumone at so place. just one look. i just wanna see if *sumone is alright. =D but i will not gib up *sumone . never.
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heya! =D
i am back to updated. i guess. todae was the sweet-est day i never had. it seems tat i hab eaten 1000 sweets! NO. more than 1000 sweets. i will updated wif photos for the next entry. i feel so tired now. seeing u two make me feel so irrated. zzZ i dunno y.

okie. i hab to sae sumthing serious here. sumimes i feel tat i am very SUPER tired. i told a lie. i guess tat a white lie. i found out tat when i wanna to end this lie it is TOO LATE. I hab no choice but to continue the lie. I am feeling more and more guilty. i guess. no one noe about which lie i am talking. all i hab to do now. is continue wif my lie and let my sin to eat up my conscience alive.
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heya! =D
i am back to update. because Auditionsea is down for maintence again. anyway. i hab been seeing sum stupids things during these few days. and i brought cute cute ear studs from online shopping. hahhahas. he ear studsare so cute and nice. that make me unable to resist the tempation and i brought it! i just love ear studs! HAHAHAS.

mr ng is leave us soon. even though he onli teachs us for a few weeks. i still feel a littl bit sad la. i am a HUMAN so i do hab FEELINGS. he is a good teacher who noes how to teach and uses very very simple methods to teach chem.and i think the whole year round. my chem is quite GOOD! he notes are very useful. i wonder who will teach us next year? I DO WISH for a good teacher.

everyone is so busy and i am so free. i dunno wat wrong wif me. anyway. I AM NOT GOING BACK ON THIS SATURDAY which is tat fuhua secondary school open house. o. nevermind. maybe not going back could be a good thing. think the bright side of life.

i do wanna to type a long entry here.because i noe tat once auditionsea is back, i will start playing it and will not wanna to spare the time to blog. so i will write as many things as i can. x=
alot of things do happened hese few days but i JUST cannot recall. ohya. i hab to sae. i dun noe if anyone seen tat entry anot. itype a entry and post it. but after a few hours i regret posting tat entry and so i deleted away from the blog. anyone seen the entry?

anyway. iwent to gib out filers on FUHUA openhouse. and nothing really much happened. OHYA. i rmb saeing to post my results when i get back the report book! so here its goes.

english 62 b4
chinese 75 A1
additional mathematics 65 b3
mathematics 75 A1
Biology 71 A2
Chemistry 72 A2
Physics 76 A1
combined Humanities (S,G) 69 B3

total: 565/800
class position: 30/44
level position: 44/203
L1R4:9
L1R5:12

tats' it. i a not tat satisfied wif my maths. i guess almost all my classmates got a high A1 for maths. humanities was such a pity. one more mark and my L1R5 is 11. =D i will work harder next year for O LEVEL NEXT YEAR!

hmm. movies are coming up! 3 more days to sch and i will not be in school for 1 month. my CCA which does not require to come back to school during hoilday for meetings. so i will not STEP into fuhua seondary school for 1month. NO. is one and a half month. i hab to buy my books for next year by this week. =D i wanna watch materials girls. HEY guys. feel feel to ask me out for anything. i am avilable all days. and i desperately need a job. seriously. i need to pass my time.

hoilday is coming and YEAH! i am going overseas AGAIN! tat is genting. not fun already. being poor. my family went to genting every years since when i am primary 5. so i dun really feel excited anymore. this year i going on 27dec to 30th dec this means tat after enjoying sch will reopen and my nightmare will begain again. =[ i hate it! i going to malaysia on 24 dec to 25. LOL. funny. both dates are so close! but i do enjoy travelling. this year actually going to japan is the best thing god hab gib me. really. i really enjoy myself during the japan trip where there are so many nice ppl i meet there. =D i guess i will rmb it forever!

okie. here it goes. i went to see dr soh. as usual. ihe did the peeling process for me. and seeing my scars lighten alot. he took photo of my face. LOL! if u see my face 2 years later in the advertisment DUN ever tell me! tat the worst picture i taken. wif myy fringe everything up. just my round face wif a pair of eyes. nose and mouth and eyebrown. TOTALLY NOT NICE. my mother onli pay 75 percent of the bill which come upto nearly 100 bucks or sumtimes even exceed 100 bucks the rest i hab to pay for myself. nevermind. i am a girl who likes my face everymuch and willing to pay for the skae of habing nice complexion. sadly i hab to admit. i am sumone like this. =D because of all these medicine and treatment. i think i miss out alot of fun. =D the sec 3 camp. beach outings. and i guess BBQ and chalet all these fun stffs tat i enjoyed is also sumthing i should aviod in future . dr soh told me not to go under the sun. tat it. eveything indoor for me. but then this time i never complain anything about my face. because using his cream all these make me hab lesser pimples break out. so i hab nothing to complain about. saw in walking towards the coffee shop and he did smile to me. no! he was waiting for me to smile at him. and so i smile a little. he smile alittle. i wanan to smile to the nurse too. but they never see me. hahahs. nevermind. LOL. i thought he cannot recongise me. looking at his big eyes make me feel like habing big EYES too! i wish i hab a pair of big eyes!
BUT RMB! Liling cannot be too confident of ur face!

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ohya. i duno any of the content will offend anyone anot. but if there is. i apologise for tat.
okie. i ending here. i spent two and a half hour on this post.

sumtimes i do hate sum ppl around me.