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dear diary,
kies, i got kicked by my sis. sians. xD . freak.

anyway. four more hous and i am going to japan. soon. i dunno y i am not so delighted. keis. end here. sch was kk todae. went to eat seol gadern. brought a BANANA to fiona by cyn. and lastlywe TOOk neoprints. kies. more updates after 9 days.
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kies.

going to japan soon. i still dunno who is my host family. i wanna NOE. i going to chiong my homework tml. really. kies. end here. i going to start busying looking for stuff to japan!

time files so FAST. LOL. it will be thursday soon. i woner will i be able to get to sleep on thursday night. hahhas. xD

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kies. recently i met alot of weird ppl. i dun wanan sae. but i really really relaly met a lot of weird ppl. mdm oen was so KIND tat she treat us pizza hut. not enough though. alot ppl wanan to eat more. but no more left. kies. tat it. i dun feel like blogging suddenly. i went home wif KK todae. LOL. i looooooong time never went home wif him already.

kies. anyway. as the group leader i hab to read speech. i lose. and assyiqin win. she read the english verison one. and so? i read the japan verison one. it like very difficult lo. -_-. nah mind. when i free. i type the speech out. kies. end here.
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here. here. here. look familiar? hahhas

















FUHUA SEONDARY SCH(OL. i purposely SUNDAY go back to sch and take one hor













messy. the ingredients for the cookies

















my brother did this. HOR















before putting the chocolater chip














the egg. cyn did this.













i brought it from the candy empire at suntec.

TAT a special candy shop. really.











treats for those who hab help me in the japan thing. KIES. i sincerely thanks u guys. xD











anyway. it wired tat ml mdm oen going to treat the national weather study project ppl. i dunno wat she thinking. i thought she is. xD NAH MIND. i think should be sort of those buffet one la. then got the FRIED RICE. and THURSDAY. lame lo. needa go up the stage and recived cerficate. so malu. is

POP

Hor. our group is not the winner. so malu. i wish i not coming to sch tat day. i got so irrated by just talking to the person*
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dear diary

time files so fast. i thought i was stil habing common test. but it over. three more days and i am going to japan. xD i got so excited over the TRIP to japan BUT not excited over the present. i grew soo tired over the present tat i just put up a loon face doing it. sian. it good to hab yy to help me out. she helped me alot. and i brought CHOCOLATES for those who help me. but hor. those who help like very very very very very very very very very very very very litttle bit i dun hab gib. sorri hor. tml going to show to vincent and see. i planned like cherwin going to bring papercut. jemerny going to bring the black paper. yansen going to bring the stain glass and syairh going to bring the scarpbook. i wrapped them up and everything is done. left the stain glass tat is spoilt sumwhere. nah mind. tml go and do a little while will do. when i saw mr loh and miss lee. i FEEL like telling them sumthing*. btu in the end i didn't. because i feel tat it like very bad. and tml japan briefing. i am looking forward to it as i wanna see who is my HOST family. and so i not oging to cca practice tml. hahhas. kies. i suddenly feel like eating seoul gardern. and i ask cyn yL and yy to go. we will go on THURSDAY. set already. yeah yeah yeah. i wanna eat SEOUL GARDEN. i loved it. and i miss it.
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dear diary.

i dunno if i offended anyone. but sorrie if i offended u. or maybe i just think too much.

see my face. saw three OUTSTANDING pimples. and i got so sad over tat. pimples can u just go away or MAYBE dun be so outstanding can?

i went to bugis suntec marine square todae. sort of walk till tired. xD i brought things. i will put it in when i am free. maybe tml?
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dear diary.

SUNDAY go BAKE cookie. CAN?

anyway. all left the scrapbook to be done la. and i wanna thanks kenneth for helping me to print. i sended 3 more photo to him. OH ya. i forget to send the school one too. later i going to send la. japan meeting todae was ok-ok. DAIJOBU. hahhas should be like tat . and i must rmb. o kudasai. IMPORTANT. kies.

when i reach home. i wanna see doctor soh. but however i realise tat it 5 and he closing. x(.MY PIMPLES. so sad. i going to japan briefing on tues and decided not to go to cca. xD needa train on speech already. i will be trembling when i start saeing it infront of the people. x(

i passed my a math class test. i got 13/20. LOL. i am satisfied wif my marks even thoguh alot ppl get A1 or A2. KIES. i was so worried and panic. and me and kk was like. SHIT. will it be me? mr chia read out all the failures. and he sae he gonna do it the next time again. x( then if i fail my register number

39

will be heard. xD

, 5:25 PM

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the fireworks. xD LOT of designs.



















i blowing my DURIAN CAKE at home.















IN the dark












BEfORE LIGHTING UP.















the night view along singapore river.
















LOL. so many ppl when to see the fireworks















ANOTHER one













COLOURFUL. LOL. i like this most











REMINDED me of sumthing. u noe wat?



















GREEN GREEN GREEN



































eat subway.
















i brought from suntec. LOOK at at WONKA bar.
















DESMOND star on the FAN. hahhas. fiona threw it up. xD

Thursday, August 24, 2006, 9:04 PM

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dear idayr.

i got so stress. and i rub my skin. 3 pimples pop out at one time. x( anyway.

i added two marks to my bio 37/50 now.
and
three marks to my elective geograpghy 32/50.

anyway. i am so fed up wif the stain glass. anyway. i managed to ask ppl to help me finish my stain glass and paper cut todae. xD

tml hab japan briefing again. the last briefing. hab to reach airport at 3 instead of 4 AM

Tuesday, August 22, 2006, 9:20 PM

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dear diary.

kies. i got so busy nowadyas. i wanna BAKE COOKIES. but it like no time from next week onwards lo. i dunno wat to do now. i really really really wanna to bake cookies. i got piseed off when i see ppl not putting in effort. yan sen was good. i thought he will not come todae since he got NCC. and NCC cancelled in the end. and he AUTO come. LOL. hahhas. he brought along a penknife tat is specially use for paper cut. i never told him where the meeting place and he found out himself. tat the spirit i am looking for. not like . xD nah mind. anyway my group is called the HAPPY HOUSE. hahhas. xD LOL. i got so stress though. being a group leader is not fun at all. and i mixed up my sub leader. it assyiqin and i thought is syairh. SORRIE ASSYIQIN. and i keep telling mr loh and miss lee is syairh. malu. and i msg mr loh. i spelled his name as LOW. xD god. malu. xD yansen and jermeny is really really really really really good. hahahs. and i wanna thanks kk yy curry (sorrie i dunno how to spell ur EXACT name) and yenyee.

kk help me wif my speech and papercut
yy help me wif MOST of the papercut and colour scheme.
curry help me wif the "stain glass"
and lastly.
yenyee help me wif my papercut.

i wanna thanks ben also. cause he gibing me his construstion paper tat she used for paper cutting last year.
kenneth too. gib me his grey paper. and japan currency already.

i looking for grey construction paper and i cannot find it. x( anyone got grey construction paper? coloured paper also can.

hey thanks guys. stain glass is cleared todae. left the papercut and the umbrella. jermemy put lots of effort in it. hahahs. buit however umbrella is the one needa rush. xD

i got back all my marks. to me. it okay already. i am satisfied wif my marks. maybe it is LOW marks to sum of u la.

english - 14/ 25 ( i got 4/5 for VOCAB lo)
e math- 33/50
a math- 29/50 ( i FINALLY passed )
chinese- 40/50
biology- 35/50
physic-32. 5/50 ( i am NOT the last one. )
chemistry- 33.5/ 50
geograpghy- 29/ 50

as u see. it so-so la. the marks. i run 2.4 running and i got 15mintues 25 sec. LOL. my stamina is worse. i got 14 plus last year. x(. nah mind. i dunno if i wanna PE tml.

Monday, August 21, 2006, 9:33 PM

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dear diary.

hey. i am sorrie to jermey cherwin and lastly yansen. i sort of lost my temper because they didn't come punctual for the meeting. sorrie. and lastly.

jermey is really really really really really really really really really really really really a nice person. hahahs. let the past be the pass ya? thanks jermey.

kies. jay cd will be out on 9/8 LOL. rmb. i will chiong and buy one. i dun care. hahhas. time really pass very very fast. it like. see ar. it already 21. 9 more days and i am setting off to japan. i complained to mr low about being the leader. x( mr low is a great teacher too. i like him. hahahs.

thanks yy for helping me to do papercut. the papercut seems like its her work. xD


i am getting nervous over tml 2.4 km run. xD i wish it is over already. xD

Sunday, August 20, 2006, 5:05 PM

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dear diary.

kies. everyone went to beach. except me. i been thinking like siao. and i am so stress now. sumtimes. i really really really really really really really really wanna to tell mr low tat i dun wanna to be the leader. but i feel tat tat is an irresponsible act. because i dun wanna. then the responsibility is push to other ppl. and i got so fed up by sumone. it like. since we are doing it. we should do the best lo. not to like. nah mind. i dun wanna to offend ppl. i just got so fed up over him* xD and i really dun wanna to. i am sorrie dear. because of of this japan thing. i cannot go on date wif mL. x( how i wish i can ask ML to walk the whole singapore to take photo. he offered. but i sae i doing wif my group member. god save me. and i am worrying if the project can be done by end of this week. xD

Saturday, August 19, 2006, 6:04 PM

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dear diary.

kies. i dunno i going beach tml anot. my face is GETTING worst. i did nothing. but sumhow my face is like dunno sensitive to wat thing. skin keep peeling off. itchy skin. xD i going comfirm it by tonight.

hmm. todae. i stay at home do the papercut design. hmm. to me. the design is so so la. but i dn really noe lei. it really very troublesome. i needa do alot of thing. and i am worried tat the things cannot be dfone by next week. god bless me. i contact miss hoe and everyone. nah mind. monday monday monday.

i wish tat they can go 3c do.

i am worring about my e math paper. even though is is OVER.

Friday, August 18, 2006, 6:35 PM

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dear diary.

kies. ct is FINALLY over. phew. i got so tired and stress up over this ct period. my a math FINALLY PASS. i got 29/50 kies. average marks in our class. hmm. xD i saw MR KOH on the way home. hahahs. he is transferred to RI to teach. i suddenly miss him now. mr koh pls come back. xD nothing much todae. i held the first group meeting and was like wired. nah mind. i dun hab confident in speaking english. i will continue to study hard and not to be so leng leng. cause last term after mid year i too leng leng resulting all my pop quiz to fail. x( so i will CONCENTRATE concentrate. japan thingy. gonna rush.

and yeah. me and yy took the wrong side of the train. this result in meeting up wif mr koh. yy sae mr koh mr koh. i still looking and finding him. xD LOL. think back. really la. alway take train either is friend tell me or mL will pull me to the correct side.

i love mL.

todae. i finally realise tat i dun really dun like mr chia. is scared of him. do emath he suddenly walk in. and i start to feel hot in my face. i think my face turn red at tat time. not onli tat. my heartbeat increase. and after tat i ask yy. yy told me tat. it becasue his standard is too high. i cannot catch up wif him. and so i got scared of him. bio lesson i keep thinking. and it true. i keep feeling math. tat the reason. x( e math todae. i dunno. i dunno if i will fail.


mr koh. pls come back. xD

Tuesday, August 15, 2006, 5:36 PM

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dear diary.
kies. this will be a short one. cause i going to continue study geograpghy. KIES. i can tell u tat i am IN LOVE wif maple. i got the addicted to it. xD doing quest and allt hese nowadays. never train. i study chapter 5 and 6 already. then i come here one. later gping to study again. xD for chapter 4. xD. i hab to force myself to do it. keis. hmm. i just wanan to sae. i just got so

PISSED OFF

by two person todae.

Monday, August 14, 2006, 9:17 PM

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dear diary.

kies. i got so stress up now. tml is BIOLOGY. god bless.
nothing much todae. hmm. i am chatting wif ben now. blallalals. i went to kajiao him and he kindly chat wif me. xD hahahs. thanks ben.thanks kk. hahahs LOL.
as i sae. tat time i went to fireworks. i think is sat. not bad la. still kk la. went to the candy shop and saw WONKA BAR. i got attracted to it. LOL. it the same packaging as the movie. hahahs. sum pictures for now. will update more soon. hahhas



























blogger cannot post anymore pic. i wonder y. xD nah mind. tat for now.

Saturday, August 12, 2006, 5:16 PM

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dear diary.

kies. i rushing to watch fireworks at dunno where already. zZzzzZ.

bye

Friday, August 11, 2006, 9:32 PM

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dear diary.

kies. thanks to the person who help me find back my e math book and kenneth for helping me to arrange my books. i noe i am a messy person. and yes. i definitely do. todae. i did sumthing stupid. after the japan briefing. when i was walking out of the school and pass the GO i ACUTALLY wave to mrs yip and sae bye to her. LOL. i think back i was like wat am i thinking at tat time. she just gib me a face todae.maybe i dun really dislike her tat much. japan briefing i thought was 3 and it was 2. miss lee lihong called me at 2.30 and it was math lesson. and my phone ring la. i forget to turn slient. and mr chia was like act as he hear nothing can continue teaching. mr chia is always so good in ignoring things. xD nah mind. and everyone in the class was like hor hor. my face nearly went red. there go the ringtone jian jian dan dan. i thought it was not my phone at first. then it sound famailar and i realise it MINE. and i was finding my phone. i cannot find it. so in the end i took a long time to reject miss leelihong phone call. x( . a math paper. i am WORRYING. really. god bless me. pls let me pass my amath. tat the most i can do. if my a math fail again. i will be dead. really. dead in a way tat my life. if it fail this time. it will seriously affect my moods and all tat. thinking back. i am really really really really really really sc ared now. i dare not check alot of answers from my friends fearing tat their will be diferent from mine and the fact tat i got the question wrong all this. i lost 9 marks already. x( the earliest i can get back my a math paper is on the next next monday. so long. i lvl up in ms already. and i am OFFICALLY lvl 60 cleric mage. kies. i pass my chem and it was close. i saw pam gibing out. i saw her serious face. i thought i fail. but she sae u pass and gib me a bright big smile. japan briefing was not bad. thanks to jermeny. hahahs. should spell correctly. he was so LIVELY and made my group live-ier. hahhahas. i dun really feel liek going japan anymore because there is so many restrictions then i thought. no handphones blalalals. and the list go on and on. i digging into my long pants. i onli found one. i wanan buy jeans BUT i dun dare to buy. because i scared they didn't hab my size. x(

Thursday, August 10, 2006, 9:25 PM

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dear diary.

my com broke down for the past two days. it cannot connected. and it can after repair by my relative. - zhiwei. LOL. thanks.
kies. tml will be my a math test. tat it. god bless me.
i really really really really really really really really really really really really need to pass it tml.
pls.

Monday, August 07, 2006, 5:44 PM

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dear diary.

kies. i dunno y i came home so late. nah mind. xD hab chem test todae. either i pass by a little or fail by a little. xD nah mind. get back my physic geography emath test. LOL. i am happy. because my e math got 21. even though alot of ppl got higher than me. i am still happy already. KIES. and then went to buy rubber bands. a math is on friday and i am getting nervous now x( i taking IC photo later. SHIT. i suddenly realise tat my forehead the pimple is so BIG. xD bs told me tat my side pimples are worse-ing. xD i onli realise tat i grow two more pimples. but. xD *sigh*.

i missing mL RIGHT now.

Sunday, August 06, 2006, 4:24 PM

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dear diary.

zZzZ. i dunno chem. i DUN UNDERSTAND. i duno how i gonna sit for the chem test tml. zZz GOD bless me.


kies. hmm. sumtimes is NOT tat i finding pressure. is PRESSURE come and find me. tat it. i habing enough of pressure already. not going to pe tml becasue my face is red and pain now. next week there will be lots of hoilday. YAH. my ic. i hab not take my ic phtot yet. because i dunno ho wi going to shot. my fringe needa put behind. zZzZ tuesday going to do ic. friday a math paper. i going to maple now. to kill monsters. i iwsh tat i can kill reality too.

Saturday, August 05, 2006, 5:01 PM

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dear diary.

kies. i am really getting more and more tired. really. even though i didn't show much in front of my classmates. i show much in front of mL and jasmine. xD i am really getting more and more stress up when i thinking more and more already. my pimples growing more and more too. i going to concentrate on my studies. i make sure i die die also pass my a math 25 will do and not to get last in physic since i hab already been last for the last two term. LOL. i will leave everything about japan thing behind. mr low pressure mrs yip pressure mayor gift sch gift commumity of host gift and the list on go. all i wanan to think now is how to study. maybe i am a nerd. and i do admit.

pls dun get offended.

Friday, August 04, 2006, 4:25 PM

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DEAR DIARY.

i come and update. it really bad. i got scolded by mrs yip. and i kind of shock. cause. the last last last time i got scolded by teacher is by my sec one miss alice lee. which i found tat her SCOLDING was reasonable. but MRS YIP. LOL. freak. i just lost one piece of edsave form and u start scolding me. LOL. i noe tat it is my fault tat i lost it but i dun think u should scold me to tat standard. miss lee li hong was GREAT. she NEVER scold me. even though i told her about tat . yip was worst. i really do hope tat i didn't noe yip was such a teacher. i got an bad impression of her now. xD a very very very very bad one. take this entry to be an unreasonable one. because i noe tat sum may think i deserve it. but i do agree.

tat all for todae. thinking of yip. i got so irrated.

Thursday, August 03, 2006, 4:47 PM

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DEAR DIARY.

hmm. i am getting busier and busier. xD .but i still will try to blog. LOL. there so much preparation for japan trip. and i will be try to be more enthu. cause. seeing other groups leaders so enthu and making their group so ACTIVE. i ALSO wanna make my group more active and noisy too. in charge of the formal gifts. and i hab no idea wat to do and where to start. and actually. i dunno wat our group is doing la. it was my fault tat i didn't really listen attentive-ly enough. cause when the teacher told me i just keep on nodding head. nod nod nod. then i ask yL WHAT ARE WE DOING. she sae dunno. xD hahhas. so me and yL was just onli nodding heads. and i will try to do my best in everything. xD really. i wanna type lots of things here. but i dun dare. because i am afraid tat i will offend ppl. god bless me.

you are really so bias. i sumtimes really dislike you.

DUN mistood that it is refer to u when it is NOT.

Wednesday, August 02, 2006, 7:28 PM

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dear diary. hey. thanks. to everyone who put in effort todae. i got my birthday present already. tat - an UNFORGETABLE day.

if i miss anyone out. tell me.

thank to.
Baolong
Benjamin
chiang zhong
chong wai
cynthnia
fiona
kenneth
kok keong
peiting
wenbin
yiling
yongmeng
yueyin
yenyee
zhong sheng
doreen
hooi kim
boonsiong
beesuan
pamela

and HAPPY BIRTHDAY WENBIN.
AND

happy birthday to Liling.