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dear diary. i am just to fed up wif myslef. making such careless mistake. i going to fail my POP quiz again. zZzz. and should be the onli one failing. and i predict my mark to be 3/10. x( i counted and since from the beginign of test. i been failing. three already. zzZzZ. i dunno y. maybe too stress. since i go this class. i start to hab the fear to be the last in class or the fear tat i am the onli one fail. cause the first thing i thought of everything is this two question. i think. i just cannot cope wif this stress yet. and everyone around me seems so fake. and i think i am fake too. xD i am going to maple now and hope to maple away all my stress. x(
hab PFT todae. at least i pass. i didn't really see much on how many a b c or d i got. hmm. i recall my standing board jump- 161 sit up- 49 incline pull up- 12 sirt and reach- 138 shuttle run- 11.8 tat it. i am counted as 14 year old. xD hahhas. so my standard is lower. anyway. i dunno i will get silver. but for sure. i noe i wil PASS. xD~ i dun feel like going to sch tml to take my emath paper. even though it just a quiz. BUT. i got so afriad sumhow. xD this week i will be busy. wed and friday needa go learn japan thingy. x( ahya. i wonder can i handle it anot. and the other days are left for mL. ~ xD
Sunday, July 30, 2006, 3:54 PM
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dear diary. i finally realise tat iam broke. kie.s DUN ask me to buy anymore stuff. i am going to savesavesave the next week. the next next week. and the next next next week. i wanna buy
SHE album which is out
Wilber album which is out. i wanan go his signature session.
and lastly. jay cd which is out on 1/9/3006.
due to the lack of money. i didn't buy jay last album. so
THIS
album i die die will buy one. cause i am a jay fan. xD i gonna use my OWN money to buy. really jasmine. xD
so i decided to go home striaght after lesson. xD no choicr. todae . i went to see dr soh. and it was a unpleasant one. xD i dun wnana mention. too unpleasant till i wanna forget it. xD kies. tat the end. looks like i typing lesser and lesser already. i am stress. because i dun wanna fail my e math paper next week.pls god. save me. xD
Saturday, July 29, 2006, 4:50 PM
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LOL. i came and post. yesterday went to watch movie.Pirates of the Caribbean: Dead Man's Chest wif yL cyn and fiona. LOL. and was nice. i dunno the tickets for friday after 5 is 9.50 dollars. LOL. if i noe. we should go watch on sunday. it the same price then. and i got the movie feeling again. u noe y i love watching movie? cause it make me forget about everything. every movie i watch will make me forget about troubles outside the cinema. LOL. xD when i come out of the cinema. i found out tat i getting oily skin back. OMG. i touch my face now and it oily again. x(. back to those days. afterall it a nice show. anyway. more and more ppl start noeing about mL thingy. LOL. and i realise tat sum unexpected ppl are reading BLOG. xD yah. iwillpost mL pic when i feel tat it the right time to do so. and i CAN comfirm tat bs reading my blog. bs. xD i noe u are reading yes u do.
, 10:50 AM
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dear diary. nowadays. i am busying changing my blogskin. kies. i suddenly realise tat i hab too much picture. so i gonna paste sum onli. xD
me and mich. xD [above]
me and jq [below]
LOL. seems like i really onli hab one pose. -_-.
taken on monday. went we went to the art exhibition. i cannot load two more pic in yet. x(
Thursday, July 27, 2006, 4:21 PM
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dear diary. i got so sickening suddenly. and wish to get out of fuhua secondary school now. xD tat the post for todae. xD kok koeng changed place. sumwhere behind already. xD
Wednesday, July 26, 2006, 4:59 PM
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i cannot upload the photo. GOD. pls let me suceeful in updateing. i dunno how to do amath. x(. xD
me zhi xiang my sis and my brother.
a fountain. it REALLY NICE.
a road sign in malaysia. IT IN MALAY.
my sis. xD
me and my sis. look alike?
my bro took it. i didn't noe. HE Told me later. i was telling to took a photo on my camera.
the BUS. my mother face. xD
the trolley. IT difficult to find one in singapore.
the SEESAW. wired. it just a THICK rope.
the ROPES supporting the seesaw.
me and zhixiang. WE LOOK sooooooooo alike. xD the eyes. the nose. and little of the mouth
star STAR STAR
brought back from meleka to gib to FRIENDS. ten in total
the wired thing.
me and miss foong. i guess this is the last time i see her. x(
brought from malaysia. those biscults.
i hab more pic to load. maybe next entry. too tired now. i changed sitting arrangment. and THE WHOLE ROW ARE guys. xD so sway. desmond sititng beside me from tml onwards. i wonder how will it be like. xD and yL change to sit wif ym and yenyee. xD LO. kok koeng went to sit in front. i will miss his voice. x(
I STILL DUNNO HOW TO SAE THE WORD
A-U-T-H-O-R.
Tuesday, July 25, 2006, 6:08 PM
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dear diary. it been so loong i update. keis. it because i am busy. i am now habing diffuiculty in handling my studies already. xD my chem failed. 9.5/30. i t expected. and my physic got 17.5/30. xD nah mind. i am seriously habing problem juggling my studies. and it is like i DUNNO how to help myself. x( . everything seem to get mess up ESPECIALLY IN MY STUDEIS. or maybe it is blame tat i didnot put in much effort and study harder. x( i am finally lvl 59 and one more lvl to go. i wearing new clothes earring shoes glove cape and EVERYHTING. and des gibing hino fan. hahahs. kies.
guys. i dunno how to sae the work A-U-T-H-O-R. can sumone teach me PATIENTLY. i got the metre CORRECT. and i really
LOVE
miss wong. even thoguh she pick on me. BUT . she got good intention. she is willing to teach me as LONG as she see me willing to learn. and i got drawn by miss wong 4 dots on my hand todae. cause i dunno how to sae the words. and i am HAPPY to hab such a teacher. tml is changing sitting arrangment. GOD. dun let me sit infront. i wanna sit at the back. i going to *(%#^&*^%*$&^%(# when i sit in front. hope i DUN sit in the front. it make me so uneasy.
went to restock and was like. KK la. xD tat BS. dun pass me the slip of paper. hahahs. nah mind LA. even he pass me i aslo dun dare to take. xD mLmLmL. ~ hahhas. xD
as i sae. i went to malaysia. pictures can tell sumone sumthing. so i posting LOTS of picture here. xD. the malaysia trip was quite enjoyable. i wish i cna stay overnight at maleka one day. x( i post next entry. cause i dun hab much time left now. hahahs. ~ NEXT ENTRY. really.
Saturday, July 22, 2006, 10:36 PM
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dear diary.
LOL. i todae realise tat she is the one. nah mind. xD if u guys dun understand leave it la. xD cause i bet onli mL and cyn noe. xD pls hab some limits. if i really tell u. i will tell u. xD if i dun wanna u to noe. i will nto sae anything. FULLSTOP.
going to malaysia tml. and waking up as usual 5.30. LOL. i wanna sleep already. xD
Friday, July 21, 2006, 7:52 PM
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dear diary.
my e math. shit. i gonna fail. 100 percent. hope tat i am NOT the onli one failing. it is like. i struck at question 4 and 5. and i totally dunno how to do. yL was beside me rushing the work and i am not rushing. because i dunno wat to write. i use the wrong cone formula or i will get marks. xD dun feel like laughing now. cause. this is the first time i feel tat my emath going to a SINGLE digit. usually is my a maths. but it was the e math now. and typing finish whole chunk. i feel tat i hab no mood already. i am mentally prepared or i will BREAK down. monday is not going to take back e math paper because kenneth hab not taken it yet. xD and todae i found out tat cyn was aout me. no. i should sae opposite of me. xD and i realise tat kk working at bubble tea shop. suddenly feel like working at bubble tea shop again cause i noe i HAVE NOT forget how to make different bubble tea. u can test me. i can get 95 percent of it right. xD my eyes dun get much better. no. my eyes got a little better. xD i am really worrying about my emath now, even though it over. x( even though ppl around me will start saeing they will fail lbalallals. butin the end they will not fail. no offence. but it true. in the end i am the one failing. xD
Thursday, July 20, 2006, 6:37 PM
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dear diary.
i went back to take test. i tookthe chinese test first. after tat went to take a math test.i was taking test in 5a wif miss soh. and i dunno. got one question. i think is question 2. i liquid away those sets then i realise tat it is NEEDED to write down. and i was like. *zi* . then miss soh look at me. malu. xD and she just smile at me la. i wonder how miss soh noe tat i am the one not taking a math exam. cause when i go to staffroom and ask her where chia went. she just ask me to take a test in an empty class which is 5a. and i hab 40 mintues to do. first time did a test in the classroom wif miss soh sitting on the teacher table and me sitting on one of the table. hahhas. think back. it was quite great. hahhas. i keep calling miss soh miss soo. xD
, 10:05 AM
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dear diary.
kies. nowadays. i am busy. tat y. i didn't blog for two days. and now. i am at HOME. cause. i didn;t go to sch todae. i hab eye infection. doctior gib me one day mc. so i decided to stay at home. and maybe going to sch late.? i dun wnana miss test. especially my a maths. and it like i am at home. and my eyes are still pian. dr soh
LOVE
to gib mc. everything i go consult him. he will gib me mc.
i just brought them. xD
Monday, July 17, 2006, 5:46 PM
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dear diary.
hey guys. i seriously NOT going to sae or shot anything about him already. and i sae a BIG SORRIE and apologise for anything or any words or anything i shoted him or any actions i did tat. xD IT ALL MY FAULT kies? *kenneth and bs u SHOULD noe who he is. xD it obvious to u guys. i will try to LOVE him.
TODAE IS MY CHINESE BIRTHDAY. LOL. hahhahas
it was great. we went to snatch a little boy bucket and the dunno wat spoon? and the boys seem like going crying. he went to call his mother. and mL and me expected to be scolded by his mother. BUT his mother just laugh and walk away. and boy look at us as he dun dare to walk tat far outside. east coast area c. at the very end of it. there a hmm. area that hab small fishes and all tat.me and mL was like catching the small fish. LOL. we hab a really great time there. wore a cap HOR. due to my face. but in the end my face still got red andpimples grew. xDhahahhas. mL and me are navie ppl. before we went there we went to start saeing how we going to plan and wat we hab imgaine the day is like. and we sort of combine both of our ideas and do. it was indeed a sweeeeeeet sweet day. i dunno two ppl goign to the beach is fun. LOL. got once again sat on the bicycle and woot. xD got a ride. LOL. the breeze was GOOD. after went to eat. xD brought ice -cream indeed of my dream candyfloss. xD hahaha. xD .
todae i went to pe. and i enjoy captain ball LOTS. we should try to catch the ball not to expect ball to pass to u just like tat. xD and nothing much for todae. and YY and PT went to yellow to get ur earholes done. LOL. yy ear get RED after tat. i went to buy new earrings since when i reach sch and it was like bs sae. SURE get caught. make me at parade square so uneasy. xD i dunno the new earrings will get caught anot.
and todae. i was like sae the pervertic one the bus. GOOD tat i didn't take the usaul bus or i will meet tat pervertic guy again. i was like i got so disgusted upon seeing him. from the opp bustp i saw him i already got so disgusted already. made me need to take the next slot. and i am afriad tat he saw me todae at the opp bustop and decided to take the next slot of bus tml. zZzZ. i took the slot and i reach school at 7. LOL. if i miss tat bus. i will be dead. i will be late for sch.but i will still continue to take tat bus. xD cause i dun wanna see the guy. wish me good luck for the future and NOT to miss tat bus. xD
i went to take my passport size photo todae. not so nice. there room for improvement. hahahhas. CAUSE my shoulders there are unbalance. xD and the pimples are not so obvious. saw onli three. the most obvious three. xD i printed 4. so if i gib three . i left one. i going to take another again when i going make my IC
Sunday, July 16, 2006, 12:01 AM
| IT gonna 12. and i am rushing my homework. LOL. cause i going out tml. so. i doing geograpghy now. and i writing the word farmer so many times. LOL. make me think about bs already. and i start laughing at stupid-est things he had done in the class and how i do stupid-est things wif him and i start laughing in front of the computer also. xD LOL. funny. damn funny. it may be good to hab bs sitting by my side. even though he sumtimes sae SHUT UP LA. U ARE TOO NOISY. LOL. i bet i will miss this phrase if i never sit beside him. hhahas. and i hab more homework to do. xD
Saturday, July 15, 2006, 6:20 PM
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dear diary.
kies. here it goes. for todae entry. i went to cut hair. and my hair now was liek super short. i dunno about my fringe yet. cause i hab not see yet. and i am TOTALLY confident about my fringe even though sumone keep saeing it unbalance. kies. but i am not confiednt on my fringe now. since it been cut and short. x(
for the japan trip. it so unfair. and i dun wnana type out here. cause it may offend ppl . my dad sae i can go. at most my mother pay half. i pay half. but the thing is. i dun really wanan spend so much of their money. i neo they meant well. and unexpectedly. THEY encourage me to go. i msg miss lee tat i am not going to japan trip. but sumhow i think they cannot afford. cause if they really can afford y not send to japan trip last year. cause it like last year i ask and rejected. xD i am thinking over it and i dunno.
sorrie mL. i realise tat. since like term starts i sort of neglect u. i spend much more time on studys and my school mates. sumtimes when u call me out. i rejected due to too tired. u didn't sae anything but just accepted. i am so guilty over it. and i am sorrie about tat. since jasmine broguht up this topic then i realise. i am sorrie for my careless-ness. it like. who not tired after one day of sch. u are tired after all those lectures and those loong loong reports u needa handed in + u even not hab time to play ur favourite game. BUT u still care to ask me out and i am just too shelfish to reject gibing wat stupid reasons like i am tired and too much homework to do. and u tolerate all this stupid and lame excuses. sorri mL. after thinking through. i found tat i should not stay at home and do my homework which i earlier on intended to. tml. it my turn to DATE ml out. maybe go escape themepark. just like any other normal couples and spend a great day there. i will not on my phones tml. xD it a promise. eating those candy floss. all those. making up a sweet day.
Friday, July 14, 2006, 4:25 PM
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dear diary.
kies. seriously speaking. i am not so bad and evil to laugh ok. tat one is because i thought is a joke. i really thought tat way. zZzZ and i got so guilty not helping out in the folding of hearts. and LOL. and todae i was too busy understand the topic. and one more sch day for him to go. he not coming on tuesday. and god bless him. xD
and i hab PIMPLES ON MY CHEEK NOW. god. three red pimples. and i cannot wait to take them away. y i hab p[imples. i never eat any heaty stuff. LOL. Y. and japan trip. i maybe not going. my dad hab not made the decision. but i think. i not going la. so expensive. and my dad woudn't wanan afford. i just exceed 35.90 and there goes the opportuniy funds. .x( nah mind. i wnder beesuan going anot. xD i shall ask her another day. xD i gonna reply her tml. and mostly likely is cannot de la. and yL. sorrie. xD and i saw the opportunity fund there. i saw teacher's comment. i saw mr ng BH comment. LOL. i forget wat he writes. but sumthing like active blalalals. LOl. funny. i think he dun even noe who am i. and he go write comments on me. wired. zZzZz. but at least a good comment.
kies. ihate my pimples. i looking in the mirror and i got so scared. x( .
i dun hate mr chia tat much.
Thursday, July 13, 2006, 10:00 PM
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sumhow. i dun really think i dislike mr chia tat much. because after hearing cyn sae about his serious condition. i suddenly feel sad and kind of spoilt my mood. xD so. i think. i prefer mr chia to come back and god bless him. he is a good teacher and will be safe. i will pray for him. yes . i will do. definitely.maybe it because everyday see him for the last half year.
hey. mr chia. i wanna see u for the next half year. i hab not past my major a math test for u to see.
, 5:47 PM
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dear diary.
guys. BL present. i derserve it myself. xD ahya. i dun feel like saeing. when to buy voodoo dolls. FINALLY lo. hahhas. i brought the luck charm one. kies. end here. ~
Wednesday, July 12, 2006, 5:52 PM
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dear diary.
kies. KK. I AM FED up. hahahs. WORLD cup okay. and i corrected not will cup. HAPPY.? LOL. i learning cheers and dance all this. and i just cannot get the rythm right. but thanks to yy. she was paitent in teaching me. so. in the end. i got it kind of right. learn dance and all this. todae PE looks fun. iw anna pe. i forget to bring pe. PE . no sun and no heat. it real good. xD after school went o buy bL and hmm. fiona present. bL present onli brought half. the weather is HOT. and it not fair. GOD. can u gib me sum more time to hab my clear skin. it like 1 week and i saw black heads agian. AND pimples pop out even when i DUN or NEVER eat anything heaty. i been eating porridge and i got one red PIMPLES pop out. it pain when i press it. how can like tat one. PIMPLES. get out pls. i am so satisfied wif my forehead and nose. LOL. my side. i going wait till the red patches fade. FADE PLS. i GONNA complain when i see the doctor next time. tat wat i USUALLY do. and sae about my face red red. zZzZ he sure gonna extend my PE excuse. hahhas. once i sae about sumthing. he will do sumthing to it. xD i wanan my HAPPY days pls. and i hab not taken ONE single neoprint since march. i PLEDGE to take neoprints when my pimples recovered. and my red patches on my side fade a little. yy went to cut hair just now. i ask her to mine and cyn USUAL spot and cut hair. OH great. she may be considering to rebond her FRINGE onli. she will BEcome prett-ier. i hate strong heat. x(
Tuesday, July 11, 2006, 5:39 PM
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dear diary.
i feel like vomiting the whole day. i dunno y. since i eat my porridge in the morning. and was very feeling unwell. i DIDN't get enough sleep. and morning. i was toking to liqing i think. then i like kind of sian sian. sorri. is i am too tired. lie on my BELOVED table once i reached school. xD i trained 10 percent onli. GOD.if i carry on like this. i need 10 days to lvl up. tat too slow. i going to SPEED up. todae NO asthetics and i went home. hahas. MISS wong was so GOOD. she let us off early. and yah. my classroom change to 5a . 3d change wif 5b 3c change wif 5a. -_- kind of not adpated yet. x( we going to open up the trouble bottle SOON. hhahas. and i learn the hungry cher and cyn learn the remix. i learn the remix soon? hhahas. and yes dear.believe wat i hab sae to u. xD
Monday, July 10, 2006, 5:21 PM
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dear diary. todae. was nothing much. LOL. itlay won. xD i expected france to won. and SO many think france would won. who noes. Itlay won. 5-3 . lose by two goal. LOL. the score shot so high. usually world cup score is like. 2-1 1-2 or maybe 2-3 . i am so tired. first time got so little sleep. and my pimples look worst. xD i thought no one will see. BUT. kk came and told me. LOL. -_- . xD
Sunday, July 09, 2006, 6:40 PM
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o yeah. tonight is world cup finals. i going to WATCH. SURE and a must. four years one time. the next time will cup will be when i am 19. xD hab to wait so looong. so tonight is a must. i going to wake up and watch tonight. i dunno i will sleep at lesson tml. xD. i hab lvl. but i still cannot find me CLOTHES. xD
, 6:40 PM
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o yeah. tonight is world cup finals. i going to WATCH. SURE and a must. four years one time. the next time will cup will be when i am 19. xD hab to wait so looong. so tonight is a must. i going to wake up and watch tonight. i dunno i will sleep at lesson tml. xD. i hab lvl. but i still cannot find me CLOTHES. xD
, 4:34 PM
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dear diary. kies. guys. i noe wat i going sae already .
dun judge a pimple by its LOOKS. LOL. i hab one pimple i think under my lips like tat. i squezze it. and the pus came out. i dun hab touch tit anymore and left it to dry. few days later. it dry up. there a layer of dry blood and the pimples look so normal. and wired. the pimple is pain when i press it. by right . i shouldnot feel any pain. being curious. i went to peel off the layer of dry blood. squeeze it. and there come lots of pus and blood. i need to hold my tissue there for like sooooo long until there no blood coming out.
i got very worried about my pimples since i stop eating the medicine. zZzZ . i wonder will the antibodies works. PLS. god. work.
my old medicine. which save my pimple face. xD
ten food tat i MUST not take. 1. curry noodles. 2. laska 3. chocolates. 4. nuts. 5. chocolate chip cookies. 6. tibits. 7. noodles with HOTchilli added 8. peanuts butter 9. prawn cracker. 10. hot chocolate/ milo/ holicks.
my maple character ios going lvl up soon. and i will be turning 58. BUT. i cannot find a ncie lvl 58 clothes. x( i LOOK at all the free market stuffs and i still cannot find. x(
my house got FOUR handphones. hahhas fifth is coming soon. xD
FOUCS on the earphone. i put the black thing on. since kenneth keep saeing. blalals.
my CLEAN pouch. tat wat cw sae. xD
the spoilt E700
Saturday, July 08, 2006, 5:42 PM
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kies. i hab really nothing to talk about. hahhas. end here for this entry. yah. i am SO excited. jason just msg and sae . it FULL. the bottle is full. open next week? . hahhas. and i will noe MORE secerts. hahahs.
ANYONE wanna songs. u just kindly msg me in MSN. i am happy to send it to u . HOR. right? xD hhahas
, 4:23 PM
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dear diary.
i make sure i let u guys see. so i will hab to put it this way. GUYS. if u guys hate long paragraph and all those words cramp together. then LEAVE it then dun read my blog. i will not accept this idea of putting like tat. cause i prefer the other way round ty.
, 4:23 PM
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dear diary.
i make sure i let u guys see. so i will hab to put it this way. GUYS. if u guys hate long paragraph and all those words cramp together. then LEAVE it then dun read my blog. i will not accept this idea of putting like tat. cause i prefer the other way round ty.
Friday, July 07, 2006, 11:08 AM
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I AM so tired now. hahahs. xD anyway. we went to pass cookies too ppl. i run up and down the stairs. under the stress? LOL. i laugh until my face red. i was standing on the third story facing the hall to see how the sec 3 was debrief. when 3c come out of the hall. we sae ben. hahahahs. and me and cyn was like shouting at the top of our voice. we shout three times then he turn back. i wonder how loud we shouted. hahhas. kies. gib cookies. and just now when to staff room and gib mr low cookies and cakes. mr low was paiseh to cyn but look happy to me. hahahs. kies. end her. ~
, 9:29 AM
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dear diary.
i am backto update. LOL. hahaha. i am in the school library AGAIN. i think. i going to spent one more whole day looking at the computer AGAIN. hahhas. afterall. not going to camping is not tat bad as i thought. at least i can stay at library to play computer. first day was boring. second day was good. third day was BEST. LOL. hahhas. and then i took cyn car to sch again. and we reach sch as usual. hahahs. because i was so kind to accompany her to schoo. she needs to bring cookies and cakes to them. and yet. i brought so many cakes home. LOL. and it really traste nice. sitting in the library. i feel cold and the smell of buscuits and cakes just diffuse into ther surrounding air and it smell so FRANGANT. i love mr low. mr low. hahhas. xD and then hmm. zuiyoung was really computer genius. hahhas. and cyn found out sumhing again. no wonder her name is C-Y-NT-H-I-A. hahahs. genius? the sec 3 are setting off at 10. and now is 9.45. 15 more mintues. they should be clearing up the campsite. hahhas. anyway. we are suppose to hab so self- revision. but. we are not habing. xD hahahs. we CHOSE to play com.
yesterday. i wanna to go to camp fire. saw darren outside the school. and me and cyn was HUH? and then darren xplain to us. blalalals. thenn he going back to school for competition. hahahs. and going back tonight. and i WANNA TO GO sooo much. but. darren volunteer to gib us a ride there. but we needs to come back ourself. and i was scared of dark. there so wulu wulu. later i... hahhas. and then not going in the end. xD i smell the smellof cakes and cookies agiain. i wanna EAT. but it for others. so i hab to control.
LOL. cyn maybe going to japan. she hab t o first persuade her mother and father. after seeingmr low yesterday. cyn feel like going hahhas.and yah. the AIR INVESTIAGERS are going to australia next week. hahas. yenyee zuiyoung xincheng and junxian. good luck~ 15 degress there. tat was zuiyoung told me. hahhas.
* u will get it from me when u are back on monday. xD
the first bell rings now. it goingto be recess soon. the whole level onli me cyn and zuiyoung is PRESENT. LOL. hahahs
Thursday, July 06, 2006, 5:37 PM
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O. GOD. i dun wanna think anymore already. the more i think the more i feel tat i helped the wrong person. and i feel tat it not WORTH at all. it not totally ur fault. we kapos are also be blame. u are NOT WORTH HELPING. make me so worry about ur things when it actually NONE of my business. not even a tiny little bit helping. u make me paid a huge price. and tat enough. u are innocent? i doubt so. xD my mood get spoilt because of u . NOT another one. but u in camp. wat can i do. my intution nowadays are NOT correct. my greatest fault it to trust u. and i will not repeat this mistake again. if u think it u. feel free to chat wif me in msn. i dun mind face to face and tell u . because. this time. and is the first time in my life tat i am 100% sure DIDN'T sae those things tat u told the other ppl.
, 9:36 AM
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Dear diary.
HEY . I am at the school library. LOL, hahahs. Todae is the second day of camp. And I was so bored at school. Let sae. The first day. First day was so sian . without cyn.Hahhas. And then. I am zuiyoung in school. We were sort of wandering kids. I wonder whose idea to let us THOSE who are NOT going to camp to come to school.Tat is really really bad. We come to sch also nothing to do.
First day of sec 3 camp./ we were spent in the library the whole day. And then at the later part went to mdm siti to help out. LOL. And I was there doing wat , removal of black tapes. -_- so difficult. Teachers saw me and ALL asked me y. and I repeat my reason like for 4 to 5 times already. and then me and zuiyoun didlots of lame stuff. one was like timing on how long will he take to eat his bread. And then . 1.20. we rush out of the school gate already. Mr teo didn’t check on us or wat. It just tat in the morning. he told us wat to do. Blalalals. xD all this. And we hab our dear new librarian to take care of us.
Library was a cool place. And LOVE the library now. Hahahs. Anyway
ZUIYOUNG
was really a genius. xD hahahs. And after school. I went to cyn house. And it really hab a bad experience wif her grandma. x( tat bad. And I swear . I NEVER SEE anything. Really. Cookies cookies and cookies. Our cookies become retangle. And we bake lots of cookies. Hahahs. And so is overburnt. and so . I onli brought the overburnt home. and baked two cakes. one is cyn bake herself. one is after sch i rush there. xD reach home like 7 plus. I rush to shower and everything. Then. YAH. At night. When I am going to sleep. I suddenly rmb my friends in the camp. Sleeping. zZzZzZ I wonder how to hut. Todae morning. Cyn called almost everyone we can think of. And NO ONE is pick up the phone. AND sum even switch off the phone lo.
todae. morning. i went to classroom.THE WHOLE level one and two was so dark and quiet hor. NO ONE is in the classroom. and the place was eerie. i took cyn van to school. LOL. hahhas. and then we hab like sum very eerie experiencs. xD so scary. the sky was overcast. no sun and heat. me cyn and zuiyoung crap there like for 1 and a half hour crapping. xD
hey. i am REALLY DISAPPOINTED wif u. i dunno u will do such a thing. LOL. i was laughing at myself. i dunno u are SUCH a person. i thought u got limits wat u should sae. AND . dun sae things that i never sae before. and
u.
dun put on so many mask on ur face. show ur true-selfPLS.
Tuesday, July 04, 2006, 3:54 PM
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dear diary.
i guess. i going to quit my job. it too tiring. AND. i wanna to hab more time to study.maybe i going tell soon? LOL. kies.
yesterday. was A HOILDAY. i shop the whole day at jp. u wil be wondering. wat so good on shopping in jp. YAH.indeed. i was bored to death. went aracde. playhouse of undead 4. play basketball. LOL. mL his the card. he went to top up. and i was SO happy playing there. xD i meet lots of ppl. and i smile to some of them. hahhaas.
my latest earrings. xD
brought- by - mL.
the retro one.
the PILL/PANADOL earrings.
square over square.? hahahs
my earrings collection. more to go. xD
kies. and guys. i GONNA STOP eating the pimple medicine. and change it into sumthing else. antibotics. which is more "light". i was wondering. if dr soh really perscribe sumthing correct for me anot. i onli eat the medicine 3 MONTHS. and he sae. can stop already. i start complaining about my scar. blalalal. and sae wat like mole or sumthing like tat. which SUMONE* sarcastic-ly told me. and he gib me a scar cream. i hope tat works. and he keep touching my forehead. even i myself is loving it. IT SMOOTH. accept for sum up and down. SOME. first time in my 6 year where my forehead was so SMOOTH before. all it left were red patches of scar. x(
this is the pill. LOL. two tablets per day. for the past three months. this is the last two.x(. i STILL WANNA eat.
the back of the pills. xD
i eaten total of six packs. means. 6 x 30 = 180 pills.
the NEW antibotics i going to eat one. this one not so strong as the previous one. x(
my NEW pimple scar cream. xD
tml. dun ask me W.H.Y. i am NOT going to the camp. so i think i going to wear my uniform and bring a small bag to sch when everyone is wearing a pe-shirt and shorts and a camping bag to sch. xD . kind of envy them. but definitely NOTjealous.
the onli two poster in my room.
pasted by my sis.
pasted by me. hahhas
Sunday, July 02, 2006, 5:28 PM
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dear diary.
i LOVE the trouble bottle. in the bottle. it keep mL. me. jas. and jason. deepest sercets and all our problems. xD it really great to hab sumthing like tat. i will place all my sercets and problems in the bottle. and till when it full of all OUR paper. we will open one by one and take a look at them. and todae. i suddenly realise tat the bottle is going to be full soon. and from the starting of the year. the number of paper i put into the bottle has increased greatly. bugis cafe is really a great PLACE for us.
it really good to hab mL by my side. i guess. i can onli trust him now.
Saturday, July 01, 2006, 6:04 PM
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Rules: Do the following without complains.Choose five ppl to do this after you have completed yours.Leave a tag on the person's tagboard to say he/she has been tagged...And start your post by 'i have been tagged' then do this:
MY 10 FAVES #1. FAVOURITE THINGS TO DO: i LOVE chatting, shopping #2. FAVOURITE COLOURS: black; light white #3. FAVOURITE FLAVOURS: vanilla ONLI #4. FAVOURITE DRINK: limejuice and LEMON juice. sour juice will do. xD #5. FAVOURITE FOOD: fruits. #6. FAVOURITE BRAND: newbie #7. FAVOURITE PLACE: dr soh clinic. LOL xD #8. FAVOURITE DAY OF THE YEAR: 2/8/2006. #9. FAVOURITE SUBJECT: literature. too bad. - i dun really take tat subject. xD #10 FAVOURITE TCHER: miss foong.
MY 9 CURRENTS #1. CURRENT DAY: saturday #2. CURRENT ITEM WANTED: a bag. a polo t-shirt. a voodo doll. a crown belt. #3. CURRENT WEATHER: sunny #4. CURRENT SEASON: summer .#5. CURRENT VCD IM ADDICTED TO: lastest can? little bride. #6. CURRENT WISH: eat sukae sushi. i miss it. #7. CURRENT ANNOYING PERSON: no one nag at me now. #8. CURRENT PLACE I AM AT: home #9. CURRENT ROOM IM IN: computer room
MY 8 FIRSTS #1. FIRST LOVE: i am too shy to sae. xD #2. FIRST CRUSH: i am tooooo shy to sae. xD #3. FIRST FRIEND WHO KNOWS ME DAMN WELL: dunno? #4. FIRST KISS: mL. #5. FIRST DATE: at gv cimena. #6. FIRST CRY: o2o81991 #7. FIRST WORD I SAID:LOL. how would i rmb? #8. FIRST CLASS TEST I FAILED IN 2006: A MATHS. -first topic #9. FIRST INSTRUMENT: i dun play instrument.
MY 7 LASTS #1. LAST SONG PLAYED: tank- gei wo ni de ai. #2. LAST HOMEWORK DONE: physics #3. LAST THING EATEN: you tiao #4. LAST DRINK I DRANK: plain water #5. LAST TIME I TOUCHED MY PIANO: unfortunately. i dun hab piano. xD #6. LAST PERSON WHO PISSED ME OFF: no one. #7. LAST THING I BOUGHT: my milky bar and famous amos cookies. xD
MY 6 HAVE YOU EVERS #1. HAVE YOU EVER THOUGHT OF SUICIDE? : yes. #2. HAVE YOU EVER SMOKED? : NO #3. HAVE YOU EVER THOUGHT OF SMOKING? : yes #4. HAVE YOU EVER TRIED OUT SUICIDE? : NO. i dun wanna die so early. #5. HAVE YOU EVER BAKE YOUR OWN BURFEDAY CAKE? : no. x( #6. HAVE YOU EVER TAKEN DRUGS? : no.
MY 5 THINGS IM WEARING #1. my flowery-shorts #2. my t-shirt which powerpuff girls #3. my bra #4. my panties #5. my specs
4 THINGS I DID TODAY #1. wake up #2. do homework #3. play computer #4. eat
3 THINGS I CANNOT LIVE WITHOUT #1. my friends #2. my families #3. mL
2 THINGS I DO WHEN IM BORED #1. i will go around the house kajiao my family members. #2. i will lie on my bed and think of EVERYTHING AND ANYTHING.
i brought the whole thing to school during the first day. xD
my table is neat. it rare.
this is the one tat i LOVE alot. but it very very very fatty. xD
i never brought this big pack. but since i saw cyn brought last time. i feel tat it might be great. xD
, 5:28 PM
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dear diary.
happy birhtday hooi kim. ( i didn't spell ur name wrong xD )
first week of sch. and it is a ewwweek la. xD got so left out in the sch. and i should never think of secondary when i gradute and in poly. secondary life is better than primary school life. primary school life is worse. and maybe poly life would be my best?
monday is a sch day for poly students = mL going to school = my sis going to sch too. xD monday is not equal to school days to primary and secondary school = LL not going to school = my brother not going to school= jasmine not going to school
anyone noe where to buy box. i need BOX. two nice nice box. i wanan those nice nice uncommon one. not like those -once u see u noe it- box. * i doing my homework. and i just went to visit the a math answer stuff. i was thinking of printing it. but later i saw is question by question = i cannot print it la. y didn't mr chia put the whole answers for the question together in a file. it far more easlier for lazy ppl like me. all i need to do. is to print the whole thing out and it left wif the checking stuff.
and it amiracle tat my sis lending yL her shoe bag. tat good of my sis. xD hmm. i slept 12 hours yesterday. from 9.15pm last night to 9.22pm last night. and yah. i wanna stress tat . i DISLIKE ppl who i msg and didn't reply. i onli msg ppl when it is needed. and can u kindly reply to my msg. i been waiting for ur msg and u DUN even care to reply. u are busy. yes. i gib u more than enough time to reply. zZzZzZ feel so irrated when i bump into this kind of things. i dun like to wait for things for too long.
-strictly my personal views- anyway. let tat stop. and tat it. if i noe things turn out like tat. i will not sae it out. NEVER. it a good thing tat i never tell yL. cause. i noe she would really care. no offend. friends are meant to go through thick and thin isn't tat so? all are the same-fullstop-. tat it. i dun wanna touch on tat matter. different ppl may hab different views. and maybe i will not be so kapo about other ppl things in the future. no offend on the above descriptions.