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dear diary. i am going to change my blogskin soon. i found sum very skins on hatred de. kies. pathetic. yah. todae wat quite a fun day. morning go school almost late. but not late la. be there early by 15 mintues. on da way to classroom i saw lots of ppl wearing red and TEACHERS too. my god. they wore red. except for mr low.that did not wear. he wear sort of beige but alittle bit of pink shades. we suppose to be off at 10.30 am but then the concert drag till 11.00 i think. then lot of seniors came back. then got like tat lo. i growing mroe and more dismay wif someone le. went bugis. we were all late. ym. yL and me. yeah. we went bugis. ym buying clothes for new year. and i going to buy newbie clothes. ! my god. i purchase lot of new clothes lo. like 3 set liao. so is total 7 . xD incredible. then YAH . marcus gib me a black shirt. he brought one the same pattern too. so tat call *hmmpH* hahahas. happy . x) call cynthina . huishan . ym and qd to my house on third day of new year - tat tuesday. tml chong homework liao. i dun wanan spent my chinese new year doing my homework. i am going to moniter closely to my pimples. and MAKE SURE TAT hab my pimples out of control. xD then wif ym brought clothes. YAH.then me and yL keep suaning him about *hmph*. dun sae. later he dun hab face liao. i BROUGHT THE NEWBIE SHIRT AND I AM excited wif it. hahahahas. nice lo . xD then 29.90. expensive. but as long as i like it. i will buy. saw dorren and pam at bugis. then onli sae hi to them. yah. then todae gib present to hs. yah . like tat lo. then i heard tat they going to party then. dun hab call me go. but then i also not free. kies. i had learn to be evil now. but i think i am not so vicious yet. i will learn to be more vicious and EVIL. make me fill wif evil.
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dear diary. i come and update. i will learn to be EVIL and not so navie anymore. xD i going to pledge lo .
I, Toh Liling of class 3c from fuhua secondary school pledge to become evil. i will ....
1. do anything to get wat i wanna to achieve REGARDLESS of any consquences.
2. i will not think about other people feelings at all anymore.
3. i will not aviod anymore.
4.i will be evil in all ways in order to win them.
i am full-filled wif hatred. and tat it. so navie lo. think try harder ppl will see it. but they NOT. still show the same fcuking attitude to me. xD freak. as if i eally own them. look like a good person outside. but it not.especially baised to the opposite sex. FREAK-ion lo. -copyrighted by Adelene Seah.nowadays kind of scary liao. on chinese new year going to marcus house to eat dinner wif his parents. yeah. even though he kept saeing his parents is very sociable . but i am still scared. xD dun even noe wat to wear then. hahahas. xD cynthia and huishan coming my house on the third day of new year. new year lots of homework. i prefer not to hab any hoildays then.sec 3 life ish tough. xD the lesson is so boring. i wanna sleep liao. x(. sians. and my class habing a snack corner lo. wanna go there buy tibits but cannot. i must REN REN REN. till i cannot take it anymore then i buy . xD hahahas. kies. and then yesterday meet marcus. yah. next week marcus going to smuggle me into sp. hahahas. i hope everything ish successful ba. no to get caught. xD i am going to learn to become an evil queen who will "do anything in order to get wat i want. " tat it. me then fullstop.
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dear diary. i wanna pek liao. i wanna busted liao.
can't stand anymore.
todae was a bad bad day.
cause of tat lady.
double-sided.
pui.
hate her.
i am evil.
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dear diary. i am back to update liao. todae is indeed a good day. hahaha. actually i was quite looking forward to todae after school. hahahs. CAUSE marcus habing no lesson at 1 onwards. he is free by 11.30. hahahas. then after school. met him at the bustop the one to the jurong east de. phew. dun hab see any KNOWN peeps. or . i will be damn embarrassing. then jas meet us up at 3.30pm. me and mL went to JRUONG EAST library. to hang around . hahahs. then warn by the libraraian lots of time .cause we all simply too noisy. hahhaas. jas join later. she is so CHIO ever. xD. hahahas. no la. she went to re-rebond her hair i think. JAS i WILL rebond my hair ONCE i leave current sch de. hahahahas. and the table infront of us was a group of huayi girls i think. and keep looking to our table to marcus. and marcus ish back to charmin . hmm . xD . kies. hahahs. but actually go library do homework de . but end up we dun hab. hahhaas. then todae thursday. soon new year lo. haixs. on diet from now. xD todae weigh height and weight. and i GAIN TWO KG LEI . xD wa. so sad. later newyear become a fat liling there. but then. actually i am always fat. x( . so sad. hmm. like tat lo. dun wanna mention my weigh here. xD . kies. morning jay walk.then happened to walk past a silver family car. and i dun really like tat car. i use my hand hit theree once. not tat hard . AND when i reach sch. kenneth told me he saw me. AND TAT CAR ISH HIS FATHER ONE. wa. so qiao lo. and then like tat lo. haixs. and then i thought marcus and jas about present thingy. xD he may wanan go wif me. BUT i must see any peeps wanna go which me mah. so GUYS. if anyone wanan go wif me . tell me hor. or. i go wif other ppl le. xD then todae go bio lab again. then do experiement. bio getting more and more interesting le. i todae also found out tat . actually tat GROUP OF GIRLS are flirting mr ** . xD . my god. no wonder the ***** ***** is **** ******. freak. xD . i wanna do . but then i dun hab the chance. xD . so sad. nah mind. x) but i hear tat cx is pro in tat too. hahahas. hmm. yeah. and i found out one thing . MR CHIA HAB LOTS OF ADMIRERS. like tat spell ba. xD. hmm . i wonder wat really so good about him. but i admit his looks and character ish not tat bad. yeah. kies. end here. xD sian. everyday need to see mr chia. his eye move here move there de. i cannot sleep in class. xD tml first period him liao. wa. xD see how i going to half sleep half awake. xD yeah. TML GOT A MATH TEST. xD
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dear diary. yah. so many days dun hab update lo. so loong and very busy nowadays. xD hahhas. kies la. hmm, i recall. saturday i go out to buy kk preseny wif hs.yL . then sunday went to work and chiong homework. then monday lei. math test YAH. am i dunno thwe result yet. teacher sae alot of carelss mistake here and there. xD . then todaew went to national library. librarian gib us tour around th library. xD we went wif class 3g i think. then like tat lo. so sian. walk around the school introduce the things. xD then todae kk birthday . yeah . happy birthday wors. AND we hab the cbyer wellness thingy i think. then miss the mother tongue chinese and soical studies period. xD went to take the volunetery form from the national library which yy . yeah. hahha.xD but then got cip hours at school de. BUT I REALLY NOT BECAUSE of cip then i wanna go de hor.tat one ish fun.kies. i just gotten a red packet from my god-parents. xD so happy. kies. end here.and yeah. i will mention the amount of money contain in the red packket the next entry. and my jmath test marks TOO. yah. my a maths fail. xD 4/10. haixs. xD nah mind. jia you lo. hmm. xD tml after school maybe going to marcus house wif jas and zx le. hahahas. yeah . I MISS MARCUS house LO. xD . hahahahas. and then told marcus about da library thingy. for the cip. hmm. he never dis-allow me go help. so i think. i may go and help lo . hahahas. phew. i thought u will disagree hor. xD
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dear diary.
Todae ish a bad day.
LOTS of things happen.
bad day.
i dun wish to sae.
TOO MUCH FOR ME TO SWALLOW LE.
and i am going to burst. xD
let me destress.
i typing this way for ONLI this entry.
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i DID NOTHING WRONG for THE SHE* case
so Y do U girls SO hate ME?
am i tat IRRATING?
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me wif sumone i dunnoe. xD














me and marcus teh.





















me alone . xD crying. hahahas

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dear diary. i am back to update again. will be a short one i think. i am so nervous now lo. todae take a math test. over 10 marks de. i both wrong lei. dunno can pass mah. later pass nah mind. but then whole class if i am the onli one fail then i cham lo. ahya. xD sway. dunno how le. and sumone birthday coming liao. so also needa go buy present for him. last year dun hab gib.this year needa gib liao. hmm. kies. i wanna end here le. go play maple liao. i go in take pic. later i come post again. and puyt my pic there. kies. hahahs. now hab to wait for my maths marks out liao. no use keep thinking. more i think. the more i anyhow thing => in turn i scared// let it pass and tat it. hab e math test on friday x(.
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dear diary. i am back to update again. will be a short one i think. i am so nervous now lo. todae take a math test. over 10 marks de. i both wrong lei. dunno can pass mah. later pass nah mind. but then whole class if i am the onli one fail then i cham lo. ahya. xD sway. dunno how le. and sumone birthday coming liao. so also needa go buy present for him. last year dun hab gib.this year needa gib liao. hmm. kies. i wanna end here le. go play maple liao. i go in take pic. later i come post again. and puyt my pic there. kies. hahahs. now hab to wait for my maths marks out liao. no use keep thinking. more i think. the more i anyhow thing => in turn i scared// let it pass and tat it. hab e math test on firday x(.
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me alone xD under the florina beach .
















me and marcus. wearing nobbie clothes. xD











dear diary. i come and udapte my blog lo . xD hahhas. i feel so happy now. cause i see the maple pic. then i very happy liao. hmm. sort of siao siao de. xD but then i also dunno y . lvl 51 lo. high mage. but then marcus and jas both lvl 60 plus. x( . so sad. hmm . kies. will be a short short one. todae morning. i went to work. wa. rainy lei. good to sleep. but then . i needa work. so wake up at 7.40. 8 start work. as normal lo. pack the 100g de sweets.sell buscuit. get my pay. wa. so happy. even though it just 20 dollars. marcus and jas come to my house todae. yeah. tat it. fullstop. not much. todae whole day rainy. yeah. tml will be my first time joining the art meeting. x( all sec 4s de . dunno i will adpated to it anot. xD update tml.
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dear diary. i am back to update my blog le. i feel sort of left out todae. everyone in sch but not me. xD haixs. stupid cca fair. make me so left out. stupid cca. hai me cannot go and hab the joy of pulling ppl to my cca. stupid stupid stupid. stupid sexy teo for resulting netball down. haixs. everyone in sch but not me. xD and i try to do my maths homework to distract my things ba. but then i sms sumone. after tat i saw the reply and make me thing of me not particpate in the CCA fair. i hate sec schoo. and tat it. fullstop. maybe now i was looking forward to poly or jc life? . xD suck suck suck. leave this sch forever. dun care liao. i bet i will be the most happiest girl during next year garduation day. *hmph*. my life looking ruin wif the cca and *friends. nah mind. liling liling liling. dun think too much. all stop. hmm. todae morning whole day spend on a math homework. i do until blur blur lo. very difficult.xDhaixs. one question i needa use pencil do working first . or else my book will be in the mess lo. and then maybe mr chia will start tearing my book. xD tat bad and needa re-do. everything did finish le. left the phyics and e maths. i doing it at night. tml not free. needa work. so like tat lo. haixs. needa wake up early tml again. sians. hmm. then go 488 which is near my sch wif marcus to get my pimple cream from aunty - cystral ng - my beautician. THE BEST IN THE WORLD. hahahas. marcus and i was late. late late late. then meet her at 1 but creach at 1.15. wa. hahahas. then crsytal ng first thing keep staring my pimples. and i start asking her my big pimpels near my eyes eeer. sae cnanot squeeze. haixs. i wanna squeeze lei . nah mind.then after tat take 99 to boonlay. see my sch sec 1. pathetic. one word. see them i think back of my sec 1 times. i am a slut then. pathetic too. so like tat lo. then sum keep saeing about the cca they going in. band band band. co co co . i feel like saeing SHUT UP to them. and slap them. but i tolerate. ren ren ren. silly. like me in sec 1. everything at surface saeems to go wif ur insterested. but it not. when the cca list is out. they will noe how evil sexy teo and the sch is. *hmph* but then marcus keep distracting me lo. he did lots of foolish things tat make me laugh like hell. xD ty dar. hmm. then saw kenneth low at the bustop.he stare at me. then i bo phew bu phew //and then marcus stared back at him. kenneth low quickly look away. wat ish two of them thinking. look wired and funny at the same time. kies. end here. yeah. i saw a sec 1 bringing a big teddy bear to camping.kies . end here.
mL and LL xD
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dear dairy. i am back to update my blog liao. nowadyas busy busy busy. school reopen liao. everything start le. busy.busy busy. haixs. i CHANGE cca lo. to art club. haixs. todae just went to first meeting. alot of sec 4 de sum sec 2 lo. wa. i then noe. art club ish for those who either cca close or drop out from the cca de pupils. so pathetic. xD. and me and mich go lo. like tat lo. no sec 3 there lei.onli me and mich. wa. cham. haixs.then like tat lo. next monday got meeting le. wa. sianns. miss ho and miss LI LILING in charge de. kies. dun think too much. later more i think.more i scared le. hab mr chia as maths teacher. most UNFORGETTABLE teacher ba. i think. first period start sweating liao. he go through things so fast lo. almost cannot catch up. wa. cham. in future. ahya. can't imagine. hmm. kies. xD then gib alot of homework. he everything needa do things fast de. -_- hmm. for mr ng ish the next. he not tat bad la. but his voice is VERY deep lo. deep until very scary. first time hear his voice i thought he damn cham de. but after tat kk liao. not bad. our form teacher. mdm siti teach ss. she like dunno how to teach like tat lo . xD then sec3 life really very different from sec 1 and 2 . sec1 and 2 sort of like honeymoon ba. sec 3 cannot le. everyday so many homework. textbook heavy. then timetable stretch till 3 de. xD wa. got like tat de.then sumtimes 2 lo. friday 805 then start lesson. good lo. hahahs. can wake up late. xD . hahahas. kies. i nothing much to sae. then i saw those ppl tat *who hate me. i purposely go talk to them . but then they gib me cold shoulder. sort of kinda dao-ed lo. i try my bet liao. try so many times le. overall the outcome the sae. gib up.gib up . gib up. i heck care them liao. i showing this bad attidute of me le. i wanna rest. rest. rest. but i guess. tat was onli the starting. two year dun care them liao. xD i am to TIRED from my life. and leave me alone. meet marcus just now lo. hahah. go jade crystal eat. hmm. hahaas. sorri. make u wait so long. kind of delay from da meeting all tat la. hahahs. kies. this week i am very FORTUNATE. cause i took marcus father de car twice this week. hahahas. then jas . so long dun hab see u liao. xD come find me lei.
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hmm. come and update my blog.kies.not much la. dear diary. todae ish my first day of sch. feel quite uneasy the whole day.cause change classroom and classmates lo. then introduce alot of new subjects to our class. like quite stress up like tat . every teacher sae the rules all tat . sian dao. and FHS change alot. now got odd and even week time table. wa. must take note of odd and even week. lo. then friday late one hour start lesson. wa. ut sec 3 really dun like sec 1 and 2 lei. the time table stretch till hmm. 3.30. lei . monday lo. some other days ish 2 or 2.30. then dun hab interact much wif 3c ppl. i think.dun hab the chance ba. then like tat lo. haixs. dunno can suit into the surrounding mah . and saw those i hate and those who hate me de ppl . then i left my triple science books all tat at marcus house.going to get tat later and hab dinner wif him maybe? . first on my ho inbox ish his msg le. anyway . jas. marcus pass his jap lo . hahaha. u lose/. hab to treat him liao. but then i bet he will let u treat. hahahahs.kies. then msn dunno y . got 3 ppl suddenly add me lo. dunno who tat. and got one sae he from dunno melboure or sumthing like tat . sae melissa and who dad. i dun even noe them lo. keep insist tat they add the correct person. Liling this name very common lo. in the world so many liling. i alway kinda add by strange ppl de lei. all think tat i am their so call known liling. wa. more cham de ish nmmet those prevertic de. hmm. my class room change to last time 2e there lo. fuhua de "operation process" change lot lo . haixs. y like tat. i wanna go com lab de block study lei. kies. end here.
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dear diary. come and update liao. wat ish my mood now? . happy or sad. excited .? i myself also dunno.. injured my leg. alittle bit la. but still cna walk smoothly lo. and then onli the marcus too jing zhang liao. sae wat later infection fever all tat.the scar ish disgusting.i kinda roll over by the metal wheel or sumthing like tat. then it ripe of my skin lo.then can see my flesh colour. yuck. and blood. walk still can walk quite smoothly la. but then stil;l quite pain. sian. tmls chool reopen liao. now dman excited liao. me and jas going tomarcus house overnight. wahahahahaha. i bringing all the pure science books and and english math everythhing to marcus house le. todae put to the school .either under my table or cupboard la. depends. and then take marcus hosue the car to school. hahahaha. dun need to take bus le. but then maybe onli la. it depends lo/hahahaha. i too happy now liao. maybe i injured is not a bad thing after all. hahaha. then packed my school bag liao. then like tat lo. go downstair buy pencils and all tat . haixs. start school again. needa face *those i hate and *those who hate me. i guess. next year will be a complicated class ba? and lots of thing waiting for me to face lo. both studies and classmates. haixs. and then jas lame lo. write 10 rules to aviod those *i hate u* de ppl. LAME. going to reach sch early tml ba. or maybe same time?kies. will update tml. and yah . jas. even though wat u come up wif the aviod ppl list is lame. but it is good. i will try to rmb it. yah. look forward tonight. yeah. xD going to sleep in big big de room lo.
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dear diary. hmm. long time dun hab update le. hmm. nowadays. very busy la. go bugis. go woodlands. go cck . hahaha. so i will nto think too much huh? . when bugis shop shop ba. YEAH. i get back my new spec liao. it look like bad lei. but is brown lo.then i wear like kind of nerd. xD . hai. and jas marcus satrt calling me liao. *hmph*. but then i hab no choice le. buy le also must wear lo. next time i die also dun buy brown le. look like blackie. went facial yesterday. my beautitian thought ish at 2pm but ish at 11.so i wait outside the door for 1 hour. sit at the staircase. phew tat marcus was wif me . OR i will be damn scared liao lo. there very qiuet de. hmm. near boon lay there de flats. but ish old flats la. then directly opp of me or sumwhere there la. hear my beatitian sae ish huanted. xD. dun continue sae le. so break my waiting record la. she come at 12. rush here. and this one hour like i damn scared lo. got a uncle like odd odd like tat. keep smile at me. dunno wat he doing. walk there walk here. -_- . phew. heng i not alone. or i later kinda rape. kies. stop tat . xD and yesterday sleep very late la. countdown for newyear. hahaha. then 1 then sleep lo. after tat todae early in the morning 87.40 wake up.8 going to work. and todae dull de 5 hours. busy . customers keep wanning the busciut half kg lo.i take until siao. then the lady boss keep eyeing me on wat i do. so under pressure lo. then keep weighing 100g of sweet wrapped then put nicely. i guess. if i continue like tat. i can see the weighing scale VERY well. hahaha. kies. everyone a happy new year la. ahya. sae this i think of next year school reopen liao . sad . x( . but nah mind. i noe guys* will be behind my back de. Liling jiayou. =X but still cannot lift up my spirit huh. yah. i almost forget. i make a promise wif marcus. yeah. cause i dun dare sae it to ur face. and so u tell me to use another way . hahahas. tat was OBVIOUS huh?! i lubb you. yes i do.