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Saturday, August 30, 2014, 9:30 PM
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話したいけど、話せない
会いたくても会えられない
忘れたいけど、忘れられない

「本当にごめんね..
あなたことも好きだよー
最近は元気ですか?」
私のことどうするのか、教えてくれないか?

, 9:16 PM
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Today I get some shit from one of my friend. Well, it isn't actually a shit.
Usually, I will get really irritated if I bumped into such a thing.
But today, I am just a little pissed off at the beginning.
then
nothing
.

?


Friday, August 29, 2014, 11:07 PM
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Now that i think of the xxx, I don't feel much anymore
I started to feel neutral. It's like i don't feel very peace but yet I somehow feel peace. 
Either it's getting better, 
or..
I am just too disheartened or my heart just died. 
But i am glad i don't feel much
I rather my heart just died from all the emotions than to be back it used to be.


TAEYANG - WEDDING DRESS M/V [HD]
Thursday, August 28, 2014, 10:41 PM
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one of my favorite songs still.

I wonder if I usually get more emotionally unstable at night?!

I still <3 you

S.H.E - 最近還好嗎 MV
Tuesday, August 26, 2014, 9:37 PM
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“你最近还好吗?”





Monday, August 25, 2014, 9:33 PM
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心还是pong-pong 的跳。
我真是个倔强的人。
放不下,还是不愿放呢?
这样的坚持到头来,有用吗?


, 2:00 PM
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越是喜欢的东西,
越是难得到。
因会太喜欢了,太在乎了,
所以
越会容易在紧要关头
失手。

很多东西,喜欢却得不到。
这是现实的一部分,也是我要接受的事实。
所以,我最近不敢也不愿去喜欢任何东西了。
缘?
话虽如此,我还很想对相关的人或事物说
“我真的 XX 你”
我慢できないなー

Sunday, August 24, 2014, 10:33 PM
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I am such a timid asshole.
I am afraid to bet.
because i am afraid of losing

Thursday, August 21, 2014, 11:22 PM
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jennifer
emotionless?
i am feeling a little freak out by myself now.
because thats the first time i encountered like that

, 4:31 PM
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I finally understood where my peace came from.

The once irritating guy that i used to think , isn't irritating anymore.
The unfairness,the being cheat feeling, the pissed off, the anger, the 无奈  i met during life isn't there anymore.
That's not peace, but rather, emotionless.
I sat  at a corner of a cafe, feeling emotionless.

Emotionless inside yet living a normal life from outside.
I don't deny, i can even teh a guy now.I got a shocked myself yesterday


, 11:48 AM
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release the stress
簡単な言葉だけど、私が理解できない。
理解できれば、自分の人生はうれしくになってきますした。

, 11:35 AM
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Today I woke up in the morning.
I felt exceptionally peace. I don't know why. But just peace.
Like your heart died and you can't feel much stuffs. like everything in your life that you are holding on doesn't matter now.
On a brighter side, I dont feel sad/stress nor miss.
But on the dark side, it kind of scared the hell out of me.

I know, for now, I am enjoying this peace. I controlled my mind in the way that I don't want to think so much.
I would rather become an emotionless person for now.