sick. so i had two day MC.
but, back in my mind is work. sighhhhh. i try not to read too much of my email & only zoom into those i think its kind of important to reply so i did some quotation and sent few emails.
irritating. & there's so many email that have "sorry to push", " We need your support"
I know you are sorry to push me , but i am sorry that it's within my contol /out of my control even though i wanna help you.
"sorry to push you"
"sorry to rush you"
"sorry for the short lead time"
I wanna reply
" Sorry, please wait and we will revert"
or i wish to write
" sorry this is out of my limit, so please please look for xx "
I wonder if i could really stay in peace at home now. if i go to work, i think i still need some rest before i could recover awhile
Sunday, March 15, 2015, 11:38 AM
Where have this side of me too?
Being flush away by my merely 5.5 months of ever-challenging/people-playing nature fastpaced work society?
wake up, Liling.
froma side track, i didnt dare to add my ec on fb. X:
Wednesday, March 11, 2015, 9:13 PM
I think ...
my thinking start to defray from my job...
sometimes i just think we are just trying to complicate the whole supplychain instead of enhancing it.
I shouldnt think of this way right? especially i am inside that company.
Sunday, March 08, 2015, 9:53 PM
Maybe cause its night time or something. OK, first i have to admit i am a stalker on facebook. Today i was stalking this girl, used to be my brazil ex-business partner that we haven't met before. & Last year she quit her job suddenly & so she left the company in Dec. Its kind of disturbing , idk,
Today, i saw her fb & it was announced that she was married to XXXX
&&& her current country have changed from
XX,BRAZIL --> XXX, SOUTH KOREA
kinda surprised. ( i think i am nosy)
But as I grew older, i tend to cling to old memories, & i really need to wake up & move on.
ok. monday = work = blue
Saturday, March 07, 2015, 10:43 PM
Nowadays, I need to admit. I am very emotionally unbalanced.
Like, i get emotionally attached to random things/people in some case that is deemed ridiculous.
Pretty much ridiculous in the first place.
Sunday, March 01, 2015, 9:47 AM
This applies to all aspect in life. I was reflecting very hard today & yesterday on this guy that i was complaining about in the previous entry.
I need to suit and tailor to his working style - no choice because don't expect people to change their working style to suit yours.
Saturday, February 28, 2015, 2:38 PM
I always called him until i felt so sian/nuisance myself. But i wonder why doesn't he felt that I am a nuisance and just fcuking reply my emails?
i wonder is it because i ask stupid questions and hence lead to him thinking my emails are not important and hence being thrown aside?