runningwild/


(more...)


( Layout Credits )
Layout done by 16thday :) Banner from The Fading Night, mini icons from Hello-love.net. Inspired by The Atlantic.


( My History )
10/01/2004 - 11/01/2004 11/01/2004 - 12/01/2004 12/01/2004 - 01/01/2005 01/01/2005 - 02/01/2005 02/01/2005 - 03/01/2005 03/01/2005 - 04/01/2005 04/01/2005 - 05/01/2005 05/01/2005 - 06/01/2005 06/01/2005 - 07/01/2005 07/01/2005 - 08/01/2005 08/01/2005 - 09/01/2005 09/01/2005 - 10/01/2005 10/01/2005 - 11/01/2005 11/01/2005 - 12/01/2005 12/01/2005 - 01/01/2006 01/01/2006 - 02/01/2006 02/01/2006 - 03/01/2006 03/01/2006 - 04/01/2006 04/01/2006 - 05/01/2006 05/01/2006 - 06/01/2006 06/01/2006 - 07/01/2006 07/01/2006 - 08/01/2006 08/01/2006 - 09/01/2006 09/01/2006 - 10/01/2006 10/01/2006 - 11/01/2006 11/01/2006 - 12/01/2006 12/01/2006 - 01/01/2007 01/01/2007 - 02/01/2007 02/01/2007 - 03/01/2007 03/01/2007 - 04/01/2007 04/01/2007 - 05/01/2007 05/01/2007 - 06/01/2007 06/01/2007 - 07/01/2007 07/01/2007 - 08/01/2007 08/01/2007 - 09/01/2007 09/01/2007 - 10/01/2007 10/01/2007 - 11/01/2007 11/01/2007 - 12/01/2007 12/01/2007 - 01/01/2008 01/01/2008 - 02/01/2008 02/01/2008 - 03/01/2008 03/01/2008 - 04/01/2008 04/01/2008 - 05/01/2008 05/01/2008 - 06/01/2008 06/01/2008 - 07/01/2008 07/01/2008 - 08/01/2008 08/01/2008 - 09/01/2008 09/01/2008 - 10/01/2008 10/01/2008 - 11/01/2008 11/01/2008 - 12/01/2008 12/01/2008 - 01/01/2009 01/01/2009 - 02/01/2009 02/01/2009 - 03/01/2009 03/01/2009 - 04/01/2009 04/01/2009 - 05/01/2009 05/01/2009 - 06/01/2009 06/01/2009 - 07/01/2009 07/01/2009 - 08/01/2009 08/01/2009 - 09/01/2009 09/01/2009 - 10/01/2009 10/01/2009 - 11/01/2009 12/01/2009 - 01/01/2010 01/01/2010 - 02/01/2010 02/01/2010 - 03/01/2010 03/01/2010 - 04/01/2010 04/01/2010 - 05/01/2010 05/01/2010 - 06/01/2010 06/01/2010 - 07/01/2010 07/01/2010 - 08/01/2010 08/01/2010 - 09/01/2010 09/01/2010 - 10/01/2010 10/01/2010 - 11/01/2010 11/01/2010 - 12/01/2010 12/01/2010 - 01/01/2011 01/01/2011 - 02/01/2011 02/01/2011 - 03/01/2011 03/01/2011 - 04/01/2011 04/01/2011 - 05/01/2011 05/01/2011 - 06/01/2011 06/01/2011 - 07/01/2011 07/01/2011 - 08/01/2011 08/01/2011 - 09/01/2011 09/01/2011 - 10/01/2011 10/01/2011 - 11/01/2011 11/01/2011 - 12/01/2011 12/01/2011 - 01/01/2012 01/01/2012 - 02/01/2012 02/01/2012 - 03/01/2012 03/01/2012 - 04/01/2012 04/01/2012 - 05/01/2012 05/01/2012 - 06/01/2012 06/01/2012 - 07/01/2012 07/01/2012 - 08/01/2012 08/01/2012 - 09/01/2012 09/01/2012 - 10/01/2012 10/01/2012 - 11/01/2012 11/01/2012 - 12/01/2012 12/01/2012 - 01/01/2013 01/01/2013 - 02/01/2013 02/01/2013 - 03/01/2013 03/01/2013 - 04/01/2013 04/01/2013 - 05/01/2013 05/01/2013 - 06/01/2013 06/01/2013 - 07/01/2013 07/01/2013 - 08/01/2013 08/01/2013 - 09/01/2013 09/01/2013 - 10/01/2013 10/01/2013 - 11/01/2013 11/01/2013 - 12/01/2013 12/01/2013 - 01/01/2014 01/01/2014 - 02/01/2014 02/01/2014 - 03/01/2014 03/01/2014 - 04/01/2014 04/01/2014 - 05/01/2014 05/01/2014 - 06/01/2014 06/01/2014 - 07/01/2014 07/01/2014 - 08/01/2014 08/01/2014 - 09/01/2014 09/01/2014 - 10/01/2014 10/01/2014 - 11/01/2014 11/01/2014 - 12/01/2014 12/01/2014 - 01/01/2015 01/01/2015 - 02/01/2015 Site Meter
Weblog Commenting and Trackback by HaloScan.com
Hello, I'm Liling and I don't have much to write about myself.
FHSS.JJC.NTU
EMAIL


( BLOGGERS )
Andy Beesuan Cynthia Lim Edmund Elaine Helena Hui Shan Hooi Kim TOHHwee Ting TOHJiaHui Jermine Ken Tan Liling Mei Ting LiHuan LeeLeng LingLing lynetteTang Pamela Shirley SinYee Stella Stephanie Tracy イーリン YiFeng YuZhi Winnie Xiang Yi XingYong Zhong Sheng ZiYu


Saturday, January 24, 2015, 8:12 PM
|
I supposed its been a lonnnng loooong time that i lazed at home the whole day.
No work, ok, i admit i checked and read emails ( as per mentioned my previous email, i cannot put down) No work means didnt go back to the company. hahhahaa!
i did some reflection & I thought i put too much emotions in my work. I shouldnt be like that. I need to stay objective.Its really hard.
when the time comes, it will come. Just do focus and do your job scope well. I fell in love with my best friend? Lucas, Lucas, Lucas 
if you ever know this joke.

Thursday, January 22, 2015, 9:15 PM
|


Probably my closer working mates. HAHHAHAA.
Anyway, nowadays i start to wonder if it is worth to sacrificed your private life just for your work life. I mean, i know that your work can just pile up till you cant breathe because i am experiencing it sometimes. It's like, i don't konw. whyy are we all somehow pushing away dates/ getaways just because of work? cannot take mc, no time, tight deadline , cannot put down... & other etc.
Like, come on, we all know work is never ending. But i admit i am guilty for it. Especially when i am working in a industry where it never sleeps / stop even during Christmas or probably Chinese new year. I can't help but to check my email sometimes before sleeps & perpahs the first thing when i wake up in the morning. Why?
Just one sentence,
"My heart cannot put down the weight"
as though i directly translate to chinese.
Sometimes, i wonder if my brazil & Eu counterparts feels these way too. because my industry never sleeps.
the world is round, everyone living in different timezone, different culture, ships sail no matter what day it is...trade happened...

Sunday, January 11, 2015, 9:17 PM
|

If something are meant to be, it will happen somehow. You don't need to push, you dont need to fret because when times come, things will fall together in a way. I really think like this nowadays. is this good or..
I  am becoming more passive?


Saturday, January 03, 2015, 9:30 PM
|


the best thing is to accept it. because probably you yourself is changing too.

, 9:18 PM
|
"Passionfruit white chocolate buttermilk waffle with vanilla ice-cream topped with strawberries & grated coconut"
sound nice right? It is damn sour, I dont ever want to eat again. The strawberries are sour, the passionfruit sauce was sour. I was desperately sweeping away the sour sauce, like seriously.
Nowadays, i have deep interest in brazil, as a country. When my friend tell me about numbers in three-s, the first thing i came to mind is " what is this car model? " LOL . i think i'm kinda crazy , corolla, efc, imv & lotsa.
LOL sometimes i really hope if my parents can be not that traditional. but it's okay! jiayou. :) everything gonna be fine
Someone told me, " you can try to buff the whole world even yourself, but when your heart feel sad/uncomfortable then you know the truth."
One of the new year resolution for myself was perhapss, I need to learn to  be more truthful to myself. I can bluff other people with a smile but i know i can't really pass through my own heart.

Wednesday, December 31, 2014, 9:37 PM
|
It's the last day of the year 2014. & I thought i should sum up abit, like truthfully. This year , i wouldn't say its all bad, but bad > the good
1. Probably my biggest achievement of my life till now- I graduated from university! Always dream of this & that day really arrived! Finally graduated as a Bachelor of Chemistry & Biological Chemistry. (hahhaa)

2. Have two major dental surgery- one at the beginning of the year & at the end. ;/ ;/ ;/ ;/ ;/

3. Fell out of love- not exactly out of love. Just that the person I really really really liked didn't like me even though I have shown really obvious hint ( To think of that, I want to dig a hole & bury myself inside) Maybe we just don't meant to be.

4. Landed myself the first job, first pay, first confirmation - was glad that I insisted & stay firm with with my decision not to get into the field of my study. But seriously, I do have an hard time adjusting to people. Like you we always know, arts students are very different as compared to science. so does, science student and business students. <---- Job hunting was tough

5. Growing up- Realise things change, people changes priorities  along the way & how the path we choose can influences our way of thinking/mindset. Some friends I became closer but some friends just drew apart due to various reason ( hectic schedule, different way of thinking.... )

This year have been alot of drastic changes in life. intern, Graduation, job search, love, growing up, huge reality slap, money$, health....
 & I have the constant pressure of learning things fast & right from all perspective of my life. But well, life is always constantly changing!

I hope this coming year 2015  ( hahaha my year of goat! ) will gonna be a better own regardless of what ( am i too greedy???!!!) Health, career , friends, family & perhaps a bf???
But health is the most important! <--- health include my teeth. I will brush my teeth faithfully and please, dont fail me, my teeth. hahaa

, 8:55 PM
|

" You scared me more than I scared you." that's what my dentist told me when i went back for follow up today. hahaha. I guessed, i was really very upset that day when he last saw me. but I really have to thanks  Dr Wee Tze Haur for his comfort that fateful Christmas eve. Well, I was crying really bad then and trembled with fear.
But I have to say, I'm pretty impressed by Dr Wee because given of his young age , he can master such a skill & he's really gentle.

&& now, back to the main point, my future fate of my teeth is still ?
I'll wait for Dr Winston Tan to be back before I can make out some fact. :X


&&& oh seriously, call me impatient or whatsoever. I seriously hate people to ask me "how is your teeth?" Because I am very lazy to explain because they don't understand ( I dont blame them because afterall our profession isn't dentistry). even if I really explain clearly ( like what i did previously) , people tend to forget (i dont blame them too because everyone have more important things to rmb than my teeth). So i figured out that it's really a waste of time to explain and so i usually will put it off as , well not very well. (and a fullstop obviously)
I want to find a #dentistbf
hahahahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa

Tuesday, December 30, 2014, 9:24 PM
|
29th Dec,
Today marks the first time after 11 days of eating bread/tofu/soft things. I finally ate rice. The moment when i "swallow"( i still can't eat ) my rice, but to open my mouth big enough to eat things....

I dont know how my dentist visit tomorrow will go & no idea my current status of my teeth, but I really want to thanks everyone who have see me through these days.
IT.REALLY,BEEN.VERY.TOUGH.
I didn't expect some people who actually showed me concern when they see me "looming" around with dark clouds above me.
thank you very very much.
I appreciate these people more. <3


Sunday, December 28, 2014, 8:16 PM
|
"Be strong, stay positive & embrace every shit you get. control your emotions in front of people even if you are damn stress. don't fret, dont be scared & dont doubt. Because eventually, things can be solved. Get things done slow & steady, and one at a time.
ガンバレー"
this applies to every aspect in my life now. <3 because i know i used to live in a too sheltered environment.