Dreams kind of scared me at times. yesterday night when i went to sleep, I had the same dream twice in a night. I totally freaked me out twice because I woke up after each dream & i got so freaking confused when i woke up because i simply cannot believe that you can make the same dream twice in a night.
I am always very scared of my dream because sometimes my dreams do come true, sometimes it kind of predict part of my future, deja vu? Secondly, because I am always not truthful to myself(even) but my dreams never fail to bring out the scary truth/situation that I am trying to avoid. #harshreality
&& sometimes i really hope i have this ability to shut of my emotions completely, at least for a while.
Tuesday, July 22, 2014, 9:19 AM
Sometimes, i really wonder why am I doing such useless.meaningless.nonesense stuff.
Sunday, July 20, 2014, 10:59 PM
Sometimes you watch such a drama, you start questioning the practicability. I know, I know, drama is meant to be drama.
Friday, July 18, 2014, 8:18 AM
I can't imagine I dreamt of that.
I was telling myself wtf when i woke up just now.
& most pathetic thing is i rmb exactly wts i dreamt about.
totally wtf man.
well, i am scolding myself.
I just read a story about how a glass of water. A psychologist asked her/his audience how heay the glass of water is. & in the end she said:
" The stresses and worries in life are like that glass of water. Think about them for a while and nothing happens. Think about them a bit longer and they begin to hurt. And if you think about them all day long, you wil feel paralyzed- incapable of doing anything. Remember to put the glass down"
& somehow i am enlightened. at least abit. I know i still can't put the glass down completely.