List to do :
2. Dental checkup for implant
3. Credit card application
4. Vaccine for cervical cancer
5. Bank book changing
Look how i left out my personal life due to hecitc job
I'm going to reject 1 job assignment.
Thursday, August 13, 2015, 8:09 PM
I dont know if i should accept or believe in fate. Whenever i went for fortune telling & stuffs, comments are
" you are smart"
" you will success in your career "
But i want balance you see, maybe i am just greedy. God is fair afterall. Some people is lack of ceertain area but strong in others.
My job life, thankfully is much smoother till now with bumps & stuffs
My school life is ok even though i dont top in class or whatso ever
My family is ok
but My <3 life is always bad, i think its my problem
So god somehow is fair afterall because theres always something that's they will make you lack
Back to career
I think afterall i am a girl. I put in emotions in my work. Today i have a talk with my group leader. She told me about the direction of my further career task & stuffs. Actually, i have to say, I am happy. Because the task she's going to give me is more challenging & obviously she's trying to give me a chance to perform
I am glad that I have such a great boss & she believe and give me a very good opportunity ( provided that i do properly)
But of course, when you received new assignment, you gotta dump away your own current assignment
The trouble came in then., i dont want to dump my current assignment. Maybe its because that's the first fcuking job assignment that i got for my whole life & thus I put in emotions /feelings and stuffs. So its hard for me to dump away
If i get 2 assignment together, the workload is heavy & my boss isnt very positive of that. either i need to try persuading her or i dont know???!!
Ok, i admit mostly is because i hate to leave this business partner, his name is xxxxx.
Too proud of me to admit.
He can be pretty much an asshole and i got pretty angry./fed up with him but he still have his charms on me. :(
Even how angry i am at him, if his email wrote " Dear Liling, ........" , ok hopeless......................
At the end of the day, i'll try to support him in whatso-ever of his request as much as possible.
The funniest part is, we havent met before because he's sao paulo counterpart , while I'm in Singapore office
He is an asshole
So i am stupid with all the emotional stuffs getting into me.
&& then here come with the human relationship part - my coordinator who support & work with me. Its complicated. Some things its hard to say.
Especially it due to another person emotion
Its really difficult i need to learn how to break bad news, of both the change & her conduct especially she's treating me as a friend not collegue. ( i really appreciate it)
I need to sort of my thoughts tonight. Then i can move on
Sunday, July 26, 2015, 12:29 PM
This kind of antique photos...
good young days.....
some of them are my facebook friends but some...
I'm not sure how's their life now
Sunday, July 19, 2015, 4:41 PM
missed you <3
Friday, July 17, 2015, 8:26 PM
you know when on fb,
you saw all your exchange friends (aka exchange students all over the world that i met in Europe/ NTU ) , graduate & move on with with their own life respectively.....
it became a history ( i kinda miss you when you are on leave. :( )
Wednesday, July 08, 2015, 4:20 PM
when i hopped into my blog, i gotten a shocked that it's been 1 month since i update anything..................................................................
This month is kinda pretty exciting one. Ok, first of all i went to backpacking in new zealand. Not really backpacker because we brought a check-in baggage. Anyway, DIY hop on & hop off bus .
You know, the most funny point i realised was,
when i'm in singapore, i complained how fast pace my life is
but when i'm in new zealand, i couldnt adpat to their supber upber low pace life.
i realised how narrow-minded my mind get back to , after living in Singapore ever since i am back from Sweden. Like i guess, daily work, daily monotonous ( my job is challenging though) life made me think very practically
I realised after i chatted with a few angmohs along the way. :/ sad
Ok, but i met this girl. Singaporean girl, 27years old. She's under work & travel. I was really encouraged to see her. She quit her job just to work in the hostel as a normal helper. You see, if you are a singaporean, aged 27 year old. what will normal typical asian parents say? ( i know there's abit generalization here)
or at least
at a stable income...
from your own perspective,
maybe you are worrying about
your own daily expenditure...
how to pay your insurance........
how to pay your own bills..................
if you planned too married, then $ for bto.............
anyway, i am back from my 2 weeks long of newzealand trip. & face with the fast pace industry again.
The other day, i made a long-distance call to imp , the PIC from sao paulo i chatted with seemed to be really tired. i feel very sad for her because everyone knows that it's a vicious cycle. I push you, you push me. ( so end up everyone gets tired but under no alternative choice, we still still to push each other)
& it happens again & again & again
Anyway, i am faced with immserse stressed at work as usual, but whenever i see this picture, i just told myself
"no matter how hard / terrible the path is, suck it up & move on"
the train broke down
(that's really random)
The rising sun behind the enormous big ice mountain
the wind was cold, but the scene is good
Sometimes, its difficult to describe the scene, eyes is the best camera
&&& i realized why people say when you work & you go on holiday
is totally different
i repeat totally different from
when you study & you go on holiday
#totallyagree to the fullest
Anyway, one other milestone of june was,
i complete my tooth implant
fianlly last step
If everything can be done again, i choose not to go under this process
it is really mentally physically & financially draining
i am learning how to floss my teeth
it's really hard
&& i remeber that i going to write a entry about this
when some potential patient
googled "tooth implant"
they will get very insightful information
i'll do it in the next post
I used to googled " tooth implant" that i suspected i finish reading almost most of the search
so, i always feel very happy when i came across tooth implant description from patients that have been through this difficult stage
ok, that's all this is such a long post because i deciede to post pictures
but you may be wondering why am i blogging suddenly?
i have a confession...
i am on mc today................................................
i am just wanting to avoid heading to work
i dont know
but definitely i am going to fall sick
cost me a bomb
but it's worth
I seen alot of snow ( sorry my fellow friends who havent), to some extend that i am so sick of it. ( i am annoyed to see snow actually because practically there's no activities)
But this helicopter ride made me see another type of snow....
sorry i dont know how to describe..........................
thats' all. byeeeeeeee
Sunday, May 31, 2015, 1:57 PM
Yesterday, i was trying to rush & finish my work at night . My mum was out of town, my dad & brother was asleep, my sis on other hand has yet to return. The room was silent, dead silent. As i was doing/rushing my work, ironically my mind was at peace. At that instant, I realised that unknowingly, I got lost in the fast-paced , ever changing industry
Nowadays, I faced with tremendous stress, stress & pressure. I start pushing people, get pissed off and whine and complain very badly.
Yesterday the silence was good, it made me realised that i got lost in the race.
Why do we got pissed off by our counterparts easily sometimes? ( ironically, we claim that we are "same company group" but located in other branch)
Simply because we never stand in other's people shoes enough to think of their situation. We aren't considerate enough
It's simple but yet most of us didn't realise that, or should i put it as circumstances left us with no alternative to chose.
Thanks for the dead silent last night
I always work well with silent, to fully concentrate and think of something.
I can't perform well with noise.
Work hard because part of me is enjoying my current work. :)