#1 sometimes you masked yourself too well that you quite believe in your fake identity. thiscanbereallyscary.
#2 I get too used to do things alone that i got pretty scared about it
#3 i hate to make an effort to keep in contact with people unless necessary. This is bad.
merely just two years back in singapore & I am so carried away by this fast-paced/logical thinking/inflexible/ practical / city life. Where have all my flexibility gone to?
I still remembered, two years before, when i just reached back singapore, I told myself " I should not restrict myself too much. As long as I have the money to prevent myself from starving too death and everything's going to be fine."
But two years later, Look, what the environment have done to me?! I am merely just another typical robots in the city.
& i am embarrassed by myself.