Can we let things off & free ourselves that easily?
Sunday, September 13, 2015, 7:10 PM
Cupcake days! :)
The spontaneously moment whereby i just requested my mum to grate some orange skin into the dough
End up, i even squeeze some fresh orange juice into the buttercream.
All it left it's just my skill............. ( when can i have the chance to make this to my future-bf??
Saturday, September 05, 2015, 8:08 PM
Hehhehe, Pretty angle :)
My life have been very boring.
Job is very stressful
But i am glad i have a boss that goes all the way to call my SaoPaulo,Brazil counterpart at 1am to clarify before leaving for holiday.
Damn 感謝します& 感動します
But i am taking a new langauage course!
Sunday, August 16, 2015, 12:45 PM
Almost 1 year holding a full-time job...
List to do :
2. Dental checkup for implant
3. Credit card application
4. Vaccine for cervical cancer
5. Bank book changing
Look how i left out my personal life due to hecitc job
I'm going to reject 1 job assignment.
Thursday, August 13, 2015, 8:09 PM
I dont know if i should accept or believe in fate. Whenever i went for fortune telling & stuffs, comments are
" you are smart"
" you will success in your career "
But i want balance you see, maybe i am just greedy. God is fair afterall. Some people is lack of ceertain area but strong in others.
My job life, thankfully is much smoother till now with bumps & stuffs
My school life is ok even though i dont top in class or whatso ever
My family is ok
but My <3 life is always bad, i think its my problem
So god somehow is fair afterall because theres always something that's they will make you lack
Back to career
I think afterall i am a girl. I put in emotions in my work. Today i have a talk with my group leader. She told me about the direction of my further career task & stuffs. Actually, i have to say, I am happy. Because the task she's going to give me is more challenging & obviously she's trying to give me a chance to perform
I am glad that I have such a great boss & she believe and give me a very good opportunity ( provided that i do properly)
But of course, when you received new assignment, you gotta dump away your own current assignment
The trouble came in then., i dont want to dump my current assignment. Maybe its because that's the first fcuking job assignment that i got for my whole life & thus I put in emotions /feelings and stuffs. So its hard for me to dump away
If i get 2 assignment together, the workload is heavy & my boss isnt very positive of that. either i need to try persuading her or i dont know???!!
Ok, i admit mostly is because i hate to leave this business partner, his name is xxxxx.
Too proud of me to admit.
He can be pretty much an asshole and i got pretty angry./fed up with him but he still have his charms on me. :(
Even how angry i am at him, if his email wrote " Dear Liling, ........" , ok hopeless......................
At the end of the day, i'll try to support him in whatso-ever of his request as much as possible.
The funniest part is, we havent met before because he's sao paulo counterpart , while I'm in Singapore office
He is an asshole
So i am stupid with all the emotional stuffs getting into me.
&& then here come with the human relationship part - my coordinator who support & work with me. Its complicated. Some things its hard to say.
Especially it due to another person emotion
Its really difficult i need to learn how to break bad news, of both the change & her conduct especially she's treating me as a friend not collegue. ( i really appreciate it)
I need to sort of my thoughts tonight. Then i can move on
Sunday, July 26, 2015, 12:29 PM
This kind of antique photos...
good young days.....
some of them are my facebook friends but some...
I'm not sure how's their life now