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Saturday, January 31, 2015, 10:58 AM
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i think i am incompetent in my job. :(
i dont like to have war whenever i opened my mailbox.
Some peace please.

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Wednesday, January 28, 2015, 8:50 PM
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A really bad news dropped down today in the office. - My group leader received news that my Brazil business most probably will broke off our business tide with us. I read the email that i wasn't cc inside. It was a simple email but it's pretty bad one and definitely have a huge impact on me.
I dont know why, maybe i put too much emotions in my work or perhaps that's the first country that i handled, it kind of made me felt at loss. Like, i tried to understand all aspect of the business nature, business route ( pardon me, no one understands what i was talking about ) , quotation reviews, culture, dealing with people that i need to work with, country but in the end....... its more of like all the effort you put in gone down to zero. 
Will I be jobless? I dont know
But i really need to reflect on myself because i think i really put too much of my emotions into my work. Most importantly, what attitude should i continue to faced with my Brazil business everyday? when i walked home today, i just thought this battle is lost before i can even fight. because there's nothing much i can do about it. It all boils down to the top management, again.
See only during work, i understand how powerful emails can be.
&& look, how work totally affect my emotions now. 
come on, work is just work. please get this into my mind

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Saturday, January 24, 2015, 8:12 PM
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I supposed its been a lonnnng loooong time that i lazed at home the whole day.
No work, ok, i admit i checked and read emails ( as per mentioned my previous email, i cannot put down) No work means didnt go back to the company. hahhahaa!
i did some reflection & I thought i put too much emotions in my work. I shouldnt be like that. I need to stay objective.Its really hard.
when the time comes, it will come. Just do focus and do your job scope well. I fell in love with my best friend? Lucas, Lucas, Lucas 
if you ever know this joke.

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Thursday, January 22, 2015, 9:15 PM
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Probably my closer working mates. HAHHAHAA.
Anyway, nowadays i start to wonder if it is worth to sacrificed your private life just for your work life. I mean, i know that your work can just pile up till you cant breathe because i am experiencing it sometimes. It's like, i don't konw. whyy are we all somehow pushing away dates/ getaways just because of work? cannot take mc, no time, tight deadline , cannot put down... & other etc.
Like, come on, we all know work is never ending. But i admit i am guilty for it. Especially when i am working in a industry where it never sleeps / stop even during Christmas or probably Chinese new year. I can't help but to check my email sometimes before sleeps & perpahs the first thing when i wake up in the morning. Why?
Just one sentence,
"My heart cannot put down the weight"
as though i directly translate to chinese.
Sometimes, i wonder if my brazil & Eu counterparts feels these way too. because my industry never sleeps.
the world is round, everyone living in different timezone, different culture, ships sail no matter what day it is...trade happened...

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Sunday, January 11, 2015, 9:17 PM
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If something are meant to be, it will happen somehow. You don't need to push, you dont need to fret because when times come, things will fall together in a way. I really think like this nowadays. is this good or..
I  am becoming more passive?


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Saturday, January 03, 2015, 9:30 PM
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the best thing is to accept it. because probably you yourself is changing too.

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, 9:18 PM
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"Passionfruit white chocolate buttermilk waffle with vanilla ice-cream topped with strawberries & grated coconut"
sound nice right? It is damn sour, I dont ever want to eat again. The strawberries are sour, the passionfruit sauce was sour. I was desperately sweeping away the sour sauce, like seriously.
Nowadays, i have deep interest in brazil, as a country. When my friend tell me about numbers in three-s, the first thing i came to mind is " what is this car model? " LOL . i think i'm kinda crazy , corolla, efc, imv & lotsa.
LOL sometimes i really hope if my parents can be not that traditional. but it's okay! jiayou. :) everything gonna be fine
Someone told me, " you can try to buff the whole world even yourself, but when your heart feel sad/uncomfortable then you know the truth."
One of the new year resolution for myself was perhapss, I need to learn to  be more truthful to myself. I can bluff other people with a smile but i know i can't really pass through my own heart.