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Friday, May 28, 2010, 11:41 PM

okay! i just feel like whinning now! as more & more ppl join into this job, things become more complicated. learning to how to cooperate with different type of ppl become an esstenial skill to survive there. i always noe these skills is important, but it's greatly emphasised in DON. i'm always thrown alone with someone & end up i have to do alone myself. don't u think this is so sian-ed meh?! piang. i seriously hope she's put alone with masa san heh. end up i have to close shop only at 9.45pm instead of 9.30 pm! { seened like not much difference right, BUT if u work there, this is a BIG differences! } u noe, i noe for myself that my tolerance level isn't that high. =/ i seriously feel much more better if there's lesser ppl working there now. like 3 or 4 ppl will do! and masa san still tell me 2 more new ppl coming in. i totally -.- -.- -.- -.- -.- -.- well....

but anyway , nimasan! i am going change job heh. anyone have any partime job, please contact me okay! not 9 to 5pm job cause i still have to attend japanese class during weekdays!

maybe if i didn't work in DON, i'm just going to miss one thing. enough of whinning. but seriously, i feel so shit now.

i have the urge to go on hoilday! :D anyone want to come?! i am dead serious here, not anyhow say say one.

Thursday, May 27, 2010, 11:26 PM

work the whole day! okay, i'm just acting excited. anyway, work was pretty hectic at DON . { i am more or less apdated to it. } anyway, today i was whining and sort of complaining to masa san. funny. lol! i won't reveal the content of what i complaint & whine to him though. i just naturally whine to him & forget that he's the manager there. lol! anyway, i just want to say i own zhaomian big time man. thanks! :D

i will have to be dilligent & hardworking& keen to learn/study japanese soon! there's a test coming up on 22june. if .......... i have to retake basic & cannot go up to immdiate class! OMG. yah, i am having a panic attack now. japanese test heh. anyway, the cute guy sitting in front of me during japanese class bo phew me nowadays. :/

Wednesday, May 26, 2010, 9:11 AM

in my 18 years of life, this is the first time, i wrote a letter so sincerely.

i really pour out my feelings/ thoughts there.

no craps, no fallacies

Tuesday, May 25, 2010, 9:33 AM

hello! okay. i am stil tooo lazy to do my homework for japanese lesson neh. and it's piling up.it's lesson 14 now & i haven't do my すくだい{ homework } for lesson 11! i wanted to do yesterday. but in the end i went out with ong zhi xiang till late at night. we actually juts intend to meet up for lunch. & zhi xiang was so freet hat he came all the way to city hall just to eat lunch.

anyway, we went to MOF for lunch , ate their udon & i still think the udon in DON is much more nicer! :D & then after tat both of us was pretty full & we went to candy empire & shop for pretty long because he was hestitating if he should buy the cookies or not. then we went to the wine exhibition to sample some free wine! HAHHAHAHAH.okay , my intention was to sample wine but he 's intention was to buy wine. and then after that we sat down in from of HAN's to chat & rest for an hour of so. so we decided to eat dinner& go round the Fortune of Wealth 3 to 4 times looking for an ideal resturant. but i was too picky & so we went to marina square for carl junior. zhixiang was amazed by the " 50% OFF for all ice-cream, cakes & coffee drinks after 9 " at cafe cartel. so we stay up at carl junior till 9pm . -.- tat pretty sums up my day ! :D

just plain eating , i guess.

bye! going for jap lessons! :D

&&& the cute guy infront of me doesn't seemed to be in good mood yesterday. i wondered! :

{ eheheh, but i'm still pretty gald that i sat behind him in basic 2! :) }

Friday, May 21, 2010, 11:26 PM

didn't update recently! been busy to getting my life back on track in singapore, but well... i still couldn't catch up with the work in japanese class. tons &&& tons of homework from japanese class but i am just simply toooooooo lazy to do now. :( anyway, i am still caught between which uni i want to go, smu or ntu. all thanks to zm that made me wondered again. i had already made up my decicison of going to ntu &&& then this evil zm come and bombard me with other things. &&& i 'll get very confuse when i ask ppl around {like, here & there. different people, different view point. even in my family, it's split into two different views. :( } enough of ranting! so here's about taiwan trip! :D taiwan trip was fun, not really super fun! but the last two days , i was walking with a dead wood. lol! but anyway, both yL & me was kinda conned in shinlin for a very expensive keychian tat is not worth the price though!

National Palace Muesum to see wonderful culture exhibition , but was pretty sian-ed when i see their highlight of the exhibit, brought many clothes from WuFenPu {cut prices, cheap shorts, nice tops & nice bags. } but i'm not the one that brought the most! , and then taipei 101 to see the whole taiwan, a magnificant view i would say. TanYY & I was looking for Danshui,lover's bridge & we thought we got the correct one, but only on the last day we realise it's the wrong bridge we saw. -.-

Ximendeng to buy bags , Danshui old streets to buy alot of mickey mouse stuffs & other nice, cute stuffs! :D Wulai to see the scenery & waterfall, climb stairs until leg pain. Lover's bridge & fisherman wharf to catch the cold breeze, fun! relaxing though. :D but i still have to say, the culture in taiwan was pretty differnt from singapore. most of them wear cover shoes instead of slippers, make up fro girls are nice, the style of clothes they wore are also different, the way of communicating is different too. oh well, it's pretty a good experience though! & it kind of motivate me to go oversea frequently, like exposing to different culture & stuffs. sat their bus & mrt , thanks to tanyy & yL who have goodsense of direction. most of the time , i just follow follow & follow them. lol!

&&i went to JinTaiFong xiaolongbao& then i think is so-so only! :D :D :D :D eat their red chili oil dumpling. it's isn't spicy at all. :S oh well, anyway, it's not as nice as it seemed to be la, no offence to all jin tai fong Xiaolong bao's fans

anyway, when we went to taiwan. our luaggage was around 8 to 9kg. but when we are on the way back to singapore, our luaggage became 19.6/ 18.6 & 21.6kg! lol! hahahah but pretty okay, because i went to taiwan to brought my pineapple tarts, mickeymouse stuffs from ongkong disneyland shop, and lao po bin! afterall, i brought back like 5 bags, 2 pairs of shoes & i think 6 piece of clothing, 6 box of pineapple tarts & sunflower bisuit. and PEARL MILK TEA is a must to try in taiwan! { we drink it like almost everyday.} more pictures up in fb. blogger is having problem to load pictures!

went to hellokitty shop for some desert/dessert ! :D we were super full because all the stuffs we ordered are cheese. so it's kind of very chessy. :( i didn't noe that. lol! food wise was pretty okay, but not worth the $$$. but if u're a hello kitty lover, then go for it! everything there is hellokitety. can u imagine if everything there is mickey mouse instead? HAHHAHHA. i'll go crazy. but yah, pink hellokitty concept in the store. :)

this is the AnZhong Mian Xian in ximending. i think this taste not bad! just tat i didn't noe what is the white meat inside & i went to eat it. then tanyy told me that it might be intestine. i was like -.- -.- -.- &&& now, i am still vexing over my uni stuffs again. i am totally figging lost.

after this trip, i really feel like going hoilday again! annyone???!!! HAHAHHA there's still a couple of months to go! :D &&& since i am working, i think i'll be able to squeeze some $$ out for hoilday! :D i'm still 19 &&& genki des ne! { healthy! } kinda inspired to go out && walk around the world. but , well, after all these, i'll still want to come back to singapore when i'm old, because it's my country! HAHAHAHA

{ this is a machine that sells envolpes with stamp, so all u need to do is to slot ur letter & this can be sent! } so , sometimes in life, it's not whether u can /cannot do. it's whether u want or don't want to do! it's pretty true. i told myself this during my college life,my work, even now! :D okay, i'm going to end off here! :D anyone want to go oversees with me? but not taiwan now. HAHHAHA . :D

NOW I KIND OF MISS MILK TEA IN TAIWAN NOW. :(

Thursday, May 13, 2010, 7:01 PM

i was feel so so so so so so so so so so happy &&&& lucky that i got smu acceptance letter after writing so much shit &&& crap in their English Qualifying exams { compre & eassy} which made me feel so hopeless at the end of that day, stating an abusard HOTDOG example in the exam paper, didn't speak well in the group interview,rushing my compo question. i seriously wondered how i fare for the english qualifying exam. my compo question goes something like" do u think that the most productive & successful people are those who do not care about the feelings & comments of others" , staring blanking at the eassy question, squeezing & churning out something to write, "wth wth wth wth " was the only words in my head. i went to msg to closer people in the morning , but when i got back all the msg from them, i started to hestiate. in the morning, if u ask me, i'll give u a definite answer, ima{now}, i don't noe. well, people , i will be very happy if u drop comments. it's okay to drop any kind of comments, good or bad, i won't mind. i just want to hear something, something truthful, even if u aren't close to me/ or don't noe me.

but, i'm going to taiwan tml. won't update in 5 days time! :DDDD see you guys then!

Wednesday, May 12, 2010, 11:12 PM

working like shit nowadays. masa san still wanted to increase my workday.

wake up in the morning, brush teeth, take mrt, to liang court, set up store, how i was fully-utilized by masa san, constantly think of tactic to deal with people relations, close store, count $$$, take train home.

that pretty sumed up my two days. even though i always complain about how tired i get after work, how many freaking !$#$(*#* shit i am going through, but i am sure that at the end of the day, i feel much much much much much much much much much more happy. i don't noe why, just a sense of fulliment, satisfication i'm seeking. :) so, i have to accomdate all the cons & shit i get from the job. i always whine to my closer friends but i noe what i mean la, i just need somewhere/someone to whine to. didn't go for japanese lessons nowadays. there's a 1 week break between basic 1 & basic 2! :) i met alot of ppl after work recently. thamkk on bus 241 , kenneth lim today at mrt , tanyy just now at mrt! :DDDD hope to meet up with u guys soon! DDD:

anyway, going to go taiwan on this friday! so fast.! i am excited! :DDDD

Monday, May 10, 2010, 9:41 AM

hello! so long never post a picture here already. anyway, i went the malaysia trip {again} this time. like what zhixiang mention on his blog," breakfast with really hungry people, making toblerone the first impulse purchase of the day, hiding in a mall from the crazy sun, out in the scorching sun to see some ostriches, and then more skin-burning in the fruit farm doing botany class, with some time with "awwwwwww" cute cuddly fuddly animals! and finally down the river for a pre-christmas light up by api-api "

that's pretty sums up all the stuffs. but what i hate most for the trip is that the weather is soooo freaking hot that i sweat alot &&& i didn't really have the mood to go look at those fruits. but well, looking at firefly resting on mangrove trees at night is pretty interesting. the trees just light up like a christmas tree! :) &&& sitting on a boat, moving away from the city area, to a ulu ulu mangrove swamp at night made me feel relaxing. the course of the river, the shining stars at night on the sky, the quiet mangrove swamp, the muddy water, everything & everything. city area, i suddenly think. well &&&oalso, gotta chance to talk to zhixiang on the bus again. he knocked me out to the reality again. that's why i always like to chat with him. he somehow will tell me what to do, and wat not to listen.

Sunday, May 09, 2010, 10:58 PM

i got so irrated by Miss S, Miss S &&& Miss J.

i think they are damn screwed up man.

&& sadly, i cannot say anything in front of any ppl.

Friday, May 07, 2010, 9:03 AM

working time slot :

1/5:1.00PM-9.40PM

2/5: 9AM-9.30PM

3/5: 4.30PM -9.30PM

4/5: 3.30PM - 9.40PM

5/5: OFF

6/5: 3.30PM - 9.30PM

7/5 : 3PM TO 9.30PM

8/5 :OFF

9/5 : 11AM- 9.30PM

10/5 : OFF

11/5: 9AM - 9.30PM

12/5:9AM - 9.30PM

13/5: 9AM - 4PM

this is so tiring. but then i told myself to tolerate. work isn't great nowadays. because as more & more ppl joining work , the working enviroment become more & more complicated. there's a couple of new faces here. i gotta watch every single comments/ words that i said. or else, i'll regret.

everytime

masa san :"daijobu? {are you okay?}

Liling:" daijobu"

'then he give me the "hotoni? {REALLY}"face

Liling:" really daijobu."

eh, i found it useless to tell him how not daijobu i am sometimes. i mean, i think it's kind of pointless to say i am not okay. cause the problem lies on me, not him, or others. masa san also have alot of stuffs to deal with. he's going to sell fishcake at isetan from today onwards.

things gonna become much more complicated. denial, betrayal, this remind me of the liar game i watched a couple months back. i guess, that's how the society is. at least , at least, at least, yuko is still working.

Tuesday, May 04, 2010, 11:22 PM

i scared, pondered && worried over things that i shouldn't be worried about.

i am worried about those things because i am self-centred, selfish & super afraid to lose.

, 9:03 AM

well,friday was meeting up with jc clique after work. sooooooooooo tired that i didn't really want to talk on the mrt ride. i was wearing super casual there & i didn't really want to take any photo. hahhaha. but it was pretty a good experience minnie was commenting that i drink alcohol like drinking water like ttat . hahha. i was kinda worried that my face will blush when i get home. anyway. weekend was totally hectic. people around me treated weekends as hoildays. but to me, weekends are totally not so. working for almost two full days on saturday & sunday & help sunshine to take her shift on monday { which is yesterday } . i didn't want to , but my brain told me i have to . HHAHAHHA. so when she called me, i'm still at clementi, so i have to head down to clark quay again. well, & then i will have like 10 consective days working without a leave because masa is going to isetan to sell fish cake &&&& i was told to help out his shift. eh, no choice. anyway, i noe Sunshine didn't really like me alot, but then she stil have to smile to me cause i'm working with her &&&& due to serveral peretty obvious reasons. after all these grumbling, i still like f&b job . HAHHAHAHA. lol! if u relaly enjoy ur job, half of ur time will be fun.

I AM TIRED. but i like my japanese lessons more, except for... well, i hope i won't get it during basic 2! :) Basic 1 is coming to an end &&& i'm going to start japanese basic 2 on 17may. going to skip first two lessons because i'm going taiwan. i learn alot during basic 1. even though i might get bored during the 3 hour lessons, but well, i'm going to continue because i really relaly really really really really really learnt alot of stuffs!

anyway, i am going to have H1N1 injection later. :(