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Hello, I'm Liling. Blogging on/off since 2004.
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Andy Beesuan Cynthia Lim Edmund Elaine Helena Hui Shan Hooi Kim TOHHwee Ting TOHJiaHui Jermine Ken Tan Liling Mei Ting LiHuan LeeLeng LingLing lynetteTang Pamela Shirley SinYee Stella Stephanie Tracy イーリン YiFeng YuZhi Winnie Xiang Yi XingYong Zhong Sheng ZiYu


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Wednesday, March 31, 2010, 8:03 PM
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bloody monnnnnnnnnnnnday. i watched like 5 ep today!
going to watch the last one tml! supber nice. okay, adventurous. can make my heart pump faster. anywya, my brother from china called me & told me that he went to go for the 360degree roller coaster ride at china. i'have been wanting to do, but i didn't dare to. the idea of flipping myself 360degree scared me to hell.

anyway, i was broswing through some fourm that mention about how japanese guys/ japanese guys thinks about women in singapore. well, some contents are hilarous, but true. i was laughing in front of my computer though. hahaha. cause i'm been talking to masa san at work nowadays.

saying about work, tml i'm workign the whole day shift, from 9 to 9.30pm. going to be a tired one. been sitting around & meeting up with tanyy & yL for planning. anywya, nice to cjhat with tanyy & yL though, and not forgettting, cynthia lim! :) lol! kind of update each other's life a bit & stuffs.

anyway, people, i noe my blog is getting boring to many ppl. heh. so sorry! :)
because yesterday, i was chatting with xingyong on msn, xy { who usually read my blog } didn't noe why i will be in town on weekdays. -.- well, nevermind. i thought, my blog is seriously getting boring. so sorry people!

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Tuesday, March 30, 2010, 10:18 PM
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I AM SO TIRED NOW.
so sick & tired of the work.
watching bloodymonday season2 since i got home.
finally, tml is my day off. { after $#(&#($%& months. }
bye. :) i am going to sleep.

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Monday, March 29, 2010, 9:57 PM
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today was my last day at NUH work! I am working with Auntie Susuan today, she is a very very chatty person, and she was talking to me from 10 am to 5.30pm. -.- i was so so so so tired but i still have to try to talk with her. =/ well , last day at NUH was boring as usual, cause there isn't much sales today. hope everything went well with Auntie Susuan still! :)
&&&& after one month of endless working days, i finally finally finally finally finally finally able to have a day off! { which is on this wednesday! :) } actaully, i didn't want to go out to any place on wednesday. i just feel like staying home & do whatever stuffs i wanted to.

anyway., since Yuko called me just now, she made me become angry with that Sunshine & pissed off with Masa on sunday again. piang. seriously. i was tired, hungry & thirsty when i met up yiling at jp after work. -.-

anyway, was watching Bloody Monday Season 2! finally! i went to check & it's uploaded. the whole series had just aired finish in Japan { i think so! } was waiting for it to finish AIRING in japan because i hate waiting for every ep to come up. and the standard is sitll great after two years, with the orginal casts. :) ]

& i start to worried about my full time japanese course next month after yL told me how difficult it is. =/ scary &&& worst still, i'm going alone. & i 'm worried that i can't cope.

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Saturday, March 27, 2010, 8:57 AM
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didn't blog for quite sometime. =/ well, life been pretty busy nowadays. working at DON & NUH. meet up with tanyy, yL, celebrate birthdays & stuffs. { of course, this include good food! } HAHHAHA .
anyway, major changes in the month of April. i didn't noe why, Masa San accept my riduclous timetable for next month & allow me to take off days on Friday, Saturday & sunday. { i am going genting actually, but not now. } & i told jasmine that i am quiting the job at NUH. i went to sign up a full-time in japanese course in town area after considering for quite sometime { pretty worrried though } . so in conclusion, i am cutting down my working hours, need for more leisure time. &&& i am such a noob for online application stuffs. i made a lot of mistake & i have to do all the procedures to covre up my mistakes. ;( called xingyiong , and lihuan , and yL, and zm with an anxious voice. lol! && went chinatown to eat good food yesterday at the FOOD STREET with tanyy & cyn. gonna be busy planning a trip soon! :)

i think i am getting veryvery very very very very very very very very very very paranoid nowadays.

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Saturday, March 20, 2010, 8:15 AM
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u noe, bananana, i really think ur camera is worth buying! cause the quailty of pictures that came out is really great! hahaha.

okay, well, lots of stuffs happening here & there , beside work of course. but i didn't really blog much about though. :) i realise tat i am lagging behind huanny & xingyong in Resturant city in fb cause i have been too busy with work & couldn't log in. =/
anyway, why did i wake up so early?
because i had a bad dream over something at NUH. seriously, i totally freak out & have the urge to quit that job at NUH.

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Wednesday, March 17, 2010, 8:46 PM
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seemed like i didn't update my blog for quite a few days though.
didn;t have the mood to do so/ nor do i noe what i want to comment about
lots of stuffs happening, been thinking alot till i headache, having to cope with work, drawing up lots of plans. don't noe where i'm heading to, my aim & stuffs. all i noe is i need to make $$. at one end, i told myself to chose something i like, & at the other end , i told myself to chose something right. if u don't noe me well, i doubt u will understand how big the difference between my definitation of right & like.

job at NUH was pretty great, just that i dreaded the part about taking the free shuttle bus { well, tay yL should noe} very boring especially when sales isn't so great on that day. saw alot of nurses, doctors, patient, social worker, mixed feelings. &&&& threre's this Sunshine coming back to DON on saturday & i didn't noe how to deal with her, cause this sunshine ah, don't like to wash plates & then i will become a dishwasher again. piang. SERIOUSLY. when yL was msh me & complaining about masa san { yes, finally she realised} , && then i realise that i was too sick & numb to masa san's attitude /character that i don;t really care about him now. all i do, is to pray hard that april 16 will come soon & i don't get myself into any trouble. if my manager is igar san....

i don't noe why, this time . i have an urge to find ADMIN JOB.
can someone please please please offer an admin job to me?!
{finally, i am back to the mainstream thinking. }
back to reality, i'm working from 9 to 9.30 tml at DON. sigh.

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Saturday, March 13, 2010, 9:27 AM
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extracted from Cynthia Lím 's blog :
" There are two types of people i know
  1. They do things without thinking. Eventually they used up half of their life regretting their actions.
  2. They think too much before taking actions. Eventually , they did nothing in life because they spend half their life thinking. Just thinking, alone. "

i am the second type of people. seriously, i like to think alot and then sometimes thinking alot made me upset very easily especially when things aren't going on my way. i think alot of my actions because i fear that once i made a wrong move, i'll regret my life. i think alot because i don't want to make myself caught in an unexpected situation. i think alot because i 'm trying to make everything prefect as the way i wanted to be. like what xy told me in MSN yesterday, there's always endless things for me to worry. seriously, sometimes i think i'm alittle paranoid.{ is it used in this way?! idk. }

seriously, i still have no idea what course i am going to take in uni. all i think is whether i could get into the course with a bad grade in my GP &&&& everyone is striving very hard. everytime i want to choose tat course, i start to wonder about my GP. many decisions were made & people around me are moving on with their life. then i wondered on the train ride home:

WHAT THE HELL IS TOH LILING DOING NOW?


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Friday, March 12, 2010, 8:48 PM
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can someone please tell me if SMU only take A level students with good gp grades?!
seriously, i'm having a panic attack now.

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Thursday, March 11, 2010, 11:23 PM
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Happy Birthday Tan Yue Yin!
{ so fast. known her for like 6 years already ! }
today working was tuper shiok! cause i'm am working with Tay YL for the whole day. so she brought her stuffs here to do , and then eat lunch & dinner on time. and we can stand there and do nothing since masa san have a off day today. okay, i just realise that i will be changed to the morning shift next week. and i don't noe how to schedule my job at NUH.
but something pretty worried me now,
my friends those i am pretty close with me,already noe what they are going to choose for their uni / how they are going to move on with their life. YET i don't even have a single clue about what i am going to do. seriously, i don't noe what to choose or what are my directions for now. seeing how beesuan & yL striving hard to get a decent portprofile{ i don't noe how to spell }, i started to get panic today.

that's all for today! bye. i still have work at NUH from 9am to 6pm tml!

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Tuesday, March 09, 2010, 7:43 PM
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i am so frigging tired now NOW NOW NOW!
okay, i am tired. i have been juggling two jobs at a time. one is the japanese job at DON && the other one is working with jasmine {again "} at the pushcart at NUH.
well, there's a Mr bean store at NUH! and i went there to buy lunch like for alot of days already heh. meals are provided for both jobs! so that i wont spend my $$ on meals outside.
well, i told masa san that i am leaving this job on 10th april but he insist that i should work till 16 april because he coulnd't hire anyone { i doubt so cause i am suspecting he don't really care about hiring ppl '} &&&&&, he got my parttime pay increase , and now my will of leaving is .... { call me $$ $ face la } talking about masa san, he's bringing us for dinner tm,l {after work} . i wonder how weird the atmosphere will be like, but whatever. i told yL to come early so that i won't be alone with masa san.
i need money now, because of many things, and i am working very hard everyday.
$$$$$ to fullifill all the stuffs i am planning to do.

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Sunday, March 07, 2010, 9:19 AM
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well, i seriously think i haven't enjoy my life out of it man. been busy working since dec cause i strongly believe that u need money first before u can do anything. now, when u have earn money { NOT ENOUGH YET } , u will think of how u should enjoy life. whenever i thought of this topic , i would then have the mentality that "after the release of A level results then say" . now, when i got my A level results, i should seriously think what i should do next....

alot of ideas yet to fullifull & stuffs. & i have decided that i am going to CHANGE job. going to quit that japanese job at clark quay & carry on with the job at NUH. yah, irony, i foresee tat i am going to juggle TWO jobs at a time for the next month. & i am looking forward to not working with masa san again because i seriously don;t like his working ssyle. and i don't wish to continue to work with him anymore.

oh &&&& i need to blog tat i went to watch Alice in Wonderland with Xingyong { LIKE FINALLY! } in cathay yesterday. we watch the movie in 3D on & it kind of cost us $14 each. hahhaha. xy was saying tat this will be the first & the last time she watch it. i was giggling though. we did took pictures of us wearing the 3D specs but then i couldn't be able to upload into this computer. & i went to eat subway with my collegue YuKo after work today

&&& lastly, when i went to chat with someone yesterday night { cause i was so happy yesterday night tat i went to msn & chat with 5 to 6 ppl at one time } , it really disturbed me when i realise that one of them have a mindset that is totally different from me. well, i guess, that's the fate & i am going to accept it. somehow we don't click like we used to be .

OH, and now i kinda become alittle bit siao siao already. maybe cause suddenly everything that i worried , the fear, the fustration, the panic, the countless sleepless nights i had for the past two years had came to an end.

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Friday, March 05, 2010, 9:18 PM
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i didn't have the mood for lunch in the afternoon today.
today, i was sweating real hard in the hall,
i was having a cold sweat in the morning despite the sunny weather outside.
i was pray real hard in the hall today,
when i see the statistics, my heart pumped harder& much faster.
& then everything came to an end;

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Monday, March 01, 2010, 10:32 AM
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being sensitive isn't tat great afterall.
noticing something that u shouldn't notice would make u feel miserable
or, maybe thinking too much is a problem too.
there's so much worries nowadays tat i could hardly stop thinking.
big & small ones.
after one problem, there's always another problem for me to thin