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Wednesday, April 29, 2009, 8:42 PM

hello! LOL!

i was telling wonglihuan about my theory of being retrenched failed,

and now i got motivation to make an extra effort to go down early to take bus 99 already!

hahaha.

well, school today pretty okay.

i baked mango sponge cake on tuesday & brought it to school for people to try,

well, no mango smell, i have to admit. and i comfirm chop going to redo again .

i will add mango ecssence ( i dunno how to spell), mango yogurt, mango juice, mango fresh ,

basically everything & see if it turn out to have the mango smell again anot!

went to watch talenttime todday in school!

cause some of my classmates did join this year one, so went to support noella!

well, after tat i make a trip to cca with zm,

and we realise that we are dismiissed since there's nothing to do, :)))

we are issued a piece of paper to write our achievements for eclub. &&&& ..........

and i have to clear 1h30minutes of duty slots tml. :(

anyway, tat's the cake i was whinning about the previous entry, see see see!

piang. Zzz i still feel pretty irriated now when i see those two slices of cake.

well. there's nothing to write already! bye!

it's a four day week! :))))

i am sick& tired to always to make that first move, & i won't ever ever do it again. i swear.

Friday, April 24, 2009, 9:24 PM

hello! i noe it's pretty long since i updated.
oh, i rmb that i wanted to post about the cafe that is famous of their chocolate banana cake.
I WENT TO EAT WITH MY SIS ONE FINE DAY at one of its outlet,

and i was kinda disappointed. both of us called two different slices of cake.

chocolate banana cake was not as nice. very little banana stuffed inside the cream, i think only like half of the cake is stuff with banana. -.-

chocolate cream layer is like AS thick AS the chocolate sponge cake layer,

& to me, i couldn't taste much, but only chocolate cream.

Mango Cake ( i think that's wat it called ) was.... Mango used is totally NOT FRESH. not fresh at all, vanilla sponge cake was too much of the egg-y taste.

afterall, i was soooooo shocked/irritated by how the cakes are, caused i dun expect such a standard, maybe it's just the outlet.

well...

& i feel kind of regret going in to eat.

{ so sorry for whinning, it's just tat i got pretty fed up about it. cause my sis & i went back to that shopping mall SPECIALLY to eat their cakes, and then.... }

meet up with Joanna Soh last saturday,

i didn't take any photo which i intended to cause i forget to bring my camera!

it's been like 1 year since we met,

do some catch up on each other's life,

well, alot of things change,

people around us change.

maybe i shall meet up with her soon again!

i still rmb we are like from the same class, same cca, living in the same block last time

& i will go her house & play cd games.

dined at NYDC, i ordered MANGO TANGO CHEESECAKE!

( cause i rmb i regret not eating in holland v that time! )

well, NYDC cheesecake is super nicceeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee, :) :) :)

next time i will try other cheesecake of theirs already!

OH, i rmb zhaomian called me at that time & i was pretty mean & sacastic towards him. ps!

{ but i noe he noe i am joking & he dun really mind! }

&&&& school was pretty great nowadays! i do cherish everyday in school!
well, it's friday but i didn't have alot of things to do.
so i went back home very very very early after school.
and i didn't noe wat to do at home. lol!

&&& i was telling wonglihuan about how i never saw ..... for one week & i come up with the theory of being retrenched.. well, i guess my morning aim is gone. HAHHAHA.

OH OH , and i rmbed i went to "try out" baking cookies using cookies cutter one day, :)
cause i wanted to bake for xy& chip for their birthday!
SO SOORRY, actually i wanted to bake muffins for u guys, but i dun think it's near prefect yet so i didn't want to get as a gift.

maybe i'm going to try baking apple muffins / mango sponge cake tml.

depends. or maybe i won't bake tml. HAHHAHA

okay, tat's all for today! and i have a nice day!

Lastly, HAPPY 18th Birthday Xingyong ang Chip

Sunday, April 19, 2009, 9:09 AM

NO NO NO NO no no no expectations for myself.

tat's the word that i should rmb hard in my mind. and i will always rmb.

Friday, April 17, 2009, 10:16 PM

{taken with respect from Tantracy's blog }

it's friday again! well, which means it's the end of a week.

there's actually nothing much for this week...

well, i didn't noe what to update either, i just feel like blogging!

tat' all!

& I seriously realise that i didn't post up alot of events happening nowadays. =/

&& I asked my mother if she's going clementi, but she's NOT.

cause i want to go clementi to get nice nice dimsum. wasted.

ARGH.

&&&& thought of something when i was on the way back from JP.

cause Tanyy told me something,

then we got discuss about a ex-classmate of mine who changes alotttttttttt in her life.

well...

okay.

off for now, bye!

only the fittest will survive in this world.

Wednesday, April 15, 2009, 9:00 PM

hello! I will be stingy with my photos! LOL!

there's lot of things happened these days, i forget/ cannot rmb wat happened.

but well, i rmb how econ test was, it's horrible & terrible because i didn't went to study on the part of slow economic growth and deflation.

till now, i'm stillfeeling very very very very very lucky over my ...

tsk tsk tsk tsk!

&&& stayover at sinyee's house that day. i tell u, i slept at......

3AM can!

okay, dun always says i cannot tahan okay! { which is quite true! }

WELL, we went to coffee bean for a drink at vivo city and i left all my candy empire sweets there!

and wat worse it that, i only realise it like 1000000000000000 seconds later. -.-

so, wasted, the dark chocolate i brought from candy empire looked so nice!

OH! and i watched finish BLOODY MONDAY already!

{ a recent jap drama about how a virus going to attack Tokoyo! }

i suddenly feel like going to JAPAN again! like, cause my relative went to japan & he brought back those KITKAT flavours that are not available in Singapore. eg. peach white chocolate with waffles inside, white chocolate etc & stuffs!

Well, well well, i'm sure i will drop by IWATE and find my home exchange buddies if i really went to japan! i wonder how's she is!

CCA day today.

saw the newly J1s, well, i still have cca till 13May. &

CAFE is finally going going going to open already.

May be meeting Joanna Soh on sunday! it's been soooooo long since we last met!

i suddenly feel like meetin her up, so i msg " LUNCH, sunday?"

she said:" OKAY CAN"

HAHHAH! yah yah yah, maybe i should bake something. i'm going to bake this weekend again.

most probably i will drag my mum in. HAHAH

off for now!

recently, one of the msg i send to my friend was " it's a matter of fact, u have learn to accept it, live with it, there's nothing u can do, so wat's the point of holding it on? "

well, it's seemed like i am refering to myself instead. such a bitch.

& lastly

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Saturday, April 11, 2009, 3:57 PM

{ POSTED at 8.27pm }

now, my brain was full of that situation, should i, or should i not?

i cannot decide.

is everything there still remains the same?

{ since i have been not lucky enough in seeing what i wanted}

should i stand firm with my situation?

at the back of the mind, should i make myself to be such a....

bitch?

maybe it changed, i would never find the things i want in that shopping mall

till then, i regret.

i think i need to go bugis with stella on thursday,

because no one show me the direction now.

or,maybe maybe...

i already noe the situation there, it's just that i dun want to face the fact.

it's been 4 months yet i couldn't bear to flip to a new chapter in my book.

ARGH,i really seriously have a hard time coping even though i'm trying very hard & be normal

it's much much much more difficult than the previous one, sinyee.

this time, i won't act normal.

I wrote lots of things,

but i deleted away everything.

Thursday, April 09, 2009, 10:48 PM

now, everything's over,
i was lucky, very very very very very very very lucky.
thankyou.

thank you so so much,

hello!

been pretty busy this week, i keep ranting to Wonglihuan about how busy i was.

but well, i have lots of new pictures which i didn't kop from my friends.

celebrated Tohsinyee birthday on tuesday. :)

&& HAPPY BIRTHDAY TOHSINYEE!

& MISS TIONG too!

there's so many ppl having their birthday today!

went to GIANT after school for a CCA trip! :)

well, nice! going to watch that japanese drama already! all thanks to minghui! HAHAH

i am too lazy to update my daily life nowadays! so sorry over tat.

well, i think i didn't mention i went on a trip to IKEA?!

ps. i'll try to kop photos from ppl!

i am going on friday/saturday,

either of one day

because i simply cannot resist any more.

i have to or my heart may seems to crave more.

i realise that

even if i got the compliments from the whole world,

yet i still failed if u didn't notice anything at all.

Saturday, April 04, 2009, 12:50 PM

ahyo! i like NUM bag again. -.-
i told myself i am not suppose to like NUM bag. =X
the black & brown one looks so nice!
cause i couldn't bear to buy these bag.
rmb i told Tohsinyee 2/3 years ago that i like a NUM tote bag which cost SGD149.90
and i still didn't buy the NUM tote bag till now cause i really really didn't want to spend my money like tat. =/
{even when i was working during hoildays, i didn't want to buy the bag }
now, this NUM boston bag is soooooooooooooooo nice.
beesuan, u shouldn't post on ur blog la! =X =X =X
I WANT NUM BAG.
ARGH!
{ i doubt i would buy one even though i like it alot. }

Friday, April 03, 2009, 9:38 PM

{maybe, maybe, i didn't play my cards well enough.

i asked myself if i took the wrong step.

i was trying to console someone else when i couldn't even solve my own worries.

how ironic.}

School today was pretty good, short day.

TRACY tan came to my house & bake cookies. well, i think there's something wrong with

the dough. it look kind of sloggy. OH, and this was the first time i baked a cookie that is not completely cooked. -.- Made a deal with ZM, which turn out pretty funny, but well... STELLA didn't come to school again. oh, &&&&&, miss tiong gave us each a very very very very nice chocolate from candy empire! the chocolate taste nice! they were happily eating the chocolate chips, white chocolate chips too. sizzling ice waffles :) & i love to eat eggs alot, i tell my mumn to cook eggs for me & i really still miss the fish at novena, basically still miss the same old thing. &&& realise something from TT and stella today & i seriously totally neglect about that point. seriously, it really -.- -.- -.- -.- -.-

random paragragh, i noe. =/ many thoughts run through my mind now. i can't think properly.

tat's all, i need to sleep & act dumb next time. at least i will be able to try my best to "deceive" myself. who's gonna hear me?

Thursday, April 02, 2009, 9:58 PM

school today was pretty okay okay,

all i could rmb is that i was freezing like -.- in lecture hall today

because the aircon was so cold. & i didn't bring any jacket.

well & i already settled the milk supplier stuffs! :)

going to meet them soon next week with the rest of the bu ppl!

& i rmb i wanted to eat waffles today, but there's so many ppl lining up in sizzling ice. :(

HAHA.

many thoughts run through my mind now :

thereisnofreedomofspeechatallthoughsadlyjustaccept

itsometimesnomatterhowthingsworksustillhavetoacceptitandifuareveryangrywithurfriend

ormaybepissedoffwithurfriendoruthinkheractionsisnonesenseoruthinksheissoselfishsometimesucouldnt

doanythingtohertopreventagrumentsorevenstrainurfriendshiphangonthere

eventhoughudunfeellikebecauseualreadyplacethebetiwonttalkaboutsensitiveisussetothembecause

ifisayitouttheymaygetthewrongideaofmeifeelverypissoverthispointandihavenowheretoventmyfustration.

itoldthatmyfriendinthetoliettodayaboutsomethingtodayandshedunnomydifficulyandhowiwishicouldbelikeherallineedis

money.ineedtotoleratetolerateandtoleratenomatterhowmuchidunwanttogetonwithmylifeasusualand

whineverythingtourselfandcontinuetotoleratethatirratingperson

there's so much i have to bear with it.

Wednesday, April 01, 2009, 9:02 PM

OHOHOHO!

i went to ask around everyone about why my muffins will become hard hard one. HAHAHA

i heard alot of answers like add too much butter, bake using too high temperature, bake for too long, add no water, & too little sugar.

well, i do agree with the last reason cause i really cut my sugar by half half & is really HALF.

CCA day toda, i kind of like to go cca nowadays, cause there's nice ppl in my BU! :)

& managed to go try sizzling ice's new waffles /cheese waffles/ muffins .

HAHHAA, i was waiting today for tanyy to go buy eggs for the new waffle mix!

i seriously think that the new one taste better now, i didn't noe why. but well....

some J1 came in & yah, brief intro to them & stuffs, i was waiting for......... =/

DINNER at jp after at, with zm of course!

full, EAT ALOT ALOT ALOT ALOT ALOT ALOT today again!

:((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((

oh well, and we walked back to home from jp!

{ i suggested cause i was toooo full }

now i have a very very hard decision to make, should i tell or should i not & act dumb?

tat's difficult, i dunno.

cause it's like i'm betraying either of them no matter which step i'm going to take.

April. tat's fast.

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