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Tuesday, March 21, 2006, 6:22 PM
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me and sinyee LOL. all the pictures heres~ LASTEST. this neoprint we take this time ish the NICEST. wait till. hahahs. cyn gib me her too. hahahs. xD see. two CUTE LITTLE girl here. hahahs. xD kies. bear wif me pls.



























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dear diary~ . todae early in the morning went to find mr low to have my two marks added to my physics tys test. AND YEAH. i pass liao. i go add mark mr low was still saeing "i dun like to gib ppl 1 or 2 marks to past" and he is reluctant lo. but then not i go ask for marks de. ish he put ticks liao forget to count that ticks lo. i still wnaan agrue 1/2 marks from him de. but then since i past. then suan le. i still can WIN tat 1/2 marks back. xD nah mind la. ~ i pass liao. can liao. at least i past my term 1 test. i start to get very SERIOUS now. biology teaching new chapter. and CONCENTRATE. bad news from mdm siti. the national weather project. the panel of judges are coming down to see our project AGAIN. this mean not one but a few . and mdm siti sae maybe 10. still needed to prepare refreshment for them. xD wa. need to present. i hab present fright. i hate it. xD .wa. pls dun LET the previous judge come. dunno wat he call.~ i would be quite embarrassed then. xD <--- like tat spell? ~ and then ish on 12 april. less than one month. and more sway ish. we are the first group to present la. xD ahya. y first. xD and i LOST THE REPORT. cham liao~ later going to find again. or how? anyhow agar agar ar. cannot la. i agar agar also wrong like physics. ` xD. sianns. ~ tml ish wed got cme. Sians sians sians. two days le. xD YEAH. i am very happy. maple lvl up lo. 54 xD and chinese lesson was quite oring . mrs chia use marks to bribed us again. hate this thing lei. like sort of encouraged students to answer questions because of marks. NOT because of urself. and if tat really count. i hab to forced myself to answer quetsions. xD physics test next week and i am going to make sure myself to be FULLY prepared. ans umtimes i found *him very irrating but he may be good at times. ~ tat my opinion xD pls dun get offended. ty.

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Monday, March 20, 2006, 5:28 PM
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dear diary~ kies hmm. much things happened this few days.. hmm. i AM very busy. but then i too lazy to type outa anything la. ~ hmm. yah . i waanna sae ONE more time. hmm. sorri IF i offended any ppl in school. maybe i dunno u . but u noe me. cause i offended u . so sorrie. if really offended u . xD

todae. was the first day of the term. ym dun hab come. hmm. as usual la. onli i CHANGE my school bag. and my shoes. hahahs. xD a brand new term. a brand new start. and a BRAND NEW marks. yah. i will work harder this term. AS hard as possible. hmm. my physic FAILED again. xD tat one wasted. cause i dun hab do the esl or dunno la. xD 4 marks gone. nah mind. tat one was last term work. so i will TRY HARDER this term. but then still quite sad la. first day see this paper. xD . EHH. and the question i agar agar saw the answer sheet one WRONG. -_- i also dunno hwo to agar agar write out. xD ahya. nah mind la. hmm. maple. - the next next day going to level up liao lo. and YAH . good news. my face got CURE lo. my mother let me eat medicine FINALLY. i hab to use finish my recent pimpel cream before looking for doctor. - i going to tat DR soh one.- near my house where kok keong go de. hahahs. ~ there is CURE FOR MY FACE. and i will become prettier . maybe? . xD kies la. sumtimes really cannot tolertate myself too. xD kies. end here. ~

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Saturday, March 18, 2006, 8:48 PM
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SORRI. I DUN NOE IT WILL OFFEND U PPL. I SINCERELY SAE SORRI TO U PPL. not trying to push away the responsibility here, but i am really sorrie. i will keep quiet. i promise. and I WILL NOT MENTION ANYTHING IN THE FUTURE.

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Thursday, March 16, 2006, 9:39 PM
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dear diary. i am back to update my blog liao. i was SO GOOD yesterday tat i gib almost half day to my PRECIOUS jasmine. hahahahs. hmm. then went to meet my beautician and get the medicine. pimple cream from here. 60 dolars flew away. hmm. not really 60 dollars. ish 59. so sad~ ahya. then went to meet yL and yy at about 3.15. i was late by 5 mintues. then we take train. three of us dun really tok tat much. reach beach. saw 3c people. then when go thre. they got free game. hmm. feel kind of sway. but nah mind~ i got a ride on bicycle AGAIN. hahahas. -i asked cw if he can lobang* me . and he agreed. xD thanks CW. dunno he will see anot. ~hope he saw tat. hmm. when is the last time i like tat ar? yah. ish the last hoilday i think. tat time was mL . hahahs. back to class outing la. - hmm . then to the jetty. sit until my butt quite pain la. but nah mind. - i will be very contented to hab sumone *lobang me liao. xD and then yesterday was quite fun la. ~ still kk la. xD hahahs. got myself wet. and i WAS SO SLEEPY.and then sleepy. i close my eyes all the way home. i dun hab sleep on the train. just close my eyes. yL was not feeling good then. after dinner. she vomits lots out. then i quickly go find the others. -_- i run back to the orginal spot. but cannot find them - they went to find the other guys.- just as wat i did. BUT . how on earth will there be a thing call "pass by" . so qiao. i sort of never belive in tat. but after tat one i DO belive. i run outside. they walk inside. less than 1m. i never saw them. malu. nah mind~ yesterday dun look like a class outing because - THERE is. mm. never mind. then went home quite late la. xD reach home like going to 11. actually i TOH LILING try to be brave and wanna to go home. but because i cannot overcome my fear - so i hab to ask mL to fetch me from JP. xD yah. and trouble mL and his father to take me home. and mL took me to the doorstep. ` xD yah. thanks. and then i just gib him a . hmm * xD thanks mL and his father .

todae. went out todae . AGAIN. i think my mother was getting more and more dismay wif me. for going out. i agree. i noe much more new friends lo.~ mL friends. and i wore hmm. not bad la. todae. and i got sum good remarks. maybe. they dun dare to sae bad remarks. hahhas. kies la. todae was happy day. bbq.~ xD i promise. BY one SUCH day. i will bring mL to my class outing. ~ and jasmine too. xD too tired. todae was also crappy day. yah. i saw how ppl start their conversation wif ppl who they dun noe. mL friends were good at it. especially jason andyani.~ xD kies. end here liao la. YAH. i got sum number from new ppl too ~ xD

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Tuesday, March 14, 2006, 7:17 PM
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dear diary. i am back to update. yah. i am looking forward to tml. anywya. tml . first needa sae sorrie to jamine* hahahs. hmm . yah. u too hab did this before la. hahahas. kies. tml i leave my PRECIOUS day to JASMINE. cause. she is going to make a decision tat will EVER affect her life. hahahs. tml is class outing. hmm. dun really wanna command much. and then mL just msg me jiayou. and he start sauning jasmine le. hahas. not her fault la. xD anyway. jasmine. mL going to help u tml TOO. hahas. xD tml i may see sum ppl* i dun really wanna see. anyway. to here. i should sae sumthings. from the pevious entry. i sae *he and *her. hmm. i hear tat sum ppl* had think tat it ish herself. - maybe u can ask me personally pls. i will tell who i am refering too. xD .

yesterday. mdm siti was good. she treat us chicken rice and drinks. not really la. she treat us sumthing tat ish not mroe than 2.50 and then ice-lemon tea. kies. and. yesterday. me bL ym and yL had been actors and actress. ahya. we got film on how we collect water sample and interveiw us. hmm. got a camera. and one of the judge came.dunno wat he call la. he very celver lo. at the start of interview is on t he objectives all this. but then the after part of the interview ish more about our thoughts and view. he starting dun wanna to listen to us. then after part then sit down listen. AND . the prob ish. me and yL ish the after part de. both of us is so anxious la. and was like . listen to this question:
interview-er: what is the competition like?
Liling: i think is nto a competiton. Because i think the learning process is the most important. if lose then lose lo. then win then win lo~
bL hear liao start laughing.bL sae very fake. i noe. asking our views like this kind of question is very fake de. ish crap la. ask lots of our view questions. we crap lots. then they keep laughing. then was like will i offend the judge a not. CAUSE i sae it not a competition. xD nah mind.

sae about todae then. hmm. todae went out wif cyn. and i got evil plans. i going to coop her photos liao. ~ wait till she post on her blog. hahahas. xD take neoprints. and we CHAT lots lo. take mrt . saw a guy who hair ish very nice tat distract me. but he wired wired de. cause he just stare at sumthing then laugh to himself. maybe he ish thinking. i dunno. saw a few groups of ppl - aged 17 to 19 ba. cause one group ish my xnps seniors. then we went to take neoprint. we both are DUMB. cause we dunno we need to chose the pic. then chiong outside liao. xD freak. overall. we cannot chose much picture. ke xi. we BU GAN XIN. so go take another machine again. we hab lots of style. sweet cute sad zhuai . xD everything. hahahas. xD then go buy beach clothes- which ish going to wear on thursday- mL going to intro me to his friends. xD LOOKING FORWARD. yah. hahahs. xD hope nothing on wrong. and leave a good impression on everyone. i brough a XL one- beacause lag of self-confidence. hahahs. actaully and hab m or L but then dun dare to try m . so i try L. but then still lack of confidence. so take XL. xD fat. fat . fat. xD and cyn evil plan start and end smoothly. hahahs.

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Monday, March 13, 2006, 8:27 PM
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i am in a bad mood. FREAKING SISTEr./ i was think about my good sister. HOW good she ish . but in the end . she ish not good at all. SHE SUCK LIKe HELL; . hmph. i train for one hour in maple. and then die beacause of her LOADING THE FREAKING THING SHE WANNA. and the com lag. and TAT IT> i die. 5 percent. train for 1 hour for nothing. FREAK la. i wanna kill her lo~ HAI ME STORM in fron tof the computer for nothing. overlal . i train 4 percent todae onli. STUPID la. i BU GAN xin. end here/ i go chiong maples to 40 percent. i dun care.

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Sunday, March 12, 2006, 5:49 PM
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dear diary.todae was quite a sianny but then cannot put it as sianny la. i also dunno how to describe. hmm . busy day i think. went to kenneth LIM house. hmm. not bad as he sae. not as messy as i think. and he ish SO organise. his books his cupboard. his table. everything everywhere. OMG . and i went back to my house. look at my table. my books. my cupboard. FEEL so guilty then. =+= cause it everywhere and i am too lazy to make it neat. xD hmm. like tat lo. i think i will be going to the class outing ba. for the sake tat mL told me to go. cause tat wat he sae - try to noe more ppl who hates u. the more *they dun like u . the more u get closer to them. and so i going lo. this morning still not sure wanna go not. but then i decided to listen to mL so i go lo. hmm. took 1 hour ride to kenneth house. hmm. not bad. his brother look like him AND zhong sheng. yah. and tat was cute. hmm. then he also play maple. tat make me so sick of maple after tat. i went home quickly chiong maple for 2 hours. then come here update my blog. yah. i forget to mention. we went there to do physic project. going to do tat AGAIN tml. ncc going to malaysia lo. hahahs go climb moutnain. wish them good luck la. xD i think they had set off. hmm. then eat pizza and ice-cream there. hmm. pizza. even though i dun really eat pizza much. but i still eat. actaully wanan eat the cake. but then since got pizza. so eat pizza lo. hmm. not bad la. i eat the slowest but ice-cream was yL . took 198 - sleep on the bus. yL too. everyone was tired. and so. after tat mL coming my house to eat dinner. xD i never broke the promise wif him - supple his one week de dinner lunch and breakfast. hahahs. kies la. hmm . xD todae i kind of wear very very simple. tml another sian days again. going to do project la. xD try to hide my nails tml ~ cause got outsider come and interview us. and then just went friendster. got one new friend request. from - kenneth LOW. surprise. he will add me de meh?

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Saturday, March 11, 2006, 5:44 PM
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dear diary. i am in a BAD mood. i just hab a fight wif my stupid sickening sister. my time ish from 4 to 7 .and she wannas me switch off the com at 6.30. OMG lo. ish everytime lei. freak. everyday. i had enough and i explode lo. she sae i am unreasonable. who the hell ish unreasonable now? . she or her. nah mind. yah . yesterday brought a expensive oneperson cake for yy. hmm . like tat lo. quite disppointed. like going to hab sumthing *toot out of my eyes. nah mind.maybe got misunderstanding or commumnication break down. everything over lo. dun wish to sae more about tat. but it happy ending after all.everyone was happy in the end. BUT i apologise if i am at fault. or i show u guys fcuking attitude. xD. and my sis went to complain to my mother. i HATE my sis. and i hate her to CORE. i playing wif colours nowadays. and class outing. i dunno wanana go anot. u noe. there sum peeps* told she she dun wanna go and how she hate to go. and everything . but in the end she went* wat crap ish *the person toking to me. xD . nah mind. i went to yL house do nail art. good. NICE. i like it. and THANKS. lend cyn my nice nice earrings a fork and spoon. hahahs. hmm.yesterday reach home at 10 plus. going to 11. 11 curfew. hahahs. then hmm . then zs desmond and qd "esort" me home. xD hahahas happy. but alittle bit pahseh. xD they brought me to the doorsteps. hahahs.

todae went to facial. yah. and my big mouth got me into trouble. xD and then mL went wif me. hahas. yah. ish damn happy todae lo. cause. hmm. we both wearing the same colour shirt = hahahs. xD like tat lo. i will like tat PINK shirt lots. to me. this meant tat. hmm . he belong to me . and i belong to him. so no one can snatch him away. xD hope not much ppl saw this phrase. ish mushy. xD hahas. and then 60 bucks there go mL one week allowance. he left nothing. xD i push him down the high mountain. EVIL. i will never cast a evil plan on sumone tat didn't offending me. not to my close friends and NEVER on mL .and so . we decided tat i will cover up his this week morning lunch and dinner. hahahs. so he will not get anymore money from his parents. hahahs. kind of paiseh la. xD and my face is red now. but i DO care. but not so much now. cause sumone in the world wannas me. xD hahahs

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Thursday, March 09, 2006, 6:51 PM
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me and sinyee














me and my ms friend- wiz

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dear diary. hmm. freak la. i update my blog already. but i am so careless. and earse the wole thing again. so i hab to rewrite. a quick one la. my sis going to scolded me laao. ahya. hmm. todae. i am damn happy lo. yesterday was vert VERy sad hahahs. and then hmm. i failed my maths. 6/20. expected la, so dun hab so sad lo. hmm. like lo. i wonder will mr chia sort of *look down of me not. and he told us todae tat she will be back to re-service for ONE WEEK. u noe. one week. when he sae this i was very happy. ish VERY. i finally dun nid to see his face anymore. no. at least for one week. see him make me sad. hmm. and gragh test. things turn out unexpectantly la. cause i thought like maybe onli 1 person failed. cause GRAPGH lei. who got so careless one. failed de. but turn out to be 10 ppl. no offence la. instead of one ppl failed. got 10 ppl in the class fail. hmm. kies la. EVIL ME. and todae. for physic test. yah. i admited. i cheat la. i saw one question from tys lo. xD saw thae answer. because i am in the rush tat . i onli saw a roughly the answer onli x(. but then it my fault to cheat anyway. she* and he * changed. i also dunno y? .xD *she. hmm. i found out tat. because of marks. she will sort of betray friends de lo. even close friends. OR maybe i am too over-sensitive? . no la. kies la. hmm . like tat lo .quite happy. todae was my first time get caught by miss foong for my shirt. dunno y. i todae maybe dun hab fold in my short properly la. and she was saeing "liling tuck in ur shirt. dun fold in" . then i no choice. act act tuck in lo. YAH. tml going to reach school at 8.05 pm lo. hahahs. xD YEAH. can wake up at 6.30pm. instead of 6.30pm. and i fighting wif my sis now. she gib me a stupid face. AND i gib her mine too. and i lubb mL . xD hahahs. was talking to him while playing com. hahahs. kies. end here. ~ i miss mL. i lubb mL. i lubb mL. i lubb mL. and i lubb mL.

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Wednesday, March 08, 2006, 4:45 PM
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DUN READ THIS POST IF U ARE TOO LAZY. JUST MOVED AWAY IF U DUN HAB THE PATIENT.LEAVE IT ALONE.

dear dairy. i am going to write all the tiny tiny one this entry. because. i dun really wanna anyone to this entry lo. i am feeling very down. and ish very down lo. first i fail my a math. i told myself. nah mind. failed just by 2 marks. but then todae graph test. i think i going to failed again. i bet. no one ish so stupid like me to fail a so simpel gragh test. u noe. graph test lei. tat was easy de lo. and i dunno y my whole mind blank out just like tat. causing me to write x and y axis. and PLUS dunno how to do questions tat mr chia had already teach before. ohya. i wonder wat mr chia will think or sae about me? lazy bum. maybe i am. hmm. graph. i dun hab slack on the graph part lei. but i slack on the a math. so i failed ish i derserved it la. but then grapgh. so unfair. x( i did all the homework seriously lo. and just one word PANIC - push me down the high mountains to the very very BOTTOM. freak. cannot take it anymore. and i going to stess up lo. i wanan to pron sch tml. i dun wanan to go. .i wanna to stay at home. i dun dare to see my graph paper. i count here count there. like hmm. minus 12 marks liao lo. -_- i bet i am the onli one who failed in my class. haxis. tat will make me lose face. - study = to gain face. i wanna to start to buck up guys. i will ever not slack again. in my whole life. no at least whole year ba. this paragrapgh sounds like ye**** n blog. =but cannot help it la. but then *she really ish did very well liao lo. still sae so much. like tat *another she . yah. stop it man. liling. u not perfect too. dunno y lo. alway i badmouth ppl i forget to think about myself. life so unfair. phyiscs too. it was my FIRST time to do physic worksheet at home. u noe. MY OWN self. but end up i failed. and mr low think tat those failed DID not put in any effort in the work. i did. and REALLY. i doubt my studies abiltiy now. and i dunno how to continue on. i am going to make myself sick. tml is physic tys test. and i DUN wanna to take it. i hab been sort of *down my luck this few days when doing test. i hate it. i hate mr chia. i hate mr low. i hate hate hate it. y i noe tat 3C is a deep deep hole. but i push myself into the class by appealing it lo. and i shoudld study hard before the test right? but i never. but how to study graph? before the test. i can confidently sae. dun need to study de la. after test. i think i need to study graph by practicing more. INTENSIVE remedial for me . me . me . me. no fun . no games in the hoilday. i mean it. maybe one day? . hmm. thinking of playing. can anyone in the whole wide world help me. i need the help. i wanna leave this sch and star teverything again. i wanna tell my parents tat they can move house and sun ban move my sch too. i dunno how. but then. i scared i regret. i dunno. haxis. anyway. my mother ish rushing me for a reply. and i dunno wat to do now? moved out and moved sch or just move school. i dunno how now. and i really wish i never hab to come to sch tml. trust me. really. i will hab a terrible math period tml.. i dunno wat to do. and i dun dare to see mr chia face when he pass me to paper. cause he usual pair of eye ish already scary. wat more scary when i am the last name called out in the class. and he pass me the paper. i going to act busy. to aviod him. and parade square. how am i going to do. I WANNA TO PRON school. no. change sch. my mum already told me which sch i can moved to which is near the reigon.FREAK freak freak freak freak. and todae my mood ish spoilt by *summone too. dun wish to see them. can u just leave me alone. pls. physic test for tml. i dunno how i going to take the test. i am sort of lost my confidence lo.dunno can take the stress mah. kill them kill them and KILL them all. -_- i wanna kill the facts and reality. maybe REALLy. i f disappear from this class. life will be much more easier and better for me. and i WANT those life much. where i hab lots of hack-care friends. no offences. but then . tat wat i thinking. and i bet not much ppl will hab the patient to read till here. i wanna MORE REAL and true friends. PLS GOD. save me from this sitution. i dun wanna to be struck here alone. helplessly- wif lots of "friends" around me. i rather hab very few friends. BUT they are my true buddies. no offence. but i am desperate for tat. god. can u gib me two more true friends? just two more will do. AND i can give up anything. JUST GIB ME TRUE FRIENDS. i am tired of being evil and struck in this class. everyday go sch see mr chia.. i DREAD his eyes. and i DREAD his seriousness.i wanna skip his lesson also cannot. everyday die die will see him liao. the moment i see him. i will be thing FUCK. can i miss his lesson? can mr chia just absent for a day. just one day. i dun wanna see his face. and i bet he dun really wanan see my face too. he is innocent i noe. not his fault. it because he teach math. i hate them. can i ever ever stay in my sort of "lalala" land and NEVER wake up. no. god. just dun let me wake up after tonight. pls.i am tired of habing "friends" around me and competition. ISH not i wanna to compare wif other ppl. i tried to stop this. and it success. but then there are peeps in the class who will just compare wif u . and being selfish. FUCK off. i hate it. and i mean it. help me pls or JUST leave me alone. i dun wanna *her help. i noe myself very well. noone can save me. but onli myself. freak. this one is like a maze. and the maze is too deep and i cannot walk out. ish there a miracle happening from me. show me the direction out of the maze. and i wanna it out of the maze. PLS

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Tuesday, March 07, 2006, 9:17 PM
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dear diary. i come and update my blog liao lo. spoilt my mood. i jsut happened to see the sum * person blog and then i sort of got freak out lo. ish another her* and i hate it . i dun like those ppl . actaully i hab no rights to sae other ppl. because i am simply a slut too. no. i just wanna mention reading her blog spoilt my mood. tat it. case close. and then kind of disappointed todae. get back my a math. and i fail. canntopblame ppl la. this one ish i deserve it de lo . never listen to lesson. tat y i got it wrong lo. even the same EXACTLY the question come out i also also dunno how to do. nah mind. i will study harder next term. dun sae too much this phrase le. i NOE sumone out there* kind of bu shuang me because of this phrase. but then hmm. also i deserve it la. very bu shaung my ownself lo. y i like tat. like see the result drop then will seriousl study wanna. -_- stupid lo. y dun common test study lei? i going to be from the last ten of ppl in my class to the top ten of ppl in my class. i GOING to . i wanna it. i bu gan xin. maths. i going to pay much more attention to it. xD kiasu abit more.

and then math. i do the homework le. the curve like. odd odd in shape de. also dunno y. tml go see ppl de. but then the answer i got correct la. almost accurate. hahahas. left the curve hab not memorise yet. hmm. good luck to me for tml math test. i wanna do well tml. but math. cannot last mintue de. so i will try my best la. if fail. i going to really CHIONG my studies le. and physics tys test on thursday. end here.

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Monday, March 06, 2006, 5:47 PM
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dear diary. i am back to update liao. nowadays so sianny. GOOD. next week will be hoilday. and i am LOOKING forward. i am going to hab a good rest and went for town-ing. and when term starts. i am going to be a bookworm. more BOOKWORM than term 1. i mean it. hmm. maple i just lvl up. i am 53 lo. hahahas. toda emonday. so boring. i guess. this week will be a long and tiring week. and i just knew tat my lograthum -should be like tat spell la. math test just paass. 15/30 bs told me de. i dun even noe the marks is put there. this one is k la. i excepted. but then is better then i expected la. i never fail. AND yah. me yL and cyn went to town-ing + far east yesterday. hmm . brought two bags. one ish roxy de. which is sort of a BIG BIG pencil case and another one ish a mini tone bag. hmm. not bad la. the backpack ish 29.95 AND roxy pencil case ish 26.00. i dun really plan it to be my pencil box lo. i going to treat it as a bag. and i LOOK forward to friday. hahahas. cause. * hmmn. cannot sae. my evil plan. hahahs. see how la. going to change my ear stud le. to mickey mouse de. maybe the school cannot wear. but i dun care. cyn also wear. so wat cyn sae. - at most take out when teacher caught ur earrings lo. kies lo. i going to change later. hahahs. hmm. wa just toking to marcus for 2 hours i think . SO long never chat on phone wif him for so long. usually ish msg de. but then like tat is better. hahahs. ~ we chat lots la. and he promise me to bring me to his class chalet. - mean tat he going to introduce to his friends. YEAH. hahhas. x) i am guilty now. and i promise tat i will introduce him to my friends lo. since my parent had sort of "like" mL. I MEAN IT. he habing a month and a half of hoilday. - so is my sis.

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Saturday, March 04, 2006, 6:20 PM
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dear diary. i am back to update liao. i was trying to find sunday bloody sunday. but i can't really found. i found it. but got problem in downloading it. x( oto bad. i asking my sis to do it then. she promise to find it. and i am going to hab HOILDAYS soon. i going to hab fun - and be very serious and chiong my studies in term two. i MEAN it. i wanna to climb up the stairs. NOT down. or remain the same place. mL had already hoilday. wa. ~ shuang lo. my sis also hoilday lo. yah. hmm. yesterday sumthing spoilt my mood. tml going otu wif cyn and maybe yL to town. she going to buy back. me too. and lots of stuff. hmm. nothing much la. todae sian sian at home. dun wanna go out. hmm . short entry la. xD end here.
i hate ppl to check my shirt especially teachers.hope teachers out there dun see this*

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Thursday, March 02, 2006, 6:05 PM
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dear diary. i am Toh Liling from sec 3c. my god. y this year i am DAMN careless lo. dun wanna to commend much about it. i admited all my mistake anyway. hmm. yah. sorrie to Tham Kok Keong of sec 3c. i think he never saw it. and then like tat lo. hmm. nowadays. i guess. i suaning the *sumone. can start to feel tat *the person is starting to move away from a distance from me. i kind of guilty. and hmm. xD yah. went to restock yesterday. paint classroom yesterday. hmm. meet marcus yesterday. MY eyes is not so obvious lo. marcus sae until SO red. then i look in the mirror. it was NOT. kies. xD and then i told jasmine about wat happened in school yesterday. and then start laughing out loud.think back. tat was an unfair lo. teacher still gib me 1/2 for nothing to let me pass. hate it when ppl pity me. and jas still laugh so loud. xDnahm ind. my unhappy pasdt. i dun trust him and her ANYMORE. never. i think they got feel it ba. and then yy habing birthday again. buying a cute one person cake for her too. and lots of tibits. hahahs. when to eat wif yy. yah. todae i broke a testtube. tat was bad. so malu. everyone looking at me. then shutini was like still ask me acidentally or purposely lo. i sae i dunno. then she ask me to pai. i was wondering if i sae acidentally. she will ask me not to paid. but then tat was really accidentally lo. =+= nah mind.gib me a lesson ba. i hab the bad hitib. when sumthing pop out . i will justsae dunno. -_- linda chat wif me todae. she start the conversation wif me first. HAPPY. finally we are not EMENIES. but FRIENDS. and then she sae i was staring at *she. and i sae i dun hab. wanan explain. but sort of no chance. but then linda was good. she let me hab the chance to explain. i hab evil face tat lot of ppl bu shuang. but i will try to avoid seeing her in the school. and thanks for the people who hab been helping me . throughout term 1. xD i hab true friends and a DEAR mL .